Verse 70: Why bother?
But Bai Zixuan didn't pay any attention to my anger at all. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
He glared at me fiercely for a moment, without saying a word, but suddenly he took something out of his pocket and threw it at the head of my bed.
"This is a new mobile phone bought for you, and I also found someone to replace the card for you, you had better keep it on 24 hours a day, and call in time if you have something!"
Looking at the newly bought mobile phone, I was in a daze, and before I could come back to my senses, he had turned around and said to Lan Bing fiercely: "Don't think you have anything great, for Xiaoman, we will find out your details!" ”
After speaking, Bai Zixuan left without looking back.
And I was stupid. A mess in the head, what's going on? How do I feel that my current life has been completely turned upside down by something, and that it is no longer normal? Even the people around him seem to have been implicated endlessly.
As soon as I saw Bai Zixuan today, I felt like he had countless things on his mind, and he was full of gloom. What did he mean by what he said just now, why was the evil spirit so heavy, and why did he go to hell to be evil ghosts, he seemed to be holding ......
I shook my head heavily, feeling that I didn't dare to think deeply, he must have misunderstood something, thinking that Lan Bing was going to be unfavorable to me, but why did he have such a misunderstanding? What did he mean by those words? What is desperate, what is half-dead, who is he talking about, he doesn't seem to be avenging his grievances for himself, who is it? Who is being hurt again for me, an ominous woman? Who the hell is that guy?!
I was in a trance, trying to remember, and suddenly thought of that double-faced Taoist, that double-faced Taoist priest with very lame spells, he was seriously injured at the time, desperately protecting me, who is he? Why? Is Zixuan talking about him? Do they know each other, or are they someone else?
Thinking about it like this, I feel that my heart is extremely painful, depressed, Bai Zixuan is angry and left, which makes me feel very sad in my heart, they are always like this, can't they tell me anything clearly?
And I'm always going to hurt people who are good to me! Maybe I can only hate them and keep them away from me, which is my best choice!
Just thinking about it, the lunch box in my hand has been taken away, and it just so happens that a hot tear has fallen on the palm of my hand, am I actually crying? Why be sad again. I hated myself for not being angry, and hurriedly held the tear, trying to take back all my sadness. I didn't dare to look up at Lan Bing, who helped me take my lunch box, for fear that he would see my tears and that my vulnerability would be exposed to others.
I'm not sad for myself, but just for the people I accidentally hurt aren't worth it.
"Why do you have to refuse everyone's kindness to you against your will?"
I didn't answer Lan Bing's question, and I didn't plan to answer it.
"You're afraid that anyone around you will be hurt for you, and you inadvertently want to keep everyone away, but you know what, it's just another deeper hurt! People who want to be nice to you, and you refuse, will make them more worried and hurt. And the people who really care about you will not ignore you because of your rejection. ”
"I don't let Bai Zixuan take care of my business, and I don't have to worry about you either! We've only known each other for a few days, so don't think you know me! "I don't know why Lan Bing's words pierce my heart, and I refuse this perspective." I just can't bear it that much, so I don't want to bear it that much. You can think I'm selfish, so staying away from me now is your best bet! "If all I can do to the people around me is harm, then I don't want them to be by my side!
"Why did you let me go, and I should leave? I don't seem obliged to listen to you, and," he said abruptly, and looked at me with a wicked smile, and saw that I was a little furious, "you have forgotten that you still owe me a debt?" If others owe me, I must recover it, you are my creditor, and I can only ensure the safety of my debts by ensuring your safety. After saying that, he unfolded a very exaggerated smile to me, and I felt a chill in my heart, and I laughed eerily.
"Blue Ice! Let's just say what "ghost fragments" you lost that day?! What kind of existence is the "Demon Shard"? "I don't want him to smile anymore, I have to ask him about that day today. In the past few days, we have experienced too much together, and now they are all friends, and he can't help but tell me.
"Oh, eat first, and I'll tell you after eating." He smiled wickedly, shoved the lunch box into my hand again, the meal was still hot, and carefully handed the spoon to my hand.
"If you don't say it, I won't eat it." I'm a little choked.
"If you don't eat it, I won't say it." Lan Bing smiled and didn't care, she didn't eat me at all, it was always like a hanger, which made me feel at ease.
Seeing that I seemed to be displeased, he sat up straight again, stared at me for a long time, and said with a smile: "The most important thing is ......"
"What?!" I leaned forward, curious.
"I'm afraid you won't be able to eat it if I say it! Hahaha......"
Blue Ice was proud.
And I was speechless......
Under the "coercion and temptation" of Lan Bing, a bowl of noodles finally entered the stomach, but the food was not enjoyable at all, and I didn't know what the taste was.
Although he was angry with Bai Zixuan, he didn't care about it on the surface, but he felt uneasy when he remembered what he said.
"Can you tell me what the hell is a 'Demon Shard'?" I put the bowl to the head of the bed, looked at Lan Bing fixedly, and asked.
He also looked back at me fixedly, and after a quarter of an hour of stalemate, he sighed and said, "Well, there are some things that you will know sooner or later." ”
I watched him without any expression or movement, waiting for him to continue.
"Actually, at the beginning, I was just guessing if the loss of those things had something to do with you, and I wasn't sure. Because by the time we chase those things to you, they have no breath or any trace of them. But where those things disappeared, there was no one else around except you, so I can only doubt you. ”
"Suspicion?!" I was really a little speechless, "Just because of suspicion, you set your eyes on me and bite me hard." ”
"At first it was a suspicion, but now it's a certainty." In the face of my questioning, Lan Bing did not feel guilty, but pressed a step.
"Just because during the battle of the hearse, the female ghost devoured the fragments of the remnant soul of the black crow!" My voice grew cold. Still unable to admit that he had devoured and absorbed the fragments.
In fact, feeling myself devouring those terrible beings is the most unbearable and painful thing for me right now, and I feel that such terrible things can only be done by youkai. So for those things that have happened, I would rather believe that those are just absurd and long and terrifying dreams!