But her mood, even Shang Xuesleeve herself, can't figure it out clearly after thinking about it for a while or a few words. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Shang Xuesleeve didn't even want to figure it out.

She was always conscious, and she knew that she was not crazy, but her mind was in a state of stagnation, like a weed suspended in the water.

From the day he left the palace by mistake, Shang Xuesleeve suddenly returned to the running of that night that year.

Even though she didn't move a single step under this incense case, her heart was trapped in that long road with nowhere to come and nowhere to go.

Endlessly, there is no more shimmering boat for her to go to, there is no longer a goal for her to break through like the stage, there is no longer such a desire, just to survive can run around against the fire.

Now, she's alive, but what is she living for?

Her child was left in that deep well, and her throat was destroyed in the fire.

Lao Miao'er looked at her distracted eyes and said, "But we are like this, it's not bad!" Yes, compared to that Xi Guifei, we can't compare with the dignity, but there is one thing, she is a rich and noble person, but she doesn't have the life to enjoy happiness! No matter what happens to you, this alone is better than that Xi Guifei - aren't we still alive in this world? ”

The corners of Shang Xue's sleeves, which were covered by hair, showed a wry smile.

When Lian Zeyu entered the city, she saw his imperial chariot.

She had never seen him triumphant, Huo Du's time, she was preparing for the play, and she wanted to know how heroic and compelling she was; And this time, as the emperor, he returned to his capital, and it was inconvenient for him to casually show his imperial face to the people as he did when he was the prince in the past.

She was mixed in with the people, and people like her, who were embarrassed and dirty and described as beggars, naturally couldn't squeeze into a closer position.

In fact, the nearest position was also isolated by the Imperial Forest Army a few feet away, she was just outside the crowd, watching from a distance, the bright yellow roof, slowly moving forward on the widest street in Shangjing.

She followed street after street, until she was about to approach Liancheng Palace.

All the people were kept outside, and there were civil and military officials waiting to greet the king, what a solemn occasion it was!

From the outside, you can hear the shouts of the mountains inside, and you can also hear the sound of Dingjun's calm and uniform steps.

She finally watched the bright yellow disappear, and a word suddenly came to her mind.

Moat.

She opened her mouth, and these two words slipped from her heart to her mouth, because her voice was hoarse, Lao Miao'er didn't hear it clearly, so she asked, "What?" ”

Shang Xuesleeve shook his head and only blinked at him.

Lao Miao'er supported his arms and stood up, which made him cough violently again, and there was an "empty" sound in his chest, and he finally calmed down, and then said: "You take Mu Yu'er, I'll go out and go to Zhao to see ......"

He kindly glanced at Mu Yu'er and said, "Zhao Da, that kid, obviously promised Grandpa Chenghuang a piece of tofu and cabbage, and he wished, but he didn't come to repay the wish, he should have let Grandma Chenghuang kill him." ”

Mu Yu'er was already old, so he naturally knew that the things that others had promised to the two clay statues above had finally entered their stomachs, so he nodded and said, "I'll make a fire and cook." ”

When the old temple went out, Mu Yu'er crawled out from under the incense case very quickly, and said to Shang Xuesleeve like a little adult: "Auntie, don't come out." ”

Shang Xue's crazy appearance when she saw the fire for the first time really scared Mu Yu'er, so she nodded.

It was getting late, and Mu Yu'er skillfully extinguished the fire, and slowly the fragrance of rice porridge spread to this small temple.

The old temple carried something and entered the door, and what he saw was in the darkness, Shang Xue's sleeves were quietly hiding under the table as a few days ago, not moving, and not speaking.

Only a pair of eyes, even in such a dim place, through the messy hair, there is still a faint glow.

Shang Xuesleeve finally remembered that the word "moat" did not come out of thin air, she had heard Sai Guanyin say it.

She thought calmly, those intense emotions such as sorrow and hatred seemed to disappear, and she suddenly understood a lot of things.

If there was no false accusation out of thin air, between them, thinking of this, Shang Xuesleeve even smiled, presumably there would be no way to defend his head in this Liancheng Palace in the end.

She's a servant.

And he is the emperor.

It was a barrier between him and her.

She wasn't ashamed of being a servant, and it seemed that he didn't either.

But once there is suspicion, the word "female singer" is like adding fuel to the fire.

All unfounded speculations seemed to have a reason for this, and just these two words made the doubt in his heart grow from a seed to a towering tree.

A chuckle appeared at the corner of Shang Xue's sleeve.

That night, every word he asked came out of his beautiful, thin lips, and these words must have been buried in his heart for a long time.

At that time, he also felt wronged in his heart, and he also felt that as an emperor, his dignity had been trampled on, and he also felt that his careless love was mixed with impurities, right?

At that time, he finally became a monarch in front of her, who "can't bear me to the world".

At the beginning, she had no way to ask him "why", to say her grievances, her grievances, her resentment, and her unwillingness.

After all, from the eyes of the world, all she gave up in exchange for the favor of an emperor is a big advantage!

And he is one of such people in the world, the highest one.

Jin Feng Guifei and gave her a thick burial, in his opinion, he is worthy of her as a female singer, right?

A bowl of porridge was brought to her, interrupting her thoughts, it was Mu Yu'er, his big black and white eyes blinked, with a little hope of being praised, and said: "It's vegetable porridge, chopped cabbage foam and cooked together." ”

Shang Xuesleeve stretched out his hand to take it, and said softly in a hoarse voice as best he could: "It's very fragrant, thank you." ”

Mu Yu'er touched his head a little embarrassed, got up again, and walked to the back.

Shang Xue sleeves ate one bite at a time, and after a while, she put the bowl on the ground, combed her hair with her fingers, tied a bun at the back of her head, moved her body out of the incense case, stood up straight, and hunched over to pick up the bowl, and walked to the back.

When Lao Miao'er and Mu Yu'er saw her come out and stood in front of them, they couldn't help but open their mouths wide, as if they had seen a ghost in their eyes.

At night, because he was not rich, he did not burn the lamp, but only the moon that had not risen outside, and a very shallow light swept in.

The worm does not grow old

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