The matching heart was suddenly found when everyone was completely disappointed, the other party was a young man in his early twenties, and after the car accident, according to the organ donation report he filled out before his death, the relevant units matched Tang Ming's information through the database. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

When he learned the news, before everyone cheered, the doctor brought another heavy news, that is, Tang Ming's condition had been delayed for too long, and the risk rate of surgery had increased.

The doctor clearly informed that Tang Ming had only a 20% chance of being able to walk off the operating table alive during this heart surgery.

Twenty percent, even if rounded, falls into the category of less than half the success rate.

The doctor's words were said in front of Tang Ming, in this case, it is not possible to conceal it from the patient, it is necessary to let the patient know his condition clearly, in order to better cooperate with the doctor for treatment, otherwise under the concealment, once it is exposed halfway, the patient is too fragile in the body, weak mental state, it is easy to be defeated, but it will affect the treatment.

After the doctor finished speaking, he left the information and left.

The ward became quiet and silent for a moment, and Tang Ming's parents looked at Tang Ming who was lying on the hospital bed, their eyes red.

Tang Ming had been silently lowering his gaze, his long and thick eyelashes were hiding a black arc under his eyes, and after a long time, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Sun Cong'an, on his pale face, a pair of eyes were like torches, clearly flashing with reluctance and longing.

The two of them watched silently, and everything in the room turned into a void background.

It seems that it has been like this for nearly a year since Tang Ming fell ill, looking forward to it with hope, and then starting to despair little by little, when despair is about to overwhelm people and suffocate them, there will suddenly be a little bit of hope, and that little hope makes people hate to be wrapped directly in their eyes, cautiously, and anxiously to guard.

It's been a year, and Sun Cong'an never thought that the two of them could really pull together to go so far.

When Sun Cong'an stared at Tang Ming, Tang Ming was also looking at him stupidly.

When Tang Ming first started to be hospitalized, Sun Cong'an came to the ward every day as if he was punching in, and he never wanted to leave as long as he entered the door.

After a long time, Tang Ming's parents understood what was going on, but because of Tang Ming's physical condition, they pretended not to know.

In the end, Tang Ming couldn't help it and confessed to his parents.

Tang Ming was in front of his father and mother that day, and tears fell down his eyes. For the first time in my life, I know what fear is, what despair is, what it means to be unable to ask for it, and what it means to be heartbroken.

Tang Ming hoarsely voiced, choked up and told his parents about his love and desire for Sun Cong'an, affectionate and bitter word by word, he held a heart in his chest in the palm of his hand, and kneaded it by himself, leaving a blurry mass of flesh, drenched in blood, and his body was incomplete.

Tang Ming howled hopelessly: "I love him, I only love him in this life, but my life is too short, I don't dare to count how many days there are." I like him so rarely, I like him so much, I am reluctant to leave him alone in this world, relying on memories alone to support the years without me, I can't pit him. ”

Tang Mingsheng has a smiling face, no matter who he is, he always looks kind and amiable, as if he has no temper, and he is always gentle like a puddle of clear water, accommodating and accommodating everyone. But no matter who it is, no matter what kind of person it is, there will be a piece of anti-bone, innate, from the mother's womb, when the overwhelming despair swept over, Tang Ming's anti-bone branch came out stunned, he longed to do something for the person he loved deeply, as long as it could alleviate the pain of this person in the future, no matter what he did, he felt that it was worth it.

Tang Ming had previously ridiculed the ones described in the little books that Sun Cong'an had read, similar to the jokes in love in which one party in love abused himself by any means in order to make the other party happy, just to fulfill the other party.

At that time, he scoffed, feeling that since he loved, even if he died, he would be entangled with the other party, whether he loved for a lifetime or hated for a lifetime, he couldn't be separated, and he couldn't let the other party forget him until he died.

But when things really fall on their heads, they find that what they said in the book is so profoundly analysing people's hearts, it turns out that when you really love someone, love very much, and love deeply, it is really only when the other party is happy, you will be happy, even if this happiness is based on your own pain, it is also willing, and the heart yearns.

Tang Ming took his eyes off Sun Cong'an's face, and stared out the window silently with a bloodless pale face, he said to his parents: "Dad, Mom, let this person go, don't appear in front of me again, he likes men, he likes me, but I don't like him, I like women。。。。。。 ”

When Sun Cong'an heard this, his whole person was stunned, wooden, stupid, and almost about to collapse.

Tang Ming forcibly helped him come out in front of his parents, and aired out the complicated, unacceptable, and incomprehensible relationship between them, he loved him, he loved her, this kind of intertwined relationship.

Sun Cong'an stood in place, stretched out his hand and grabbed his chest little by little, he didn't dare to look at the expressions of Tang Ming's parents, he just stared at Tang Ming with wide eyes, the kind that was about to stare out of his eyes.

Tang Ming's voice was cold and warm: "When my operation is successful, I will find a girl I like, fall in love, get married, have children, I will have a warm and happy home, so please don't pester me anymore." ”

Sun Cong'an couldn't remember how he left the ward that day, but he felt that his heart was trembling and bleeding all the time.

Sun Cong'an returned to school, didn't attend classes well, sat in the classroom, stiff like a piece of wood, no class, locked himself in the dormitory, hid under the quilt, covered his head, did not speak, and did not see anyone.

Sun Cong'an's life in those days was worse than death, more walking dead than the walking dead, he felt that he had been tricked, like a fool, at that time he really hated Tang Ming, gritted his teeth with hatred, and hated it so much that it penetrated into his body.

The more he hated Tang Ming, the more he couldn't control thinking about this person in his head, thinking about all the bad things about this person, thinking about all the bad, thinking about it all, there was nothing to think about, and he began to subconsciously think about the good of this person.

He remembered that when he was in the movie theater, this man lost his temper because he refused to wear autumn pants, and finally hugged him and muttered in a low voice: I am also for your good.