Chapter 156: Innocent
"Can you help me?" Han Jiaren was a little puzzled, and said, "You have another purpose." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"Of course, you can think that my purpose is not pure, or that I have other ideas, but my attitude of wanting to help you is certain." Fang Mo'an replied.
"I don't have to ask you to help, how do I know that I promised you that I wouldn't jump from one pit to another?" At this time, Han Jiaren not only regarded Fang Mo'an as a savior, but also was wary of him, and even his tone was strong and unyielding.
Fang Mo'an smiled inexplicably and said, "Why, you don't believe in men anymore because of Yan Zhengxun's relationship?" That's a shame. β
"I believe in myself more!" Han Jiaren stared at her big eyes, trying to make herself look fierce, but unfortunately, no matter how beautiful her face was, it was impossible for her to be really vicious, and the other party Mo'an couldn't talk about any deterrence.
But I have to say that Fang Mo'an admired Han Jiaren's attitude, and he couldn't help but say:
"That's right, no matter what, people still have to rely on themselves in the end, and what they require is not only confidence, but also determination, compared with the change in their own mentality, other external conditions are a little worse."
"Do you really want to help me?"
"Of course, didn't you just say that?"
"......" Han Jiaren stared at Fang Mo'an's eyes, judging carefully, she felt that if the other party was lying to her, it would be impossible to meet her gaze so calmly and calmly, and share such a big truth with her in a rambling manner.
But how can you help?
The other party is Lee Jae-hyun.
A guy six years younger than her could help her and save her?
Han Jiaren smiled bitterly: "Maybe you are kind, or you are moved by compassion when you see me pitiful, but you can't afford to offend people like Lee Jae-hyun, although I don't know how you went from a small artist to today's status by Lee Jae-hyun, but the process is not so easy, so don't be pulled into the water on impulse because of my business." β
"In fact, I've been pulled into the water, either drowned, or I'll get you ashore."
Fang Mo'an began to walk into the house, and avoided the broom called by Han Jiaren, he grabbed the broom, and talked to Han Jiaren while stalemate: "To put it mildly, under the current situation, the only person who can save you is me, and fate seems to have arranged for me to save you, so it doesn't matter if you are impulsive or not, I can't afford to offend, I will help you with this favor, no matter whether Lee Jae-hyun will have a grudge against me because of this, and whether you agree or not, because I have already decided by myself and cannot be changed!" β
"You're young, but your tone is not small, do you know what you're doing? Do you know what a curse I am, that even my husband does not dare to protect me, and thinks that I am a sinner, and has abandoned me. Han Jiaren choked up with a slight cry: "Why are you helping me, do you want to be my next man?!" β
"Then will you be nice to him because of who helped you?" Fang Mo'an looked over and said, "I know you're not that kind of person, if you're like that, I won't help you." β
"What do you mean?" Han Jiaren didn't understand what Fang Mo'an meant for a while, and was puzzled,
"I don't want to bring a lot of emotional entanglements to myself because I helped you, or let my girlfriend misunderstand, so I hope to help a person who is clear and self-reliant, not a guy who will stick to me a lot because of my help and think I respect him."
Fang Mo'an tilted his head slightly and said seriously: "In other words, if you are still that kind of innocent mind, waiting for the help of the prince and knight, and will fall in love with him because of this, I will ignore you, because I helped you, it will be very troublesome." β
"I've been married for so long, can my mind still be naΓ―ve?" Han Jiaren sighed: "You are joking, but you are also thinking too much." β
"Nope."
Fang Mo'an shook his head, denied Han Jiaren's statement, and said: "Innocent, I believe you still had it not long ago, just from the display in this house, I can see one or two." It's a pity that the so-called innocence is just because I believe that the prince knight in my heart will save himself sooner or later and defeat the big demon king who bullied him, but I saw the prince knight throw off his armor and run away, so there is no more innocence. β
"Then you don't want me to think of you as a prince knight, what are you?" Han Jiaren withdrew his hand, and let the broom be held by Fang Mo'an alone, and it seemed that he no longer felt that the person in front of him was a dangerous person.
"Me?" Fang Mo'an put the broom in his hand on the ground and swept it twice, and said: "There is a saying that everyone sweeps the snow in front of the door, don't care about the frost on the tiles of others, you just think that you are too cold here, I can't look at it, be nosy and help you all the way." β
"So, you think you're still a good person?" Han Jiaren said suddenly.
"I can't talk about good people, because I will still do bad things, but I can't always do bad things to the end, I have to do some good things to make myself better, and by the way, I have an explanation for myself at the beginning." Fang Mo'an lowered his head, making it impossible to see his expression at this moment, but in Han Jiaren's mind, it must be extremely complicated.
She felt that even though Fang Mo'an was young and young, he had a lot of stories, which could not be told simply, and they could be told endlessly.
"So, how were you back then?" Han Jiaren asked again, becoming more curious about the man in front of her, even if she wanted to use a broom to drive the other party away just now.
"At the beginning? Anyway, it's different from now, a lot of people say that, that I've changed, and I think so myself. Fang Mo'an didn't answer in detail, but his answer was very realistic.
"Well, there's no place in common?"
"Naturally, there is." Fang Mo'an's face suddenly smiled, and said, "I still like her, and I still only like her." β
"You mean your girlfriend?"
Fang Mo'an nodded: "Well, otherwise who else can there be." β
"Why love, not love?"
"The responsibility of love is heavier, and I don't guarantee that I will be able to do it smoothly, so I still say that I like it more freely." Fang Mo'an naturally replied, I don't know why he could talk to Han Jiaren so much on this issue, and he didn't shy away from being open and honest.
"Sounds like you're not comfortable with yourself?"
"Some time ago, I made a mistake, although I can blame it on lower body thinking or male instinct, but a mistake is a mistake, and no matter how many excuses I make, it is still wrong." Fang Mo'an's expression was a little more painful, and he continued: "Maybe it sounds a little ridiculous for me to be so clean, and even paranoid, but my girlfriend is really a cranky guy, I really don't want her to be sad because of this kind of thing, disappointed in me, or even break up with me and leave me." β
"But if that day really comes, you have to learn to accept that it is difficult to explain such things as feelings, and it is difficult to do what people want." Han Jiaren's eyes were full of pity, and he didn't know whether he was pitying himself or the person in front of him: "It seems that it is you, not me, who are still innocent, even if you feel much more ruthless than me." β
"Innocent? Hehe, can you use this word for a big man? Fang Mo'an laughed at himself.
Han Jiaren pursed her lips, feeling a lot better, and said: "As long as you still believe in your heart that others have long looked down on you, and think that it is a pediatric, funny fairy tale, you are naturally still naΓ―ve, in fact, where is the reality arrogant, and where is the fairy tale stupid?" It's not all a way to live, there is no high or low, no distinction between high and low. β
"Then Han Jiaren in the future, should you be more realistic or fairy tales?"
Han Jiaren thought for a while and said sincerely: "I want to be happier." (To be continued.) )