Chapter 265
Qian Hao only felt full of guilt, there is really retribution in this world, because his original past was extremely tiring for these innocent children, if time can be reversed, even if he and the Liu family can't get along, it is better to choose and leave than to be killed by Aunt Ru and let Qian Yun suffer such a crime. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
In fact, it seems that Master Liu doesn't give them a way to live today, but it is not that Qian Yun hates it in his heart, and finally falls into such a situation, as if he is paying off his debts for his past mistakes, but his mother obviously still can't figure it out, and still runs to Qian's house to make trouble, and Jin Zhu, who was once so docile in front of him, finally came to find him in the dead of night.
The little face was rare and solemn, looked at him and said: "I know that the lord is also complaining about me in his heart, why don't you help you, I now understand that the most important person for me is my child, I can suffer a lot, but I can't let my child be wronged, and seriously, in the Qian family, with you, I really don't know what my child will become in the end, I hope my child can be responsible, can be serious to a person, instead of where the heart is biased like the master, If I were Sister Yun, I wouldn't be happy. You are a father, but Qian Yun is also your daughter, but you can never let go of her in your eyes, disappointed again and again, what do you want her to do to you? People's hearts are fleshy, why is the master's heart so hard at all times? ”
Qian Hao's face suddenly turned pale, all those things appeared in front of his eyes at the beginning, but there was really nothing to say about this kind of thing, he didn't know why he hated Qian Yun so much, she didn't do anything wrong, let alone offend herself, but she just couldn't tolerate him, maybe because this child was too capable, so he let his face be damaged, or because Aru was beside him and said how disobedient this child was, and he actually listened, So the way the child came to his side was cut off, he couldn't calm down for a long time, and he didn't know how to be good, and said with a smile to the woman in front of him: "As long as you and the child live well, I don't have anything here, speaking of which, I also know my mistakes, I am not a good father and not a good family to live in, the family is in chaos like this, I have no ability to repair, but let it develop, become today, it is completely self-inflicted, child, please take care of your family." , you just don't hear my mother's words. Brother Shan'er is not blessed by himself, I will teach him well if I stay by my side, you also have some ideas, don't talk like that, let those subordinates bully you. ”
Jin Zhu's nervous expression suddenly faded, she shook her head with a smile and said, "There are different people in the mansion now, and those tricky and arrogant people have been sold, and they are all people who were sent by the eldest lady." Master, no matter how unhappy she is, she is still for the good of the Qian family, if the Qian family is completely defeated this time, how can you be worthy of the ancestors? The eldest lady said resentment, but she still couldn't let go of it in her heart, you are a father, you are old, and you have seen a lot of things, why can't you be wronged first and admit your mistake to her? After all, I don't blame him, it's true that the old man did something wrong. ”
When Qian Hao said this, the knots in his heart were unraveled, and he said with a smile: "How good would it be if I had been a kind person like you at the beginning?" What mistakes must not be made, I just regret not being at the beginning, and I only blame the mistake of paying a piece of sincerity at that time, and let one person destroy my whole family. I don't know if God will give me another chance, if possible, I really want to get everything over again, I must turn them all back on the right track, but unfortunately there is no chance. ”
Jin Zhu hurriedly comforted: "Since the master has figured it out, he should know that it is okay now, and work hard to repair and ease the relationship between each other, maybe the eldest lady can still forgive you." After all, you are also a grandfather, your own daughter has given birth to a child, and your identity is still expensive, and you are still pregnant with one at this time, you are so ignorant of the past? Even if you don't like Qian Yun's child is innocent, not to mention that the eldest lady is still a child? She has suffered so much at a young age, and she has no choice but to force herself to grow up, and her heart must be very eager to be loved by you as a child once, don't be stubborn, do something wrong, this will not do you any good. The lord is still a fan of the authorities, and if he wants to release his position, he can figure it out. ”
Qian Hao has indeed figured it out, and now he only feels that he has been living in a dream for the past few years, but only now do he realize that after waking up from the dream, he has gained and lost something, in fact, he has lost more things than he has gained, and those things that should have been treasured in the palm of his hand have been missed, and he sometimes can't understand that such things are actually done by himself.
Qian Hao nodded and said: "Don't worry, I just listen to you, Ming'er, I will give up this old face to see her, even if she ridicules me, I should also laugh." It's not too early, so go back quickly, don't get cold. ”
Jin Zhu smiled and nodded, and then got into the carriage and left, but this scene was seen by the old lady Qian who came out of the house, and no matter what time it was, she opened her throat and scolded: "You actually let that lowly person go?" She swallowed our house, you can still talk to her so calmly, how can I give birth to you who is so angry? You're still not a man? If you're a little bit promising, why should I meddle in everything? I have protected you all my life, and in the end I have become a bad person. Qian Hao, our Qian family will have today is all harmed by you, a loser, if I had known that this was the case, I should have listened to your father's words, I can't let you only know that you live a good life, harm others and yourself, why is my life so bitter. ”
Qian Hao can only sigh long now, even if he is unhappy in his heart, but after all, the person in front of him is his own mother, how can he not be unfilial to his mother, and said in embarrassment: "Mother, now is the time for people to sleep, if you wake people up with such a loud voice, when the time comes, people will come out to find us trouble, how can this be good?" Even if we are down now, we are a big family after all, so don't let people laugh at it. ”
How can Mrs. Qian take care of those now? immediately said: "They can do whatever they want, there is no reason in the world not to let people speak?" I don't scream or shout, this evil breath in my heart really can't come out, now like this, how can I explain to your father? He will definitely blame me, I don't know if he is still waiting for me for so long, I really regret it now, if I can, I really want to...... But what can be done? I owe so many sins for you, I'm really afraid that he won't be willing to forgive me, and I really don't have much to live in my life. ”
Qian Hao sighed helplessly and said, "I know your worries, can I bear it with all my might, Dad?" Let's go back first, after all, to live a good life, whether you are poor or rich. After all, I can atone for my sins, I owe a lot of money in my life, and I want to compensate her, although I also know that I can't give her anything now, but admitting my mistake is still successful. Mother, you don't want to find trouble with Qian Xiu in other people's homes, although the son-in-law is filial, but people don't want to make the family uneasy because of our family, and now people are even affected by business because of us. Wang Xing is a good boy, a person who wants to treat Qian Xiu well, my heart can be put down, I don't ask for anything, I just want her life to be better, and I don't have to suffer these things in the future. This kid looked at Xiangfu, but in fact, he had suffered a lot of grievances, and now that he thinks about it, he really feels sorry for them. ”
Mrs. Qian's thoughts haven't turned back yet, in her opinion, neither of the two sisters Qian Yun and Qian Xiu is filial, the money of the Qian family is really fed into the dog's belly, the more she thinks about it, the more angry she feels, looking at Qian Hao, who is serious and persuasive in front of her, she is even more angry, and said angrily: "You are playing a good person now, it is impossible for people to understand your affection, you think it is beautiful, thinking that it will be fine?" Qian Yun won't let us go, I don't know her yet, she is a villain who will repay her in her bones, I just asked her for that shop at the beginning, do you know what she said? She didn't give it at all, if she was willing to give me these shops in Jinzhou City, our family would definitely not be like this now, since then, I can see that she can't give me half a cent even if she has any silver, I will only think that I don't have this granddaughter in the future, and I don't know how to be filial, I can't afford it. ”
Qian Hao hung his head and said: "Mother, this is yours, Qian Yun is also taking the Liu family's things, there is really no reason to give it to us, you are too greedy, now we still calm down and think about our own wrongs, it is useless to blame all the sins on others." ”
Mrs. Qian vigorously pushed her son away and sneered: "My things, I have to get them back, I'm not reconciled, I'm also from a big family, why should I be treated like this?" They robbed me of my stuff and wanted me to be polite to them? Isn't this a dream? Those things are just for me to be buried, and I won't give them to them, they are all white-eyed wolves, what hope can I have? Cheng, Ming'er, I will go with you to see Qian Yun, in front of everyone, let everyone comment on me, she is a person who marries outside, what is the reason for being so involved in family affairs? ”
Qian Hao looked at his mother, who had become more and more bitter, and sighed helplessly, and said to the stars in the sky: "It's like a battle, and I don't know when it will stop." ”
Early the next morning, Qian Hao looked at his empty hands, and heard that he didn't bring his little grandson this time, and it was also said that he knew that his daughter had given birth to a child in the past few years, and he, as a father, didn't prepare a decent thing for the child, let alone take a look, and he couldn't complain that Qian Yun hated himself more and more.
He is a big father, but there is a big problem, now Qian Yun is no longer the cowardly child at the beginning, and later because he wants to attract the attention of them as adults, he became so arrogant, but he hates this child more and more, and the relationship between father and daughter is opened like this.
It's just that when he arrived at the courtyard where Qian Yun lived, the old man guarding the door saw the person in front of him laughing a little mockingly: "It turns out that you are here, our Royal Highness and the princess left for the capital yesterday, and His Royal Highness is at home alone, I really don't feel at ease, although there is a concubine in the palace to take care of it, but the child is always a piece of meat in the heart of the father, and there is really no way to put it down." You're late, so you'd better come early. ”
Qian Hao's face turned pale for a while, and he faintly felt that Qian Yun's return this time was like making a break with the past, and he would never come back after leaving this time? All her worries are in the capital, what else does her father, who has treated her badly for so many years, have nothing to miss? He looks like a dog awakened in embarrassment at the moment, and everyone in this world can mock him wantonly, what kind of arrogance of a literati, what else is there to say now?
Qian Hao left in despair, but when he walked to the road, he was pulled by someone, he looked back at Deng Yuancai, who he hadn't seen for a long time, and was a little surprised, but he still said expressionlessly: "It's you, I haven't seen you for so many years, how are you doing?" ”
It seems that everything that goes around and around has returned to the beginning, Deng Yuancai's face has a faint disappointment and regret, and he said with a look of loss: "It's okay, is my uncle also coming to see Qian Yun?" I wasn't in Jinju City for the past two days, and when I came back, I realized that she had left. No matter what time it has been for so many years, I can't rest assured of her, I didn't cherish it at the beginning, and now it's useless to regret it. ”
Qian Hao wanted to say something, but thinking of his own situation, he was not qualified to count him down, so he just patted him on the shoulder and said: "She is living a good life now, someone has a pain and identity, and we don't need to worry too much, people regret not being at the beginning, if I had known that this was the case...... No matter how long you say it's actually just nonsense, you can't force it, it seems that I'm afraid I'm going to be ashamed of her for a lifetime, I hope I can still be her father in the next life, I must make up for all the debts in this life. ”
Deng Yuancai walked forward with Qian Hao, he didn't say anything, but looking at the vast sea of people, suddenly they laughed together and played happily on the street, how innocent and innocent they were at that time? No one can tear them apart, and all this is his own fault, if not himself...... If he hadn't changed his mind, maybe they would have lived a happy life as husband and wife by now. But now, it's okay, she will always be the most beautiful person in her heart, and she can only keep it in her heart in the future, but now that he has a wife and children, he can't do whatever he wants, so it's all over in the end.
On the way back, Qian Hao met his mother who was extremely corrupt, shook his head and said, "Don't go, Qian Yun has already returned to the capital, let's go home and think about how we will live in the future." It's not easy for a son-in-law, you can't put everything on his shoulders, and people don't owe us, our family's reputation is already stinky, and then rely on the son-in-law's house, what will it be difficult for the daughter to become? ”
Mrs. Qian suddenly became eyebrows and raised her eyes, and scolded Qian Hao for a while, this kind of appearance is really invisible, this is the true nature of the old lady of the Qian family, thinking that there was a lady surnamed Jiang in Jinzhou City back then, who was backward in the family road, even if she was so down, she still maintained a noble spirit, no matter where she went, she couldn't be despised anymore, but this old lady Qian was really amazing.
Qian Hao is really helpless, he can't help how to make his mother not so angry, since things have happened, they should accept it instead of complaining, but his mother always can't understand this truth, and he can't force the old man, he can only soothe and scold more and more vigorously in front of everyone, Qian Hao has never experienced such a scene before, and his face is ashamed.
Or Qian Xiu came from not far away, she said with a cold face: "Grandmother is so majestic, if she has the ability, she shouldn't let the Qian family's house go out when Qian Yun is there, and she is messing around with my father here at this time, but it doesn't matter what kind of face she has at this time?" Don't feel ashamed? Because you have lost your face yourself, what is the difference between a former noble lady and a shrew scolding the street? It was an eye-opener. ”
Mrs. Qian paused, looking at the person in front of her with anger in her eyes, when did it turn for this girl to talk about her own affairs? In what qualifications does she count herself?
immediately scolded: "What is a bastard thing born by a concubine?" If it weren't for your shameless mother, would the Qian family be what it is today? A concubine was vicious enough to murder the lady of the main room, but now she thinks that she can be peaceful if she dies? I will never let her be reincarnated, I will dig her up and whip her corpse, so that she will die without a place to be buried. Such shameless people have harmed my son's future and ruined my home, how can I face the underground master? I really can't live in my life. ”
Qian Hao closed his eyes sadly when he heard this, no matter how much he liked and loved him at the beginning, but the cause of all this was indeed inseparable from Aunt Ru, although he sometimes missed this person, but more often he still complained, and even he couldn't help but laugh at himself, so unproductive, what good did he do at the beginning to join such a person, did he rob someone's position? Because his father is so good, he is the person he wants to become, but in the end, he went to a road that even he feels inexplicable, how can he have the face to face his father?
But now they have really reached the point of despair, and the only one who can take them in at the moment is Qian Xiu, is it any use for mother to make all this so stiff? How uncomfortable it is for outsiders to point fingers. It was not easy to persuade his mother to go back, looking at his angry daughter, he felt very tired, thinking that his daughter still blames himself, but what can he blame? In this world, you can choose anything, but your parents can't choose, and you have done so many bastard things at the beginning, you really can't do unfilial things anymore, so no matter how uncomfortable the splint is, you have to grit your teeth and hold it down.
He knew that Wang Ting was a good son-in-law, and he also helped persuade Qian Xiu, but Qian Hao always felt that it was not good for him to eat and drink at his son-in-law's house, and his mother's temper was not good, he was always noisy with Qian Xiu, and he couldn't bear to become difficult because of his mother and son.
The person who said he would do it, he took out the calligraphy and painting work that he had never left behind over the years, and sold it after writing and painting, and there was a lot of input in writing a few more paintings, and no one knew that he was doing this, so when he said that he wanted to buy a small yard again and take his old mother away, Qian Xiu was stunned for a while, and then couldn't help crying: "I know I shouldn't be angry with my grandmother, but she scolded my mother so much, I really can't stand it, so I contradicted two sentences, I never dislike my father's mind, my father did this today, Isn't it saying that your daughter is not filial and forcing you to go? You loved me so much at the beginning, and now it's time for me to serve you, but you are like this, it really makes my daughter sad and heartbroken. ”
Qian Hao shook his head with a smile and said: "There were too many good days before, I really don't know the difficulties in the world, and now I can't see any bad things when I experience it myself, don't worry, I have my own measure." We are in a city, if you see me, come and see me, after all, you are also a family, and the girl is not married, I can figure it out now, how can my father's mistake be borne by others? It doesn't make sense, does it? Don't cry, I've made up my mind, I'm going to find a quiet place to count my mistakes for so many years, so that I can know what I owe, and now it's really time for me to repay my debts, but I didn't understand it before, but now I'm powerless, and I can pay back as much as I can in my lifetime. ”
For Qian Yun and the Liu family, these are the biggest debts in his life, but the most helpless thing is that he is ready to repay the debts, but these people are unwilling to see him again. Rao is like this, he has to continue to do it, and it can be regarded as being more powerful in his heart.
Speaking of which, for so many years, he hadn't been to see Liu's for a long time, and he still had to talk to her about something, remembering that year Qian Yun stood there and said timidly: "I miss my mother." ”
He had forgotten what his expression looked like at that moment, but now it was full of tears, remembering how pitiful the child was at that time, that pleading and fragile voice, he was so cruel to himself, why he was so cruel to that child in the first place, this is all retribution.