Li Yi and Liu Ziyang finally praised Yan Yuer, Yan Yuer nodded, played all afternoon, sweated a lot, said a word to go home and take a bath, turned around and left. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

It doesn't seem to mean to come with me.

And at this time, my phone rang.

It was a strange call, "Hey, who's who?" ”

"Yezi, it's me, Zhao Zimo, can you talk?"

I sighed, Zhao Zimo was really persistent, and when I heard her voice, I was ready to refuse, "I..."

"Don't refuse me, okay, I just hope, I just hope you can see me this time, if you are annoyed, I will never come to you again in the future."

"Well, where are you now?"

"On the school road,At the gate of your school,Walk with me,Okay?"

"Okay, then you can wait a minute."

I said hello to Li Yi and Liu Ziyang, and the two were still fighting selflessly, and then I sent a message to Qin Wan and Su Rong, roughly explaining the situation, and reporting the situation to the two aunts and grandmothers at home, "I will take care of it, don't worry." ”

Su Rong said yes, asking me to go home early and call her if I have any questions.

came to the door, so, what did Zhao Zimo want to say?

When I saw Zhao Zimo, who was pacing at the door, a little uneasy, I shouted softly, "Zimo." ”

Zhao Zimo turned around, her cheeks were a little thin, her pale and haggard face, and the dark circles that couldn't be covered, despite this, Zhao Zimo looked still very moving, and she was very particular about dressing and matching, which was naturally charming, otherwise how could I be in so many **** nights and nights, thinking about it? .

"Night." Before Zhao Zimo finished speaking, tears began to roll in her eyes.

"You, you're okay, don't be like this, let's find a place and talk about it." Fortunately, there are few pedestrians at the school gate on weekends, otherwise others would think that I had something wrong with Zhao Zimo.

Hey, after all, I relented, I obviously had 10,000 reasons to refuse, I knew that Zhao Zimo's stomach was An Chao's child, and I knew that this idiot woman was deceived into bed like an idiot, I just couldn't bear it.

Through the screen of my mobile phone, I can be ruthless, but for such an unguarded Zhao Zimo, who began to cry as soon as we met, I thought, it is better to comfort and comfort.

came to a coffee shop, ordered hot chocolate for her, a small cake, "Okay, let's talk about it, what do you think now, I have limited time now, I can't stay with you for too long." ”

"I know, I know, but, I don't know what to say, I'm scared, I'm really scared, Jiang Ye, I really don't know what to do, I lied to you yesterday, I did tell Sister He Ying, but I don't dare to tell others, I..."

"Don't worry, let's eat something first, haven't you slept well all the time, and you haven't eaten much, let's talk slowly after eating."

"Okay, okay, thank you."

When Zhao Zimo picked up the cup and held it in her hand, her body trembled slightly, I originally wanted to scold her for those words, you are doing it yourself, look, this is the end of not being with me, now you know to find me, green tea, you are too late.

couldn't say a word, looking at her wordlessly, as if looking at their past selves.

That period of youth that stayed on Zhao Zimo's body, there are too many people like me, falling in love with a girl who died without a problem, I coveted the fragrance of the shower gel on her body, and the white dress under the pear blossoms was like a fluctuating cloud in the sky, when she turned the book, she would gently pull up her hair at a certain moment.

I have paid attention to every detail of her, the hairpin she likes to use, she occasionally talks to others, her favorite fruit is lemon, she likes to drink Starbucks' vanilla latte, I thought at the time, that sentence in English is very stylish, but was ridiculed by Qin Wan, "Starbucks is called starbucks?" What kind of b compartment, my dad is carrying a Jaeger-LeCoultre watch, do you know Jaeger-LeCoultre? ”

I didn't care at the time, Jaeger-LeCoultre, I didn't hear about it at all, and I didn't go back to check, when I occasionally drank a vanilla latte for 32 yuan, I thought, Zhao Zimo is worthy of Zhao Zimo, and he does live in style.

She grew carefree, with a light smile every day, and at least the bright starry sky above me bore her mark everywhere in those bright, busy, and fulfilling years of high school.

It is impossible to erase it completely, just like an ancient poem says, "The mountain loop does not see you, and the snow leaves a place for horses." "Her footprints have been set in my heart.

And now, that fairytale-like Zhao Zimo actually came to me because of a fetus and wanted to ask me for help?

In the words of the great god of Zhihu, what kind of experience is this?

Like a horse's hooves stepping out, it was slowly hidden by a bigger wind and snow, and there was nothing to see, only a white land remained.

"Jiang Ye, thank you, I, I haven't eaten much these days, I really can't sleep well, now my stomach is not big, I am afraid that if it drags on in a few days, I will be discovered, but I am afraid of going to the hospital alone, I don't want to trouble Sister He Ying all the time."

"Hey, it's troublesome, it's still troublesome, let He Ying take the time to accompany you to go these days, now that medicine is developed, there are many painless abortions, find a regular hospital, you should have money."

"Yes, I have it, I just want you to accompany me, let you..."

"Zhao Zimo, why? Why do you have to accompany me, I will accompany you, what will Qin Wan think? It's still the same sentence, it's not a mistake I made, it's not that I slept with you, why do you have to be me, carrying the scolding of the people next to you, to accompany you to have a baby. "I can't understand why Zhao Zimo has to entangle me to accompany me, this action, obviously He Ying knows how to take care of people better, obviously it wasn't my sin, I can't stand being pointed at by strangers in the hospital who don't know.

The limit of what I can do is a few words of comfort, invite her to eat something, and say some warm words, which I think is already my ultimate.

"Why, why, obviously you were willing to do anything for me before, I know you have Qin Wan, but, I, I have nothing now, I know I was wrong, I have no way to remedy it..." Zhao Zimo began to cry again.

There is no logic at all, there is no correlation between the two, I used to pay for you, and now I have to accompany you to have a baby?

"Find He Ying, Zimo, I can help you find a way if you don't have money, but if you want me to accompany you, it really can't work, take care of your body, I'll go back first."

When I got up and was about to go to the checkout, Zhao Zimo stood up hurriedly and grabbed my hand suddenly.

Her hands were fluttering, indeed like clouds, but they were very cold, a cup of hot coffee didn't warm her up much, she stumbled, her eyes were full of some inexplicable emotion, I looked at her, she looked at me, her hand froze a little, because I quietly withdrew my hand.

If it were a year ago now, when I hold those hands, I would feel like I am holding the whole world.

But now, I can only refuse, this is a man, the responsibility he should have.

My wife is still waiting for me at home, and I will not take another woman's hand because of soft-heartedness, even though she is my first love and my once beloved Zimo. (To be continued.) )