Chapter 15: A Two-Day Cycle! Meng Ruoxi's let go!
Thursday, November 13, cloudy. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Today is the day of the selection of the theatrical evening program, and it is also the eighth day of Jue Ling's amnesia.
At this time, Jue Lingmu was sitting under the selection platform, although his eyes were staring at the podium, his eyes were already wandering out of the world.
At this time, the stage was selected for a two-person dance, one male and one female, ...... Meng Ruoxi and Xingluo!
The dance that should have made him care about it very much, Jue Ling didn't have the slightest interest in appreciating it, because he didn't know the two people on stage, even though they were his classmates.
Didn't you say that good boys sing and girls dance? Why did you suddenly become one male and one of the male and female classmates to dance a pas de deux and do a show?
It's a long story, and it starts on the day the third amnesia was decided.
On November 10th, that morning, Jue Ling lost his memory for the third time, and after visiting Xia's house, he went with Xia to identify the woman lying on his bed.
Summer recognized it and said that the strange woman was his girlfriend, Jue Ling felt inexplicable about this, when did I have a girlfriend?
At that time, Meng Ruoxi felt that her world had collapsed, and this time she was obviously carefully watched and advised, but Jue Ling still lost her memory and forgot about her again.
Again and again, the third time amnesia clearly confirms that amnesia is a force majeure.
From Jue Ling's three amnesias, she can deduce the general pattern, this is a two-day cycle of nightmares, Jue Ling's memory will return to April 22 every two days, no matter how he instills the memory, it will be forgotten.
Meng Ruoxi doesn't want this kind of life, she can't bear the pain of being forgotten once every two days, and the love that goes on like this can't bear good fruit at all.
What kind of feelings can be cultivated in two days? From stranger to friend? Or is it physical?
If that's all she could have in the future, she'd rather give up. The future I envisioned is not like this, the fantasy I will form a warm family with Jue Ling, have a son and a daughter, my father teaches my son to sing, my mother teaches her daughter to dress up, and the family of four lives happily every day......
However, the reality is that in the future, she will be forgotten every two days, not to mention whether she can give birth to a son and a daughter in that case, just take this love as an example, from beginning to end, only she likes it unilaterally, what's the point?
Yes, she has become greedy, Meng Ruoxi admits that she hates the feeling of unrequited love and the feeling of loneliness. When she came out of the fall, she snuggled up to Jue Ling and understood her, knew everything about herself, and made her understand that she would not be alone after she returned.
However, if Jue Ling lost her memory, she would lose her dependence and become lonely again.
That morning, the three of them were in a stalemate at the door for a long time, and Meng Ruoxi thought a lot, a lot! Frightened, confused, ethereal......
In the end, tears flowed down, and she went back to the house without saying a word, changed into a school uniform, picked up her schoolbag, and left the house with tears.
Jue Ling didn't chase after him at that time, because he didn't know Meng Ruoxi. Afterwards, looking at the diary and mobile phone, he slowly learned about Meng Ruoxi.
And after learning this information, he didn't take the initiative to redeem Meng Ruoxi, he was not an active person, and he had no feelings for this relationship, so it was over, which was good for both parties.
At noon that day, he went to school, without too many thoughts, just to simply complete the remaining half of his studies.
At school, he and Meng Ruoxi were like strangers, and neither of them would take the initiative to talk to anyone. During this period, Qianyue Huajian came to persuade him once, wanting him to reconcile with Meng Ruoxi.
Jue Ling asked coldly at that time: "What do you mean?" Finally, he said, "You have the right to reject me, but you have no right to arrange my life." What I do is none of your business," ended the conversation with Chizuki.
On November 11th, the psychologist invited by Shang Dongcai came, and after Jue Ling was forcibly dragged to the psychiatrist's diagnosis room by Murong Youli for diagnosis, the psychiatrist couldn't give a clear result, and only said that he would discuss it with his peers and let Shang Dongcai wait a few more days.
Due to the delay in the recovery of Jue Ling's memory, the second class temporarily decided to change the program, which was Xingluo who took advantage of the excitement and stood up and proposed to dance a double dance with Meng Ruoxi as the second class's participating program.
This proposal has been unanimously reviewed and approved!
Meng Ruoxi didn't know what to think, so she nodded in agreement. At this time, she was still attached to Jue Ling. Until......
The next day, November 12, what Meng Ruoxi expected happened, and it was something she desperately wanted not to happen.
In response to the rule of amnesia every two days, Jue Ling, the fourth amnesia!
That morning, Meng Ruoxi cried out in front of the whole class, hugged Jue Ling, cried for a long time, and was hoarse.
Although Jue Ling forgot about Meng Ruoxi again, she saw that the girl in her arms was crying, so she didn't reach out and push it away.
After crying, Meng Ruoxi calmed down a lot, she was ruthless and decided to let go, not wanting to be mixed with Jue Ling's memories anymore.
So, in front of Jue Ling, she deleted all the photos about herself in Jue Ling's mobile phone, and tore up the diary that recorded the sweet bits and pieces of the past between the two of them. Later, he moved all the belongings he put in Jue Ling's house to the dormitory.
Everything was completely broken, and Meng Ruoxi couldn't tell the right from the wrong, and she didn't understand whether it was right for her to leave Jue Ling like this. All she knew was that she would go crazy if she continued like this.
Time back to the present, the day of the program auditions.
Without Meng Ruoxi's daily life, Jue Ling still lived a very leisurely life, probably experiencing the frustration of being rejected by Qianyue Flowers, and his behavior seemed to be indifferent to everything.
However, his daily life will not be peaceful after all, because there are many people who care about him, such as the music club and the group, they have already decided in private, if Jue Ling can't recover his memory in the end, they will take extra care of Jue Ling as a relative, regardless of whether Jue Ling knows them or not.
Another example is Qianyue Huajian, who is still looking at the situation, hesitating whether to correct the confession reply of that day after Jue Ling's amnesia tomorrow. She didn't care about Jue Ling's amnesia, of course she didn't have to care, no matter how many times Jue Ling lost her memory, her memory would only go back to before April 22.
And in Jue Ling's memories before April 22, she is the most precious existence, and there will be no worries about being forgotten, Jue Ling always remembers her.
What she cares about now is that as soon as Meng Ruoxi quit, she knew the difficulties, is it not appropriate? Do you want to leave a transition period for you?
……
In the middle of the night, it was almost midnight.
Jue Ling, who went home to sleep, suddenly felt very thirsty, he came downstairs from upstairs, took out a bottle of drink, and drank it all in one gulp.
When the bell rang in the early morning, his mind exploded, his vision was blurry, and he fell to the ground.