Chapter 46 How to forget
You shouldn't have expectations in the first place, and only when you have expectations will you despair. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
He hadn't thought about it, but now that it was really happening in front of him, she really forgot about him, and he couldn't bring back the slightest memory of her.
So that's the end of it, right?
Gaining is fate, losing is also fate, and now he lets go, he forgets, it is also a kind of fate.
She's forgotten about him, hasn't she? In that case, don't think about it again. Those who have forgotten should not think about it again, is life a piece of scratch paper that can be wiped at will?
After tonight, the stones will not bloom, even the raindrops will stop crying, the sunset will never bloom again over your head, and I will no longer have the strength to write poems and tears for you, or even call your name.
No one can resist the years, no one can refuse to lose, he and she are just a quicksand in the vast sea of people, just a momentary touch, and then they will be submerged in this tide.
Originally, they met in the sea of people, said unparalleled vows, passed through time, and came to each other, but it was just a rub of shoulders.
Some people's fate is that after they are staggered, they turn away from each other.
Really, since you've forgotten me, you don't have to remember it, after allβ
I'm proud.
"Xu Yao, what are you doing here? I'm starving. Zheng Xiuyan waited in the practice room for a long time, but she didn't see Xu Yao come back, and suddenly had a thought in her heart: He wouldn't be lost.
With such a thought, Zheng Xiuyan just walked out of the practice room and saw Xu Yao standing outside the door of the practice room with a ...... expression Sluggish.
"Come in." Zheng Xiuyan didn't wait for Xu Yao to answer, and waved her big hand, signaling Xu Yao to follow her footsteps.
"Aren't you honored that very few people are allowed to enter our girls' generation practice room?" Zheng Xiuyan showed a proud look on her face, as if Xu Yao had taken advantage of it.
"Oh." Xu Yao barely squeezed out a smile, how could he be in any mood to visit the practice room now, just numbly followed Zheng Xiuyan.
"Look, this is our poster!" Jung so-yeon pointed to a poster on the wall, which was the poster of the album "mr.mr." that was sent out in February this year.
Xu Yao raised his eyes and found her among the nine people at a glance, wearing a small black dress skirt with a white sleeveless shirt inside, which was very beautiful and dazzling.
"Why do you keep staring at her?" Zheng Xiuyan waved her hand in front of Xu Yao's eyes, this person's eyes are going to be straight, is Lin Yun'er so good-looking?
"Uh, oh." Xu Yao came back to his senses, "Nothing. β
"Don't think too much, people have boyfriends." Zheng Xiuyan pouted, where does Lin Yun'er look good with a bamboo pole?
"Do you have a boyfriend?" Xu Yao's eyes were a little sloppy, it turned out to be ......
"yes, you don't know? The news in the first few months was very ferocious, and you didn't see it? You don't really live in the mountains, do you? Zheng Xiuyan said in surprise, "And the man is still Lee Seung Ki, the national brother Lee Seung Ki, but I don't think he is a good person." β
"Oh." Xu Yao sighed softly and moved his gaze to the poster, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Ah, don't look at it, it's not yours to look at it again." Zheng Xiuyan snatched the unfinished breakfast in Xu Yao's hand and found a corner to sit down.
Now she's changed.
"Sika, you're here so early?" As soon as Zheng Xiuyan sat down, the door of the practice room was opened by an elf-like girl, with a petite figure and a beautiful face.
"It's Taeyeon!" Zheng Xiuyan put down the spoon she had just picked up in her hand and smiled.
"Who is this?" Kim Taeyeon pointed to Heo Yao next to her and asked Jung so-yeon, she has never seen this person, wearing a mask, what is the relationship between this person and Sika?
"His name is Xu Yao, and he is my new agent, who is in charge of me alone."
"Xu, Xu Yao?" Kim Taeyeon's pupils shrank, how could she not remember the name she had heard countless times? There are so many people with the same name in this world! But how could he be here? Kim Tae-yeon shifted her gaze to Jung so-yeon.
"What's wrong? Do you know each other? Kim Tae-yeon's reaction was so strange that Jung so-yeon was a little confused.
"I say it's a bit unusual." Kim Taeyeon tried her best to round the scene, Lin Yuna and Xu Yao's affairs, she was the only one who knew, when they were in love, Kim Taeyeon found out, but she didn't know what the man was like, until that letter, she didn't know a little bit about Xu Yao.
Looking at those eyes, bottomless, Kim Taeyeon felt so empty.
Xu Yao glanced at Kim Taeyeon strangely a few times, and muttered in his heart, this reaction is obviously that he has heard my name.
"By the way, Sika, President Kim asked you to go to his office."
"Oh, got it." Zheng Xiuyan's face was gloomy, as if she expected something bad, said a few words to Xu Yao, and left.
"Hello, Xu Yaoxi." After Jung so-yeon left, the atmosphere fell into a quagmire of silence, and finally, Kim Taeyeon mustered up the courage to break the silence, "You should know who I am, right?" β
"Yes, you are Kim Taeyeon. Is there anything you'd like to say? Xu Yao's hands drooped, this person really knew him.
Kim Taeyeon looked at the poster on the wall, and the nine of them were dazzling. "I'm the captain of Girls' Generation, you should know that, right?"
Heo Yao said "um", not knowing what Kim Taeyeon wanted to say.
"Don't look at the glorious way we are now, in fact, we were almost completely defeated and the team was almost disbanded. It was 2008, and it was those three Black Seas that almost broke us. We were anti by hundreds of thousands of people, hated by hundreds of thousands of people, the company suspended our trip, almost gave us up, only me and Yuna were still active, and at that time, the whole team was supported by me and Yuna. Kim Tae-yeon's eyes drifted away, reminiscing.
Heo Yao didn't understand why Kim Taeyeon suddenly wanted to tell him these old things.
But how heavy it is to have such a burden on two girls who are not yet twenty years old. During that period, Yuna pretended to be indifferent in front of everyone, full of hope for everything, while working hard herself, while encouraging her teammates to work hard, and sometimes deliberately selling stupidity to create laughter so that everyone didn't have to be so dull. At that time, she was more like a captain than me. The corners of Kim Taeyeon's mouth hooked up with a smile, a beautiful arc, but I couldn't tell whether it was relief or bitterness.
Xu Yao just stood quietly, without any movement or words, he was just thinking back to the first time he met her, she was vulnerable.
It was so fragile that he felt distressed at first sight.