Chapter 185

Qian Yun originally thought that after he was reborn, he would develop according to the original time trajectory, and Zhu Zhao would have to wait a long time to become the emperor, and at that time his children would be able to read and write, right? But what I didn't expect was that the emperor would have such a thought, is this planning to Zen?

Is a person who stands on a high place and is accustomed to the taste of power and admiration by all people really willing to give up the throne that he has worked so hard to get? Why is this so?

Zhu Zhao stood there steadily, and after a while, he chuckled and sighed almost inaudibly: "What is the mother concubine talking about?" I haven't heard of anything wrong with my father's body, so don't say this kind of thing in the future, if some people hear it, I'm afraid the world will not be stable. "Pen %fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info "Far away not to mention, just say that in this capital, I don't know how many forces are entrenched, but whenever there is a wind and grass is bound to set off a terrifying bloody rain, many people will not let others know even if there is really any discomfort in the body, for fear that the country that they have guarded all their lives will fall into the storm again, if it can't be passed on to their son's hands, and the ancestors and ancestors who have laid down the world, he is a great sinner."

Concubine Wan knew that he wanted to be crooked when she heard her son's tone, and sighed and said: "I don't dare to tell you this kind of thing easily even in the palace, but it is safe outside, so I will tell you in advance, so that you can be mentally prepared." Ah Zhao, I don't care what you think of me, but there is no doubt that I am your own mother, and I owe you something before, but I want to make up for you, so I can do nothing just to send you to that position. At the beginning, I thought that as long as I could be by your father's side, I disdained what others were fighting for, and when I found out that I was wrong, you had become unclose to me, there was no way, I could only try to remedy it, I just wanted you to finally see my mother's heart, but maybe I can't. We are all tired, and the glory and wealth are like a burden to people like us who have invested a lot of effort in it for most of our lives, and we just want to shake it off, and when you can take on the big responsibility, we will leave here to go around and make up for everything we are missing. In this way, no one will regret it. ”

Zhu Zhao didn't say anything, he never thought that the position he wanted to take over after several plans was actually waiting for him there, and giving himself this to be given was just because of his father's preference for him, why did he ignore him in the first place, just because he was afraid that he would become a dou who couldn't afford it? In fact, in the final analysis, they still don't have absolute faith in their son, because a person with self-control will never let himself fall into that kind of situation, but everything they have worked hard to do now seems to have become useless.

He shook his head with a smile and said: "Some things, because they are given by preference, there are always other brothers who will come and snatch them because they can't see them, I want to rely on my own ability to trample all the people who want to snatch things from me under my feet, this feeling is what I want." I am grateful for your thoughts and that of my father, but it is better to see how I get rid of these people, isn't it much more interesting than a tour of the mountains and rivers? ”

Concubine Wan had actually thought in her heart that she would hear a similar answer, but she didn't expect to be guessed by herself, this son is sometimes stubborn and stubborn, which makes people a little scared, she understands that it is very difficult to change his mind, but he can't be a mother, his father can always cure him?

The atmosphere that had finally eased was at an impasse at the moment, and she didn't even have time to say anything...... That's it, I don't need to say anything about it, so as not to get angry again.

"Don't say anything else, my little imperial grandson is going to be brought to the palace, you let people clean up, and let's go."

Zhu Zhao had a cold face and said unhappily: "I don't want my son to have no parents' love when he is young, no matter when I will let my son leave his mother's side, and my mother will not talk about it in the future." If my mother is tired of being here, then I will let you send you back to the palace. ”

Wan Guifei Rao didn't dare to say anything no matter how tough she was, and now she couldn't stand up no matter what, looking at her little grandson should be a matter of course, but because of this son, she actually had a moment of fear. The first to choose Zhu Zhao was actually the emperor, he said that this child is calm, so many things have happened in the palace, all the princes have shown various postures, only Zhu Zhao's performance is the most calm, which makes him appreciate it very much. But it's still a half-old child who can have this kind of consciousness in danger, which is really the most rare, at that time she began to pay attention to her son, hearing such praise, she only felt that she was really full of pride as a mother, and no one could compare to her son.

"Anyway, it's inconvenient for me to go out of the palace often, if you have time, bring the child into the palace to show me, after all, I am his own grandmother, you can't wait for the child to grow up and not know who his grandmother is? And your father is also looking forward to it in his heart, so it's better to let him be disappointed too? ”

Zhu Zhao frowned and responded, "My son knows." ”

Concubine Wan is actually reluctant to leave, her grandson's small person is very much in her eyes, if she sees it to the emperor, she will definitely give a lot of rewards. However, this kind of closest love, in the eyes of others, can easily become a handle, her love and pampering as a grandmother is nothing, but the emperor shows a little more than common sense of favor, but it seems to sound the alarm for many people, such a peaceful day is also very rare.

She was just too reckless and angry, because this woman had even thrown her own reason aside, and it was really difficult to be a person in the palace, and it was more disgusting, and people wanted to get out of that cage immediately. In fact, she has been looking forward to her son growing up faster, so that his father can do what he promised him, indulge in the mountains and rivers, and no longer care about the disturbances in the court.

He said that he owed her something in his life, and in order to contain the power of all parties, he couldn't be good to her, so that she could endure so many women for herself, although he actually lived more painfully than anyone else, and every time he betrayed his beloved woman was like a knife, he wanted to be free more than anyone else, and he looked forward to his son being able to take over this burden more than anyone else. In the eyes of others, his father is very incompetent, but he himself knows that in fact, this son is more suitable than himself to be an emperor, especially what he has done these few times, he is simply decisive, this is what an emperor should have, but it is a pity that he made the same mistake as himself, too affectionate, and it seems that he will never be able to live without this woman in his life.

This is probably the common problem of all infatuated lovers? He exposed his weakness to others, and when the time came, he had to endure a bitter pain, and he found his own way out, and what about his son? Zhu Zhao still has a long time, maybe as the years go by, he will find his own way to balance this relationship. And he doesn't have so much time left, he is so much older than Awan, if he doesn't cherish this fleeting time, he is afraid that he will regret it. At the end of his life, he hopes to have the memories of himself and the woman he loves, rather than the endless and hectic government affairs.

Perhaps, as long as a person meets the right person, he once thought that he could even give his own life for this country, but now he feels stingy when he spends a little time, so the words he said to Tingwen are not comforting and polite words, but the true feelings in his heart. He couldn't wait to unload this burden from his shoulders and use his energy to live happily and carefree.

Naturally, there are not many people who know that he has this kind of mind, except for the person he loves the most, because this is his promise to her, even if he tries all his strength to achieve it, then he can only grasp Zhu Zhao more closely, and let him get in touch with more of the core things of this dynasty, if he can master it, then he can rest assured.

Qian Yun cleaned herself up after she went back, in fact, she was still a little sad in her heart, no matter who it was, when she loved a man deeply, she hoped to be recognized by the people around him, not to mention that this person was his mother, so she still hoped that she would like herself in her heart, but obviously her road was much more difficult. Concubine Wan said how stubborn and stubborn Zhu Zhao was, why wasn't she herself? After all, it is the relationship between mother and son, and there are some things that no one can shake, so they can only accept and tolerate it, and that disappointment is nothing compared to the greater sadness and disappointment she suffered, so she quickly figured it out, and a smile hooked up on the corner of her mouth, and she turned this matter over. It's still a long time, maybe one day this lady will change her opinion of herself, and at worst, she will stay in her place in the future and not go there, just stay like this.

Wan Guifei has been playing with Zhu Xi and he fell asleep, so he left, and when he left, he still gave the child the gift he brought in advance and put it around his neck, sighing reluctantly, no matter how she didn't treat Qian Yun, but this child was really well-behaved and likable, so that she couldn't let go of it as a grandmother, and she really couldn't take it back to the palace and pet it all the time. People are old after all, so they can't help but want to give more love to the younger generation, so that they can grow up happily without knowing the taste of sorrow, so that she, the grandmother, can also be happy.

Zhu Zhao looked at his mother like this, why not be sad? But all the estrangement between them made him dare not hurt this woman who had a true heart for himself in order to satisfy her needs. People are like this, what you gain and what you lose, always in your thoughts, you want to pinch everything in the palm of your hand, just like a fool's dream, there are always shortcomings in life.

Just like people, they always live in contradictions, he and his mother are not willing to compromise when they are face to face, those things that they don't want to remember in the past are like crazy into their minds, and when they are separated, they will only keep thinking and missing, he knows that if his father and mother really leave, he will have boundless regrets, but what can this be? They are all immersed in that weird circle and can't get out, maybe they really won't know what they missed until there is no way to get it back?

Qian Yun saw him clenching his hands into fists hard, a touch of distress flashed in his heart, she knew what he was thinking, in fact, life is really short, because there is always no way to predict what will happen in the next moment, so there are so many regretful people in this world, thinking that it would be good if I had done it at the beginning, but God would not hear it at all, maybe all he can give you is a great ridicule and contempt, all this is done by yourself, so you deserve to bear such pain.

"Face is sometimes worthless in front of your father and mother, how much grudge do you have? Because it's really not worth doing this kind of thing, you listen to me, don't let yourself regret it, who let us be juniors, but if you suffer any grievances, just grit your teeth and hold on, don't go to them and make them sad. After all, they are even more uncomfortable, not to mention anything else, just now I saw that the expression on Wan Guifei's face was full of regret and reluctance, being a mother's heart is the softest, no matter what happens, she will bear it for you, just to let you be safe, because there is no way who will let you be her life. I didn't understand these things before, but until I became a mother, I can now understand that mothers can even want their own lives for the sake of their children. So whether she likes me or not, she can take a fancy to me, but she has no doubt about your heart at all, and everything she does is for your good. ”

Zhu Zhao looked at the woman in front of him with a gentle light on her face, how could he not understand this truth, with her by her side so comforting him, he suddenly felt that his heart was not so angry. It's just that she suffered, and when she was treated like this, she had to defend her mother with a pleasant face, such a good person, no matter what method he used, he had to help her get what she deserved. He poured her tightly into his arms, and said with some guilt: "I'm sorry, you have suffered with me, don't take those words of my mother to heart, just like a puff of smoke will disperse." I will do everything I can to make up for your grievances, be patient, etc., I will try to get everything I want to give you. ”

How could Qian Yun not know what he was going to give himself? Although that kind of thing is nothing, it is loved by many people, because people always pay attention to a reputation, no matter how favored you are in the eyes of others, but if you have no name, you are just a plaything, hurt people and feel sad, but you can only swallow it in your stomach. Zhu Zhao is really a good person, he just can't see that he is so wronged, so he is eager to give her something, this identity can make each other feel at ease. But the things to pay later are really too big.

"I know your heart, but don't force yourself, I don't care about those things, as long as you're well, everything I want will follow, so as long as you're by my side I'm not afraid of anything. My identity should be given by you, if you have me in your heart, you will not treat me badly in the future, if your heart changes, then even if I occupy a high position, what can I do? In the end, it was just a joke. Things in the eyes of outsiders have never been taken seriously, so we still have to take it easy, don't put this matter on your head as if it were a mountain, I can't bear it, and I can't look past it. I don't want to be a burden to you, and if so, I think it's a bad thing for me to be around you. ”

Zhu Zhao hurriedly hugged her in his arms, clasped her waist tightly and smiled: "Don't talk this kind of nonsense, I keep in my heart your kindness to me, no matter when my heart for you will not change, if there is any disobedience in the future, then let God thunder me one day." ”

Qian Yun hurriedly reached out to cover his mouth, and was so angry that he was so angry: "How can anyone curse himself like this? Don't talk about this kind of bastard, I just want you to be okay, so many people are counting on you. I'm sincere, don't you do anything to make the emperor angry, okay? ”

Zhu Zhao hugged her back to the house, and only said that he didn't need to worry about this kind of thing, he had a sense of proportion and knew what to do. He is not a person who will easily change his decision, he has to try this kind of thing no matter how difficult it is, if he can't even do this little thing, what qualification does he have to talk about big things? Isn't that a joke? Qian Yun's worry that he will put it into his heart, all the joy and warmth she gave him, he carefully placed it, always thinking about it bit by bit when he couldn't meet, he usually couldn't help laughing, his life became bright and dazzling because of her, otherwise he didn't know what he would become.

Master Liu was relieved when he heard that the concubine was gone, these dignitaries and nobles in the palace are really difficult to serve, looking at that look is full of anger, who can withstand it. He originally wanted to tell Qian Yun a few words, but then he thought that the two of them should have a lot to say, so he immediately sat down again, it's really good to be young, affection is like a jar of sweet fruit wine, not easy to get intoxicated, but people are always immersed in it and accidentally get themselves drunk. Children and grandchildren have their own lives, as long as they can live well, the old people worry too much and can't change anything.

Zhu Zhao watched Qian Yun stay by his son's side, with a gentle and loving face, which made his heart soften when he saw it, and the corners of his mouth hooked up with a smile that he didn't even know. He didn't know how long he had been chopping, he just felt that time passed quickly when he looked at it like this, but the blink of an eye had passed, and when the child woke up again, what he saw was Qian Yun's delicate appearance who was busy for the child, which made people feel pity.

Qian Yun thought that he couldn't get the child, he was so anxious that he was sweating profusely, seeing him look over, a touch of embarrassment and shyness flashed on his beautiful face, and when he heard the movement, the nurse who was waiting outside hurriedly ran in and took the child away, and the originally lively room became quiet at this time, so that it really made people feel a little uncomfortable.

Zhu Zhao stood up and walked to her side, brushed her hair behind her ears, and smiled softly: "This little guy really tosses you, but it's hard." When I settle down, I'll be able to stay with you. I really don't want to be separated from you, I want to take you with me wherever I go, and live like this for a long time. I understand the thoughts of my father and mother, they should be tired of the battle in the court, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it is not so easy to sit on it. They have always seen through it, I wonder if I will have such thoughts at that age? But it's too early to tell, after all, we don't know who will be the winner. ”

Qian Yun hugged him tightly and sighed: "Don't worry, I know you will definitely be able to sit in that position, you just need time." Qingyu is not waiting in front of me, but I am a little unaccustomed to it, and I can't do anything well. If you sit in that position, Hengsheng will also be a big official, and when the time comes, you will not have much time to come to see me. It's supposed to be a good thing, why do I feel so sad? ”

Zhu Zhao looked at her funny: "If you want to do so much, she will be able to come over and accompany you when the time comes." What you said is right, Hengsheng has been by my side for so many years, and it is hard to spare them to stay together, which can be regarded as compensation. ”

And Hengsheng and Qingyu were full of joy at this time, they didn't expect that the master would let them live their own little life, and after discussing it, they thought that they had to go back to see their father, they had been running outside, and they didn't know how many times they hadn't seen each other, and they didn't know if he had been doing well recently.

Qingyu didn't know why Hengsheng was sent to the palace, because the mansion in front of him was not magnificent, and it even looked a little poor, but Hengsheng's face was full of excitement and joy, and the heart of the wanderer's homecoming, Qingyu felt that she had experienced it very deeply, and she couldn't help but be happy, and said with a smile: "Why do you only care about your happiness, I am still a little nervous in my heart, I don't know how to face his old man, I am really afraid of doing something that makes you feel ashamed." ”

Heng Sheng touched her hair and smiled: "Don't think nonsense, my father is not such a mean person, and you are already my wife, we are destined to be together for the rest of our lives, so you are going to see him sooner or later, don't worry, he is not a bad person, he will only be happy." After all, when he sent me to the palace, he said that his grandson didn't know when he would see him, and whether he could still be a grandfather on the day he closed his eyes? ”