Chapter Twenty-Four: A Heart-Burning Understanding
"Honey, are you back?" Goddess (forgive me for the reality that I can't call her a goddess anymore)...... Wan Lili opened the door excitedly and happily threw herself into the arms of the strange man outside the door. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Well, I'm back." The strange man kissed Wan Lili's forehead and took her into his arms.
"Is everything arranged?" Wan Lili asked, raising her face.
"Don't worry, it's all arranged, he's on his way here, and he'll be there tonight. By the way, have you heard? That stupid boy who chased you alive and dead, dead! Haha, it's so funny, you say, did you promise to eat with him and make him happy to death? Yes? The nasty man scratched Wan Lili's nose and said.
"I heard that, hey, there was finally a designer who was willing to help me make drawings without taking money, and he said he would die." Wan Lili lowered her head and said.
"What? Are you still distressed? ”
"I'm distressed? Don't make a fuss, how is it possible? Wan Lili rolled her eyes.
"Are you emotionally attached to him?"
"What nonsense? Affection for him? Are you sick when your wife is sick? He only earns 3,000 yuan a month, and he looks like, how can I be emotionally attached to him? It's just that our company has a few project drawings, and he hasn't finished them for me, so I have to spend money to find someone else to help, is it easy for me to find such a stupid boy? ”
"Hmph, what are you afraid of, in this world, there are many fools, as long as you are willing, are you still worried about not finding them? Huh? By the way, how do you know he's dead? You care about him. ”
"Oops~ What are you sour, aren't my drawings about to expire, I wanted to ask him, did it work, that day he invited dinner, I released his pigeon, didn't I want to coax him, help me quickly draw the picture, who knows that the phone has been turned off when I call him, go to their company to see, only to know that he is dead. It's really useless, sooner rather than later, but at this time, I die, so tight time, I don't know who to find to help me draw these pictures. "I can see that in Wan Lili's eyes, there is no pity, only disgust.
"It turned out to be for this, what are you afraid of? In a while, I'll give you a few thousand dollars, and you can find a few more people to help you get it. If you want me to say, don't do this beautiful designer at all, just serve me well, what do you want? Well? Hahahaha, by the way, why did you release other pigeons? People finally saved up money to treat you to a meal. The garbage man said, and pinched Wan Lili with his hands and feet.
"It's bad, if I don't be a designer anymore, those two old things in my family will have to ask questions again, and I'm annoying. I'm not going to eat with that fool, isn't it to be with you, you damned ghost? By the way, when is the person you're looking for coming? ”
"I'll take a look, it's going to take a while, don't worry, he's here, let him wait outside the door first, let's ...... Yes? Hahaha, come on, come on. "Scumbag (in my eyes, he's just a scumbag.) Although he is tall and quite handsome, he is still a rich second generation, in the eyes of many girls, he is a prince, but in my eyes, he is a scumbag, extremely scumbag. He moved his hands up and down, touching Wan Lili's body, trying to rip off her bath towel.
"Oh, no, it's inconvenient for people today, don't be like this, let me go, hahaha, don't make trouble, don't make trouble, it's so itchy, ahhahahahaha." Wan Lili grinned, dodging the scumbag's groping pig hands.
"Inconvenient? It doesn't matter if it's inconvenient, you can still use your iron and bronze teeth to ravage me, come on, come on! Ravage me. The stinky and shameless scumbag pulled down the zipper of his pants. Standing in the living room, he pulled down his shameless pants.
"I hate it, what you just said is to do arithmetic, my picture is about to be handed in." After Wan Lili finished speaking, she obediently squatted down, took off the bath towel, and sucked the man's dirty organs hard.
The evil action went on and on and on until, until my eyes were blurry and tears were flooding my face. This scene, this moment, as if the thunder and lightning of the whole world were all hitting my heart at the same time, how to describe that pain, how to pour out that sadness.
I thought it was my most persistent and beautiful love, but I was regarded as a fool with no heart. If that's love, I'd rather be a fool who doesn't know whether I'm alive or dead, and if it's a betrayal, I'd rather endure this heart-wrenching scar.
However, what am I? What am my ******? A clown who doesn't even have the qualifications to love, a clown who is played with in the palm of his hand, a marionette who is treated as an idiot. Hehe, I always thought she was an angel in a holy garment, it turned out, it turned out to be ......
It turns out that the brain hole didn't let me come, it was to protect me, it turned out that the truth would make people hurt so much, so painful, worse than death, more painful than death.
In vain, I insisted on single-mindedly and insisted on coming to see her. Am I here to see this? Am I here to see this...... At this moment, I was thinking about the goddess of my dreams, naked and unobstructed, but I only felt disgusting......
They all told me that this relationship was impossible, who was she? Who am I? How to have the courage to go to the high climb. I don't want to climb high, I just want to love like that, that stupidly, even if it doesn't work out in the end, I can be by her side as a friend, and I'm content.
In spite of this, I am exalting myself, friend? Hahaha, it's ridiculous, I don't even have the qualifications to be friends, from beginning to end, I'm just a tool, a tool for appointing people, a tool that can't get a little emotion if I give everything, a tool that will be ruthlessly abandoned anytime and anywhere.
This kind of encounter reminds me of a song.
The person I love the most, but it hurts me the most, I have no choice between advance and retreat, close the door of my heart tightly, leave a moment of warmth, I am afraid that there will be an afterlife, and what I love is still the truest. The person I love the most, but it hurts me the most, teaches people helpless profoundly, lights a lamp, warms my unregretted youth, and burns out all my uncomplaining earnestness.
"You are wrong, it is not the person you love the most who hurts you the most, but the person who hurts you the most makes your love the most unforgettable." Brain Hole sighed lightly and said leisurely, as if he had also deeply understood the hurt from love.
"Heh, how could it be...... If we don't love, how can we hurt deeply, and how can we give others the opportunity to hurt us at will. "Sad people can always see through the red dust, can always understand the deepest pain, if before, I would never have said such a thing, I dare not say, there will be people, laugh at me for pretending to be innocent.
"Don't pretend to be high, it's just a deep sin of the human soul. For example, if two people you know well, one gives you a piece of candy and the other gives you a slap, and a month later, you must remember that the slap was more than that candy. The people who have always loved you, you will not care, and the people who have always hurt you, you will always remember. What is not a shit? How many people live up to the thousands of favors around them and chase the endless troubles in the distance. How many people have given up the pursuit from afar, but they can never find back the thousands of favors that have been disappointed. At the end of the day, whoever it is, just fill the void. At this moment, the eyes of the brain hole became clear, and he could vaguely see the wound in his heart through these eyes.
"You're both sick, aren't you? This kind of dog man and woman, do you want the old lady to burn them all to ashes with a fire? The senior sister said angrily.
"Don't, though...... Although she deceived me, she ...... Let's let her go. I looked at the senior sister with gratitude and said.
"Heh, don't think too much, I'm not so kind to be angry for you, I just want to see how this money-worshipping saw you with wealth after becoming a ghost, how you transformed from a queen to a slave girl, that picture, it's fun to think about. Doesn't that man have a little money? What's there? Your master's car can turn their whole family into dogs. Our villa can make them dog-eat-dog. The senior sister crossed her waist and said vividly, completely ignoring the contemptuous gaze of the brain.
In the deep gaze of the brain hole, it was clearly written, "You know that the villa is valuable, and you burned two sets for Lao Tzu?" ”
I know that the senior sister is hard-mouthed, she wants to help me, but as soon as she makes a move, the consequences are too serious.