Chapter 279: Heart-to-heart
"You have paid so much, but it is such a result, you don't blame her?" Song Yao's calmness made Jiang Yuan jealous, obviously she was her own mother, she coaxed that madman, and never pretended to her. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"I paid it willingly, she didn't force me, why should I blame her?" Song Yao smiled, "Of course I will feel sad, after all, I always thought she was my real mother, I used to take her very seriously, and I was willing to give everything for her, but fate played a joke on me, who can blame her?" Resentful fate? I was really sad when she was indifferent to me at the beginning, I didn't even know what I had done wrong, why the mother and daughter who depended on each other for their lives would drift apart after the days were getting better, and I was about to go crazy in pain at that time......"
She paused, remembering that she had been so delirious that she had almost fallen into the lake, and that he had dragged her home, and that was then she knew what he had set for her.
Jiang Yuan listened very carefully, after Song Yao came back, they didn't know how to get along with each other, they had never sat down and chatted like this, they had lived together for so long, and her understanding of Song Yao was only as thin as a few pages of a report.
"But what's the use of going crazy? I had to start adjusting to life without the love of my parents, and I believed that I could live well alone, so I began to think about what I liked and what I wanted to do. I decided to be an ordinary person, find a job I like in the future, and live a peaceful and stable life, before the college entrance examination, I considered applying for Yunliu University in the province, and after graduation, I returned to Yunliu and opened a small pharmacy and small clinic. Later, I don't know why, but the ghost made a god and decided to apply for the Imperial Capital University......"
"Even if you weren't allowed to prepare for the university in the capital at that time, we would find a way to get you over, you don't belong to Yunliu," Jiang Yuan interrupted her memories and said strongly.
This time, Song Yao uncharacteristically did not show an angry expression, but just listened to her quietly.
Jiang Yuan's voice was very fast, "From knowing that you are my daughter's news, until I recognize you, I have been very tormented for most of the year, I can't wait to recognize you back immediately, but I am worried that it will affect your mood for the exam, although we will not care about your results, but for you who have worked hard for this exam for three years, it must be very important, An Congzhe should also dare to reveal the news to you after you take the exam, right?" ”
She nodded, "It's just a little earlier than you, if you don't plan to recognize me, I'm afraid he will hide it from me for the rest of my life." ”
Jiang Yuan was silent for a while, "He is really interested in you, you will be happy together." ”
"I think so too." She didn't feel shy at all, and echoed with a straight face, it was hard to find someone who he liked her, and she also liked him, why did she hide it? What's more, An Congzhe really has nothing to say about her dedication.
"I met your father when I was about the same age as you, and our relationship was also very good, he was such a high-minded person, but he was willing to do a lot of things for me, he took me to eat delicious food, bought me beautiful clothes to wear, if anyone talked about us and said bad things about me, he immediately stood up for me, at that time, I was held in the palm of his hand, and I was the happiest girl in the world. Now that I think about it, it's just a few meals, a few clothes, and a few words, but my knowledge is so shallow, and I have been fooled by him all my life. ”
Jiang Yuan said miserably, "It's a pity that I only see him clearly now, for his own power, he can sacrifice anyone, including me, the love of his mouth." I really envy you, although you are a mother and daughter, but you have a much better eye for finding a man than me, he can risk everything for you, which not everyone can do. ”
"Because you couldn't afford those good food and beautiful clothes back then, and you couldn't afford to shut up those who bullied you, so you were full of admiration for a man with this ability, and when he was willing to give it to you, your ecstasy overshadowed your reason." She looked at her mother calmly, "You stand in a low place, he is in a high place, he is the giver, you are the one who receives his alms, and your relationship is not equal in the beginning. ”
"You're right, I'm from an ordinary background, and my family background is too far away, and I can't adapt to being pulled into such a world by him, so I can only live under his wing." Jiang Yuan sighed.
"If you keep this mentality forever, there will be no contradiction between you, the problem is that you are no longer satisfied with being a little white rabbit raised by a domineering president, Wang Yun's affairs make you have no sense of security, you have tasted power, you want to become strong, have enough power to make people look up, so you will do your best to support your uncle, but you forget, he still relies on the Song family, and the power in your hands is just an illusion, just like the moon, although bright, But it doesn't emit light on its own at all, relying on the reflection of sunlight. ”
Song Yao, who never likes to chat with people, rarely chats with Jiang Yuan so deeply, even if she can't agree with some of Jiang Yuan's practices, she won't fully believe her like she believes in An Congzhe, but this is her own mother after all, she can dig out her heart and lungs to Xia Fanglian without asking for anything in return, and there is no reason to be cold to Jiang Yuan all day long, gloating.
No matter what, as a child, she doesn't want her parents' relationship to break down because of ambition and power, she is already an adult, it doesn't matter, but there is a younger brother Song Hongyi, who has been raised by them with a gloomy face, and can't make it worse.
Jiang Yuan's calm expression finally couldn't be maintained, "Song Yao, I admit that what you said is quite right, but why am I so painful and angry every time I talk to you?" ”
"Because few people dare to talk to you like this now, you are a high-ranking Mrs. Song in the eyes of others, you are smart and beautiful, you firmly grasp your husband's heart, your life is so perfect that there is nothing to be faulted about, you are used to hearing flattery, and you naturally feel that your words are against your ears." Song Yao yawned and said lazily.
"I'm going to calm down." These words were too direct and too ugly, Jiang Yuan stood up, made a gesture to her with an anxious face, signaled her to shut up, took out a bottle of iced Coke from her Xiaoice box, and poured it into her mouth.
Song Yao had never seen such a Jiang Yuan, and she wanted to laugh a little, at this moment she was not the graceful and luxurious lady, but a fox who was stepped on by the tail.
"You're happy?" Jiang Yuan's mood calmed down a little and glanced at her.