Su Ya's accident was not expected by anyone in advance, and after the incident, the high-level officials of the ministry reflected on and summarized the matter, believing that there was indeed something improper in the handling of this matter. The Party Committee of Jiaotong University organized a special person to express condolences to Gao Bo www.biquge.info expressed the deep regret of the senior management for this matter, and hoped that Gao Bo could look at the accident from the standpoint of party members. After all, when Su Ya was in Chengdu Armed Police Hospital, the hospital had always been carefully conditioning her body and giving intimate care in life. When Su Ya was hospitalized, the food standard was one dime a day, and the dean's was only nine cents a day.

What seems absurd and unreasonable now was a hurdle in front of us in the early 80s. The maintenance of local stability is the top priority of the government's work, and the country has just woken up from a nightmare and the country is in ruins, the contradictions between different strata of the people in the country have intensified, the social security situation has deteriorated sharply, and the frenzied infiltration and sabotage of the enemy are the true portrayal of the national conditions at that time.

In order to pave the way for reform and opening up and remove all obstacles, Deng Gong ruled the country with an iron fist and launched a nationwide strike hard struggle. From May '83 to the end of '84, a total of one million people were arrested, including 860,000 in re-education through labor and 240,000 sentenced to death.

It is not difficult to see from the severity of the national situation at that time, and it is not difficult to see from the comparison of Gao Bo Suya's experience that the organization has fulfilled the requirements of "comrades to be as warm as spring" in dealing with the two of them. In that special era when the government was under military control at every turn, the state's policy toward intellectuals was still relatively gentle and caring. It's just that I don't know if Gao Bo and Su Ya, who were born at that time, were born at the wrong time or should they secretly rejoice?

Gao Bo was physically and mentally exhausted after being hit by this, Gao Bo's parents died when he was a child, and a big man raised Xiao Gao Geng who was waiting to be fed alone, and his life was messed up. The leaders of the ministry asked Jiangzhou Jiaotong University to solve Gao Bo's personal problems as a political task to complete, and Gao Bo urgently needed a virtuous helper to share his worries in his life at this time, otherwise he would not be able to work normally.

With the instructions of the superiors, the party committee of Jiaotong University is much easier to do, and it can publish news in the system in a grand manner. On the surface, it is said to find a suitable life assistant for Gao Bo, take care of the children, and take care of the housework. Thinking that Gao Bo can't tolerate other women in his heart at the moment, maybe the two of them may fall in love for a long time in their long-term life. In any case, there is an urgent need to insert a woman into Gao Bo's life, so that he can slowly get rid of his grief, and at least free up his hands to continue his scientific research projects.

At this time, another woman walked into Gao Bo's life, she was an officer of the Propaganda Department of Jiaotong University, named Zhai Muqing, 26 years old. His parents are retired cadres of the Jiangzhou Municipal Education Commission, and he also has an older sister named Zhai Mulan, 29 years old, who replaces her father and works in the Policy and Regulation Department of the Education Commission. My younger sister took over her mother's class, but instead of staying in the Education Commission, she chose to work as a publicity officer at Jiaotong University. The names of the sisters are derived from the Tang Dynasty poet Lü Wen's work "Blue Poems", so one is Mu Qing and the other is Mu Lan. The sisters are also as their name suggests, and Lan Zhihui's heart is quite forest-like.

Zhai Muqing had only been working at Jiaotong University for a short time, and he didn't know much about Gao Bo, but he was deeply sympathetic after learning about Gao Bo's experience. Since her home is nearby, and her work at Jiaotong University is relatively leisurely, she took the initiative to ask Ying to help Gao Bo take care of the children. The school leaders were anxious about this, and suddenly a big girl appeared to solve the siege, of course, they couldn't ask for it. She also promised that other colleagues could help share the work of the publicity department, and she took time out to help Gao Bo take care of the child as much as possible, so that he could take time out as soon as possible to continue the scientific research project in hand.

Although Zhai Muqing is a girl, she is single and unmarried, so she knows how to take care of children. Fortunately, her parents were at home, so she simply took Xiao Gao Gao home and handed it over to her parents, which was considered to be a fun for the second elder. And she took the opportunity to take more time to tidy up the housework for Gao Bo, and occasionally cooked a delicious meal for Gao Bo when he came home from work.

Gao Bo's chaotic life finally returned to order, and he was grateful to Zhai Muqing. Zhai Muqing's temperament is somewhat similar to Su Ya, but she is a head taller, and her figure is plumper and fuller than Su Ya. Originally, he also had a boyfriend and planned to get married within the year, but half a year ago, a group of public security officers wearing blue uniforms and red collar badges suddenly rushed into the house, brought Zhai Muqing's family back to the bureau, and asked them to honestly explain the problem. Later, it was said that the whole family was harmed because Zhai Muqing's boyfriend's political position was a little problematic, and after a thorough review of the family for three generations of close relatives, he really couldn't find any possibility of collaborating with the enemy, so he let the family go. But Zhai Muqing was asked to publish a statement in the newspaper and completely draw a line with her boyfriend, which can be regarded as escaping. But at this point, her boyfriend seemed to have evaporated from the world, I don't know whether he ran away or was arrested and killed, and there was no news at all, and Zhai Muqing was also saddened by this.

So two single men and women who are in love comfort each other and encourage each other, and it is logical what will happen after a long time. It's just that the two have never mentioned Gao Kang's biological mother Su Ya, and Gao Kang still thinks that Zhai Muqing is his biological mother.

It's a pity that Zhai Muqing, who is jealous and has regarded high-pitched as his own all his life, died of lymphoma in 2008 at the age of 52 after spending 26 years with Gao Bo.

After Su Ya's death, the letter blockade of Shen Xueqian and Gao Bo was also lifted, and when Shen Xueqian returned to Jiangzhou to meet his teacher, he hugged Gao Bo and cried sadly. At this point, Shen Xueqian realized that the importance of power is enough to rewrite the fate of an individual's life. So after graduating from university, he devoted himself to his career and is now the mayor of Jiangzhou. During this period, Shen Xueqian and Gao Bo also exchanged letters occasionally, and they would also visit during the New Year's holidays. Gao Bo was in officialdom because of Shen Xueqian, and never took the initiative to contact him in order to avoid suspicion. Shen Xueqian's work affairs gradually increased, and he gradually reduced his contact with Gao Bo. Looking at Shen Xueqian, who was already graying in front of him, Gao Bo thought that it had been ten years since they last met. When the master and apprentice reunited, how could it not make people sigh and sigh, and the old tears were rampant!

"How long are you going to keep this secret in the coffin and never tell him about it?" Shen Xueqian asked as he looked at the floating clouds in the sky.

At first, I just didn't want to mention the sad past, but later I saw that Gao Gao had always regarded Mu Qing as his mother, and I was afraid that saying it would affect the relationship between his mother and son! When Mu Qing left, I was even more afraid that he wouldn't be able to accept it, this delay was decades, and I didn't know if I should tell him? Gao Bo held his cane in both hands, and his lips trembled slightly as he spoke, and the past pierced his heart again.

"Sooner or later, you should tell him, choose the right opportunity."

Gao Bo shook his lips and did not speak.

"Su Ya, I haven't been to see her for many years, let's find a time to see her and Mu Qing together." Shen Xueqian said.

"I only went there two months ago, and it's good to have a company with her and Mu Qing, and I want to go down to see them both early, it's been decades......" A line of cloudy tears slid across his face, Gao Bo trembled his lips and couldn't speak.

Shen Xueqian put his hand on Gao Bo's hands holding the cane, and patted it gently to show comfort, and he couldn't find a suitable language to comfort him for a while, so it was better to let the past disappear with the wind in silence.

"You're not just here to catch up with an old man like me today." After drying the muddy old tears, Gao Bo turned his head to stare at Shen Xueqian and asked.

Shen Xueqian poured a full cup of tea for Gao Bo, and then poured a full cup for himself, holding it in his hand and playing with it, as if thinking about how to answer.

"I just think it's time to come and see you, I've been busy all my life, and I've been so busy in the same city that I haven't seen you for nearly ten years! I, I still haven't escaped the fate of a mediocre life......"

Shen Xueqian no longer remembered the last time he confessed his thoughts to others, but at this moment, he mustered up the courage to introspect in front of his old teacher, and he actually had a sense of transcendent relief.

"It doesn't matter if you look at my old man or not, you just have it in your heart." Gao Bo took a sip of the tea poured by Shen Xueqian, put down the cup, licked his lips and said, "But from time to time, you have to look at yourself in the mirror often and ask yourself if your original intention is still the same?" Strange to say, everyone only finds out when they are old that they have become the type of person they hated the most, do you know why? ”

"Is it because there are too many involuntary bodies in the rivers and lakes?" Shen Xueqian replied tentatively.

Gao Bo shook his head and said, "There has never been anything that is involuntary and self-deceiving. ”

"Is that because of overkill?" Shen Xueqian continued.

"No, because that's what we are. If the essence of physical performance is the survival of the fittest, then the essence of life is a battle for resources. The birth of any life means that there is one more enemy for other life, so how can it be that people are inherently good at the beginning? That's just a good hope for us, which explains why human nature is selfish and greedy by nature. ”

"Therefore, there is nothing to be afraid of facing up to our ugliness, facing up to our greed and selfishness, it is just a string of genetic code given to us by our ancestors to reproduce. Only by facing the facts can we know what is the value of our existence in this life? It is to do everything possible to change one's own genes, and not to pass on greed and selfishness to our children and grandchildren. In the realm of physical evolution, this is called evolution. In human society, this is called civilization. In the realm of religion, this is called spiritual practice. In my Greater China wisdom, this is called morality. After thinking about this question, how can you feel that you have been mediocre all your life? ”

Gao Bo is an expert in science and engineering, and his philosophical attainments have reached such a level, which has benefited Shen Xueqian a lot.

"The teacher is already in a clear state of mind, but why can't he let go?"

"It is precisely because of the transparency of the mind that it is the love that should be loved, the hate that should be hated, the sadness that should be sad, and the sadness that should be hurt...... If people don't have a sense of joy and sorrow, do you think this is the evolution of the species? The second half of what Gao Bo didn't say was to take what should be taken and what should be done. However, he felt that Shen Xueqian should be able to hear his own sounds, and he didn't need to beat the drum hard.