Chapter 179: Relief

Zeng Fan slept for a while, but when he woke up, he saw that it was already dark outside, and Li Ping was embroidering on the side. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info And on the side, put a warm pot. He knew that in the pot was his porridge.

"What porridge?" He didn't ask her why she was at night, he didn't write, he embroidered. Embroidery is to use the brain, and writing is rest for Li Ping. In the evening, write and empathize. But embroidery, she can't make a mistake with a stitch, she will be engrossed, it can be seen that something is messing up her heart, so she doesn't think about it with embroidery.

"Pine nut porridge, what Doctor Xiao Wang said, is good for your heart disease." Li Ping took the needle, took another look, and put the embroidery bandage away. Pour out the porridge from the warm pot and serve it with his favorite side dishes. put it on the small kang table, and then put it on the bed with the small table.

Zeng Fan got up by himself, sat cross-legged at the table, drank a sip of the warm porridge by himself, and frowned slightly, "The taste is still a little rushed!" ”

"I've worked hard, I'm going to eat!" Li Ping smiled and removed the pine nut skin, leaving only the pine nuts, and the taste had gone a lot. I know he doesn't like to eat, but people say it's good for your health, so I'll give you some to eat. For peace of mind, there is more than one kind of food that is good for heart disease anyway.

Zeng Fan smiled, he didn't pick his mouth, he just teased Li Ping. He didn't ask Li Ping what he didn't want to think about just now, because he knew that Li Ping would definitely tell him that the couple had known each other too well for so many years, and she didn't say it now, but she didn't want to affect her eating.

"Lu Xudong has been here!" Li Ping saw that he had almost eaten, so he smiled softly.

"Let him go to England!" Zeng Fan didn't look up, with his favorite side dishes, to cover up the taste of pine nuts in the porridge.

"He's not here to apologize." Li Ping thought about it and said. She knew very well that Zeng Fan would be wrong just now. He must have thought that Lu Xudong was here to apologize.

Sure enough, Zeng Fan raised his head. He is a humble gentleman, he really can't think of it, from Lu Xudong's point of view, if he doesn't come to apologize, what else will he do?

"Hurry up and finish eating, peeling the pine nuts will kill you." Li Ping knocked him and told him to eat quickly.

Zeng Fan lowered his head and swallowed the last few mouthfuls of porridge into his mouth, wiped his mouth and hands with a handkerchief, and gently put the hot handkerchief on the small table.

Li Ping took the table out, and she came back soon. Seeing that Zeng Fan was already relying on reading, although he couldn't write a diary, he was still used to reading books for a while.

"You are a good teacher and a good scholar." Li Ping pulled back the book and smiled at him.

"Looks like he said something hurtful." Zeng Fan thought for a while, and laughed, his wife has always supported him, but she has never said this to herself.

"I said you are a good teacher, a good scholar, it's true. Because you really implant your dreams in the hearts of those who listen to you and become their dreams! So they can't tolerate anything else in their hearts, even if it's you, you can't disobey it. So you're great. ”

Li Ping smiled, thinking of Lu Xudong's last appearance, she really felt that her husband was amazing. She even wondered if she had been fooled by her husband in her life. Of course, later she figured out that she had fooled such a good gentleman who could fool her all her life, and she seemed to be even better.

Zeng Fan was a little dumbfounded, and he didn't quite understand what his wife was talking about, but after listening to Li Ping's explanation, he himself was dumbfounded. He has been chatting with him all these years, and he thinks that Lu Xudong knows himself. Unexpectedly, in his heart, he was a representative of corrupt officials. However, he suddenly realized that he did not feel heartache. Suddenly, I found myself very calm, and I was calm all of a sudden.

"Are you going to explain it to him?" Li Ping was a little surprised to see that her husband didn't show any more distress.

"No, I know what I'm doing. There is no need to waste words with people who are not in the same way. Zeng Fan was very calm this time, as if he was better than just now.

He had always thought that Lu Xudong was a friend, so he would chat with him and tell him about his dreams. But now I found out that Lu Xudong was not his fellow believer at all. What is there to say about a person who is not in the same way.

Does he need to be understood? The dream self may need to be understood, constantly writing articles, and constantly writing letters to various people to express their opinions. But now? He had a dream in which he lived his whole life. He has passed the time when he needs to be affirmed, otherwise, he would not have chosen to go to Fujian for almost seven years. In seven years, do something that may not see results.

Now, Lu Xudong doesn't agree with himself, so he framed himself. Do you mind? He thought he would mind, because Lu Xudong was his friend. But now, after changing the angle, he doesn't even feel betrayed. He was hurt, but he still thought it was his friend. Then he was relieved to find out that this so-called friend didn't know anything about himself.

Because he knows that just as he can't wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep, he can't change a paranoid person.

"Not angry?" Li Ping was originally worried that Zeng Fan would be more painful than during the day if he knew that Lu Xudong had put him in together. She took the Baoxin Pill given by Dr. Xiao Wang. As a result, Zeng Fan was calm, as if he had changed someone.

"I was in pain during the day, because I thought I had hurt a righteous man, and I also wanted to hurt my students and relatives, but in the end, what hurt me the most was that my confidant, my friend, framed me. And now, a person who has been by my side for seven years and whom I have taken as a confidant will hate me if he doesn't understand me at all, but he is actually relieved of me. ”

"I think he is still a righteous man, at least in the past few years, he has really worked hard to realize your common dream. Although he didn't understand what you guys were doing, he did it anyway, and he did it well. And the worst thing is that Zhong Xian is really not as pure as him. Li Ping smiled bitterly.

"You're right, so I'm still not a good sir. I didn't tell my students that in order to succeed, maybe we have to step on the blood of countless innocent people; Maybe I'll be stinking for 10,000 years, but I have no regrets. Zeng Fan lay down and said softly, almost ruthlessly.

"Will you sacrifice me for your avenue?" Li Ping pulled the quilt for him, but Zeng Fan was too calm at this time, and she felt that she couldn't see her husband clearly.

"Well, well, I may not be able to be a physicist in my lifetime. In this life, I only have you and the children that cannot be sacrificed. Zeng Fan was stunned for a moment, thought about it seriously, and couldn't help laughing.

Zeng Fan suddenly thought about himself in his dream again, and the avenue in his dream seemed to have indeed sacrificed the happiness of his wife and children. They sacrificed their lives for the sake of their own saints. He's been through all of this, how can he still let himself go to the same avenue.