0081 Xia Yu is very sad

A dinner that surprised Xia Yu, two people, happy and satisfied. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoOriginally, Xia Yu looked down on Ma San a little, but now, because of his relationship with the Bai family, and because of tonight's dinner, he really bought her heart.

"I really didn't expect your cooking skills to be so good." After eating, Xia Yu did not clean up the table immediately, but leaned directly on the sofa.

"Today is an extraordinary performance, isn't it a beautiful woman." Ma San said with a smile that Xia Yu no longer rejected him like he did in the morning, which made him seem to see hope again.

"If my guess is correct, then Miss Bai must like you. You're not very honest like that. Xia Yu looked at Ma San playfully.

"Actually, to be honest, I don't know what kind of relationship we have. However, I and you, I have made up my mind. Ma San said very cheerfully.

"Feelings don't mean that you can make up your mind. You think I'm good now, to put it mildly, it's just plain lustful. As for me, more direct, I'm rich. Xia Yu's words are indeed direct enough.

"Then what if I have money one day, will you be with me?" Ma San asked cautiously tentatively.

"Don't be stupid, huh? You should know that you are not my first man, and you don't know what I was like, if you really had me one day, would you not want to find a virgin? To be honest, if I talk about love, I really don't have feelings for you, last night, it was purely a physical need. Xia Yu suddenly said a little annoyed.

Ma San didn't speak again, Xia Yu didn't say anything, just her last physiological need broke his heart deeply. She can think that he is not handsome, and she can think that he has no money, but a sentence of physical need seems to make her past difficult for Ma San to accept.

"I don't really know what to say. Maybe I'm naïve, but what I want to say is that whether you're a virgin or not, it's really not that important to me. To be honest, I may not know what love is, but I can feel my concern for you. I can't really say what you feel like this feeling, I really don't know, and if I really let you down so much, I apologize. Ma San was a little depressed, he regretted why he had to say what he just said.

"You don't have to apologize to me, I should say thank you to you. Thank you for the confession just now, although it is not very moving, but it does mention the truth. I went to see you last night because I saw my ex-boyfriend, and our relationship was something I chose to give up two years ago, for the simple reason that I didn't feel that we would have a future at that time. I'm always envious of people who don't have to work every day and can go shopping every day. At that point I was thinking, why can they be like this, I am good-looking, why can't I be like this. The reason is simple, because my boyfriend doesn't have the strength. It is precisely for this reason that I began to feel that he was getting more and more annoying, and even when he made love to me, I also felt annoying, and once, when I got home, I always asked him to hug me first, but one day, I found that after I got home, I was so tired that I lay on the bed and waited for him to cook, and I didn't have any thoughts. It turned out that when I got home, I always accompanied him to the kitchen, and when we were only living in a single room, I was very happy, because there was only him in my heart. However, when I began to hate him, I felt that it was a terrible thing to have a room without a hall, and when I went back, I could only lie in bed, without a TV, without a sofa. ”

So every time I get home, I just say I'm back, and then I'm lying in bed. However, he never said anything. He was like a servant, doing all this for me, and I, without conscience, felt how incompetent he was, worthy of doing all this. ”

"One day, one of my foreign customers came to our company, and I had to receive him every day, accompany him to dinner, accompany him to visit, and finally, even sleep with him. But all this, I actually feel normal. He told me many, many things, he praised me, he changed me, including my worldview, and I naively thought that he liked me. And I, indeed, envy his life and admire his talent. Even after he returned to China, we still maintained close contact, and I could feel the envy in the eyes of my colleagues. ”

"Then, one time, I went abroad with him to an exhibition for the company, and for a while, we were like a couple, and like a couple. I love that kind of life, and that's probably when I'm the happiest. So, after returning home, I broke up with my ex-boyfriend. He didn't say anything, and he didn't even ask anything. I felt I owed him, so I packed up my things that night and left. However, when I contacted the neighborhood committee of my foreign client, the answer he gave me was: we are just a game, or a transaction. Huh, you know? This is called retribution. Xia Yu wiped her tears and continued:

"That night, I was homeless on the streets, so I had to go to a hotel. On this night, I remember vividly that there were no stars and no moon. Although there were lights everywhere, it was very dark and dark. Even though it was summer, I was clinging to the quilt. I thought he could call me so that I could have some face to go back, but he never called me. Come to think of it, I hated him so much at the beginning, but now I want to beg him to like me and beg me to go back. I was alone in the hotel, and I was very scared, so I had to ask for a colleague's phone number, but no one was willing to come and accompany me on such a night. That's the human favor, that's the accident. When I was most helpless and disappointed, it was Yang Li who called me, and later I learned that it was a colleague of mine who called her and told her about me as a joke. But she hung up the phone right away, and then called to ask where I was. ”

"That's what I was, do you know how much of a failure I had? Do you know how much money I worship? Xia Yu was already crying.

Ma San didn't speak, although he didn't expect Xia Yu to have such a past, but he couldn't help but worry about what happened to her at that time. Gently sat next to Xia Yu, rubbed her into his arms, and helped her wipe her tears. Ma San didn't know what to say, he just wanted to hold her in his arms and protect her from being hurt again. Behind every injured woman, there is a story that she doesn't want to tell, because this story always hurts their hearts so much that it is difficult to heal.

Xia Yu did not refuse Ma San, but surprisingly leaned on Ma San's arms a little dependently. "Yesterday, when I saw him, he already had a significant other, and I, but I was still alone, they asked me to go to his house as a guest, but I really went, when I watched her worship of him, when I heard her praise for him, I suddenly found that this has always been what I did, she couldn't help but praise me that he can cook, can do housework, knows how to be considerate, I don't know if she deliberately wants to be angry with me, but I am really angry. Because, these should be my happiness, it was me, it was I who pushed him away and abandoned him. It's ridiculous to think about it, what you have thrown away, two years later, you will regret it. Xia Yu buried his head deep in Ma San's arms and cried bitterly.

Yang Li is not around, she has always wanted to find someone to talk to, but she really doesn't know who to talk to for all this. When Ma San provoked these things, Xia Yu's emotions seemed to have found catharsis at this moment.

"Well, it's all over, okay? Your happiness will one day be yours. Some people may not be suitable for you, you have not done anything wrong, what is wrong is this social atmosphere, maybe we can't blame external causes, but it is indeed these external causes that blindfold us. Ma San comforted Xia Yu while coaxing her.

"Don't cry anymore, if you cry again, you'll become panda eyes. It's not pretty. "As if coaxing a child, Ma San showed his amazing talent for coaxing people." Our summer rain is the best, don't cry, be good. ”

"Why are you like a child?" Xia Yu raised his head and looked at Ma San a little helplessly.

"Ugh. I don't have much experience with this. "Ma San was a little embarrassed, and thought he was doing a good job, but he didn't expect it to be very ordinary.

"I can't coax girls, wash the dishes, go to you." Although the words were a bit mean, after saying this, Xia Yu was actually much more comfortable when he was coaxed by Ma San......

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