The testimonials in this volume are things that worms have been entangled in their hearts. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

After Snow Sleeve entered the palace, every chapter that came out, the worm was thinking, whether to interpret and communicate with everyone at any time in the "author's words", or to do it at the end.

Of course, now that everyone has seen the testimonial, it is that the worm chose the latter.

Because I want to leave room for you to fully think, question and imagine, and avoid being hinted at by the author.

———— Xuesleeve and Ayu's emotional line————

Let's talk about before entering the palace.

Do they love each other? Yes, undoubtedly in love. From beginning to end, the relatives witnessed Xue Sleeve and Ah Yu walking towards each other's arms step by step.

Before entering the palace, Huo Du's love was quite active, and Xue Sleeve was affected by Xiao Qian to a certain extent. She also desperately wanted to go further in her skills, so she took the initiative to move forward; Otherwise, with common sense, the difference in identity is enough for her to give up first.

In fact, she had already been in love, and she wanted to withdraw for a while, but it was because Ah Yu looked for her twice that she gave her courage.

If the feet of mud are deep, you must also have the courage to sink into the feet.

Love was sweet and fiery at that time.

After entering the palace, Worm described the re-development of the relationship between the two with great effort - no longer only sweet, but also sour, bitter, and even later miserable.

Snow sleeve's experience: I am very happy to be so close together, to learn to be sour because of jealousy, to boiled frogs in warm water and feel that it is easy to have wine today and get drunk today, and then to understand that the emperor is not omnipotent and considerate...... The middle path has been explained and promoted in detail.

And Ah Yu, this character, in contrast, if Ah Sleeve is water, he is fire. He and Snow Sleeve are commensurate with you and me, regardless of each other, but he always lives: he can't give Snow Sleeve all his heart, and hopes that Snow Sleeve will learn to be jealous, but he is afraid that Snow Sleeve doesn't want him to be divided by the harem. He wouldn't let go, and until the end of this volume, he never thought of letting go.

When he was the crown prince, he had never been emotional before he met Shang Xuesleeve, and when he was in high spirits, he naturally felt that the world was in hand, but the desolation of his back under the queen mother's heavy rhetoric, and the kind of humiliation that he exchanged for himself, were all what the worm wanted to describe. He is doing his best, full of warmth in Changchun Garden, the original intention is to let Ah Sleeve still love and live freely here, and decisively stand on the side of Xue Sleeve in the conflict, and even finally couldn't bear it and made a deal with the queen - that is the truth that Li Qishu guessed, he gave the queen a sister-in-law, and since then he has only been treated by Xue Sleeve alone.

———— about Gong Dou————

If you read the whole volume, you will actually find that there are not many palace fighting scenes written by worms, and they are very simple. On the one hand, it is because the worm can't write (a brainless worm), and on the other hand, it is the worm's heart that thinks: There is love, and the emperor will stand up for you, what are you fighting? Only when a woman has no love, she has to learn this kind of battle between women. (So in the biography of Zhen Huan, in fact, the most fundamental reason for Huan Huan's failure came from the emperor himself.) Later, she lost this love, no longer loved the emperor, and regarded him as nothing, only to use, and was naturally invincible. ）

The biggest blow to Ah Sleeve in the fifth volume came from Ah Yu. She gave up her life to enter the palace, and there was really nothing, only cold eyes and ridicule (huh?). Inexplicably familiar), even so, if Ah Yu could stand by her side, she would be able to go on, but Ah Yu gave her destruction.

[Here is an excerpt from the conversation between the worm and his friend:

Worm: He's been working hard and doing a lot of things. But sometimes, it's just that it's out of control...... His anger is also because he has done so much.

Peach actually: It's good enough for the heroine, but one day, trust collapsed

Worm: But he's conceited...... So wrong. He was blinded. He made up a "fact" of his imagination and believed it.

Momo: As you said, he felt that he had paid a lot for her, but in the end she was not the person he imagined. In fact, such Lian Zeyu is very fresh, compared to blindly spoiling the heroine

Worm: Yes. Especially if he is still very smart, he usually doesn't want to think about it, once he is suspicious, he can immediately arrange a small banquet with Xiao Qian that night, which is actually useful.

Actually: If a person has doubts, he is suspicious everywhere

Worm: For Lian Zeyu, the sixth master is like this, even if he has no physical relationship, it makes him resentful! The sixth master is Shang Xue's spiritual companion

Peach: Well, but also in ancient times, a man had a confidante and then married home, which was a beautiful thing

Worm: Yes~ But my wife has a blue-faced confidant, how do you say the emperor can bear it...... He really wanted to kill Xiao Qian, he wanted to completely dig Xiao Qian out of Shang Xue's life.

Worm: He is still a teenager in love. It's far from enough precipitation like the sixth master. When the teenager grows up, he loses it.

Tao Actually: The sixth master has also experienced a lot

Worm: The Sixth Master has also been lost. However, the sixth master is less restrained, so he can do it more willfully.

Peach: Just like now, when a girl is with a teenager, she is bound to accept that the teenager is not stable and considerate enough, and when she is with a mature man, she is also bound to accept that he did not have you

Worm: Hey, Peach, you have a point]

This is where the conversation with a friend ends. Towards the end, there is a chapter called "Lovers in the Dark", if you have read the previous fourth volume of "Drinking Tea Like Wine", you will actually find that Shang Xuesleeve also thought about the Sixth Master and Guanyin in this way.

The sixth master and Guanyin are also lovers who are groping in the dark, Guanyin is entangled in whether the sixth master loves the drama or loves her, and has not been able to get out of his knot for so many years.

And Ah Yu fell into deep suspicion, especially the heart involved in the drama between the sixth master and Xue Sleeve, which made him go crazy with jealousy. Don't say that the suspicion is unfounded, in ancient times, men and women were alone in the same room for a whole night, and they were no longer innocent, and he had not been stopped planting thorns in his heart before; What's more, he may have noticed that Xue Sleeve and Sixth Master are people who share the same ideals.

So he fell into a rage for a while.

The boiled woman said, "I have been blinded by lust; Feng Wu Jiutian said: From love to fear, from love to hate, if you love a person, you want to have her all and monopolize her.

But he is willing to "forgive", but Snow Sleeves doesn't want his "forgiveness" (this kind of forgiveness, at this time, has actually brought the meaning of the superior to the inferior), and what Snow Sleeves cares about is trust.

And in the final analysis, this misunderstanding caused by suspicion, in the end, there is no way to control his hands, the most wrong thing he did was that after the incident, he felt that he couldn't face Xue Sleeve, and he felt that he was the one who was wronged, and the queen was pregnant, and he didn't like to face the women in the palace and the queen mother, so he first went out of the palace to practice, and then went to the East China Sea to fight. Judging from his various words and deeds, he seriously underestimated the cruelty of the harem, first the South Five Institutes, and then the Cold Palace, these two places are really too tragic experiences, saying that it is abuse, but it is actually the suffering of the heroine.

No matter what the reason is, it has nothing to do with whether he took the initiative to ignore the heroine, what this brings is only irreparable loss.

———— women in the harem————

Worms have two chapters of names, respectively called, the world is suffering, all love is evil, this is taken from Mr. Chen Shixiang's letter to Jin Yong in 1966, is a comment on "Tianlong Babu", the original text is: "No one is wronged, all love is evil".

Worms are actually reluctant to describe the good and bad guys who are faced.

For example, the queen mother and the queen decisively fled the palace in the palace chaos, until the prince went to Xishan to pick up the car, and did the best that the mother of a country and the crown princess could do.

For example, when the queen and Shang Xuesleeve quarreled, her bitterness; For example, she exudes all kinds of girlish emotions; The dignity and pride of the daughter of the family.

The Queen Mother, who has been from the time of Emperor Qingyou to the present, is undoubtedly a very complex character, and Worm hopes that she can have many levels. She is such a son, and in her eyes she is the best person in the world - in the society at that time, even an old lady in a big family would never like a girl. She shot quickly and accurately, but she still had a bottom line, and she didn't really LOW to let Xue Sleeve come to chant every day, punish kneeling and the like, she wanted to get rid of it, but when she realized that removing Shang Xue Sleeve would have a great impact on the emperor, she immediately gave up. She exchanged the peace of mind of Emperor Qingyou at the cost of her family, but she was later let down, and then she did not hesitate to take Shang Xue's life to replace Xiao Qian's life, who can say that it was wrong?

For example, Li Qishu, such as Concubine Zhen, in such a harem, everyone wants to step on others and climb up, and in their hearts, they will naturally choose to "rationally" step on the snow sleeves without background first.

The harem is a cruel place, and it is far from a place where you can survive with love.

If you don't turn yourself into a ghost, you won't be able to live.

Worms often ask themselves a question, what would Snow Sleeves have had if it hadn't been for this turmoil?

The worm's answer is that she will persevere, and will slowly master all the skills - because she is not a stupid person, as long as she is given time, she will definitely become a winner - but the time left for her is too short, only a little more than a year, not enough for her to grow, after all, she did not grow up in a family full of intrigue and intrigue from the beginning.

But Worm thought that by that time, the love between her and Ah Yu might have been exhausted.

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When Worm was writing this volume, he often had a song "Love Like a Meteor" (Age Exposed!) Li Zongsheng's words are really well written, and a few excerpts are made.

If loss is suffering, are you still afraid to pay?

If the pursuit is bitter, is it strong or obsessed?

A lot of things are always seen later, but I can't find the way I came.

There were a lot of things that I didn't feel bitter at all, and even if they were, I don't think I would care.

In the comment area of Netease Cloud Music, someone posted the words of where the present is: The most valuable moment in life is not the final success, but the time when you are full of expectations and anxiety about the future.

And when Xue Sleeve decided to enter the palace, she carried the small statue of Ah Yu in her arms, ran into the night wind, and sat in the carriage to the unknown.

It was one of the most rewarding moments in her life at that time, with anticipation and anxiety – no matter what happened.

There are really a lot of feelings, and Worm wants to describe a person who is closer to the real person and her (his) life.

How can there be a life that never makes mistakes?

But no matter what, our sleeves are still moving forward.

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Now that the end of volume 5 is approaching, I have received a lot of heated discussions, bow and thank you~

What I was surprised was that I waited for the comments of the sweeping group.,There's an extra top one.,Judging from the ratio of 7 recommended vs2 not recommended.,I heard that it's already a god-level score (I can't help but be complacent.,Fortunately, with such encouragement.,I can also comfort myself.,Ah Q.,My book is a book that is not popular.,Hehe-hee)。

The worm has a predetermined direction in his heart, and it has not changed so far.

The day before I wrote this testimonial, the text of the whole book had been completed, and I had fulfilled my promise not to pit.

Thank you for your support, accompany the growth of Snow Sleeves, and the growth of insects.