Chapter 252: Tides
The ants on the giant axis of life always have to go through several changes before they get used to being alone for a long time. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
When I first got the news of Park Hyo-joon's departure, Park Ji-yeon was on the verge of collapse, a good person, and said that if it was gone, it would be gone.
However, Xu Yao suddenly stood in front of her and said to her, "There will be me in the future." ”
Arrogant, to say such things in front of someone who has never met before, seems frivolous and inconsiderate.
Even though he wanted to resist such a burden because of friendship and responsibility, he never considered whether Park Ji-yeon was willing to accept it.
Park Ji-yeon is very kind.
So, there is almost no hindrance, they get to know each other. As the days deepened, the feelings gradually became thicker, and Xu Yao's bold words seemed to begin to come true word by word, and sometimes Park Ji-yeon felt in a trance that everything seemed to be the same beautiful as it was at the beginning, and they were as if they should be brothers and sisters, hugging each other for warmth, and finding such a home in the vast world.
Park Ji-yeon and Heo Yao, she and her brother, go from strangeness, to intimacy, to having shared memories. The time in Cheonggye, the chicken chop shop, the soba noodles, and the ill-fitting shoes, everything is still as vivid as yesterday...... But things are not people, so everything has changed.
Park Ji-yeon suddenly remembered that gentle face, she thought that their days should be peaceful, warm, and accompany each other, watching each other fall in love, get married, have children, and grow old...... How nice would it be if reality was as imagined?
They should have been doing well, but this change completely broke her assumptions, and she suddenly missed him so much.
I miss the brother who cares about her, makes her breakfast, tolerates her, gets angry, and embarrasses...... I miss the person who won't refuse anything in front of me, and everything is so good.
I heard that the tide always comes and goes fast, menacing, but silent.
He appeared like a tidal wave in her life, swept through her life, and she rose and fell in it.
When the tide receded and touched the land, she began to miss.
I want to cry out loud, but I always have tears in my eyes, and the sound of crying can't flow at all, and tears are always hoarded in my eyes...... Pitiful.
Even after he left, Park Ji-yeon couldn't cry for him, maybe the memories he left were too good, maybe he was crying, and he couldn't express her pain anymore.
Park Ji-yeon looked at the person on the computer screen with tears in her eyes, obviously looking sad, but she still had to pretend to be smiling, it was really ugly.
In this way, the tears in Park Ji-yeon's eyes seemed to burst the embankment, and the hot tears hit the keyboard like beads.
"And Ji-yeon...... Say sorry to her for me. I'm sorry I couldn't be her brother, I can't even be a brother, and I'm ...... too."
"I can't fulfill my promise again, I said that I would accompany her to Nami Island in winter, and accompany her to see the snow, the sky, and the scenery......"
"yes, you're not a good brother, you're a failure...... How did you do my brother's work? I can't even fulfill my promise to my sister, how did I do it, brother? What the hell did you do with my brother? Why don't you answer ......"
Park Ji-yeon's body trembled, word by word, like a knife cut on her heart, the person who questioned was him, but it was her heart that hurt.
In fact, Park Ji-yeon didn't want to see any scenery, she just wanted to stay with him and have more good memories.
At that time, she had just realized that Xu Yao was good, but she was afraid of losing him suddenly, so she said such a request. She just doesn't want to be alone, and the child who has no relatives is very pitiful......
Will it be the same as before? But how addictive is the warmth that comes from the cold, and how can you quit it?
You can't quit!
She didn't know how to imagine her former life, but when she thought of Xu Yao, she felt angry and scared.
Angry, he didn't want to tell her when he left, he was afraid that she would be sad, and he just wanted to leave secretly and come back, not wanting her to find out.
As everyone knows, this is what makes Park Ji-yeon even more uncomfortable, Zheng Do-yeon will make Park Ji-yeon feel that she is an outsider, and even Quan Baolan can know things, why should she hide it from her? She's an even more important sister!
Sister, isn't it used to hurt? Why do you want to do this, it's even more sad. He knew that even if she knew, she wouldn't be able to stop it, at most she was just lost, but he wanted to hide it from her......
Is it too much of a concern?
Park Ji-yeon doesn't understand Xu Yao, maybe she hasn't understood it all the time, she just accepts the love and warmth from Xu Yao as a matter of course, and she is this sister as a matter of course.
It's just that he is like a tidal wave, coming and going quickly, and she has not yet waited for the time to step into him, thinking that after a long time, they will merge together without any estrangement...... In fact, the estrangement between them is just a task for Xu Yao to know life and death, the last injury has made her on the verge of collapse, and this time her death is ...... Maybe she will never have any good feelings about the military profession again, and she may not even trust others anymore.
She was timid in the first place.
Up to now, as long as she thinks of Xu Yao, Park Ji-yeon's chest is tight, as if she is pressing something, she can't breathe, and when she thinks of the good memories of the beginning, the petals that flutter all over the island.
All the beautiful past can only exist in her mind alone, no one listens to it, and there is no resonance.
For some people, just being able to live well is enough to save a person, but once they leave, it will cause irreparable pain.
Park Ji-yeon is so sad, she hasn't given enough care for herself, and she's not a competent sister yet...... Can't this incompetent brother give her a chance?
The world was in turmoil, standing here with people coming and going, everyone hurried forward, only Xu Yao stayed in front of her alone, and said to her: "I am your brother, I am dear." ”
Park Ji-yeon cried and fell asleep, she seemed to have a dream, dreaming that Heo Yao was standing in front of her again, and she was lying in his arms.
When she woke up, Park Ji-yeon felt unreal, she would definitely not forgive him so easily, she would definitely not ...... Crying, this scoundrel.
She turned on her phone and received a text message from Quan Baolan, telling her not to be so upset, but when she was about to reply, she saw a message that she ignored.
“6524xxxx…… User Xu Yao, remit 200,000,000 yuan for you, and the balance is 250,208,000 yuan......"
The time seemed to be the day before Xu Yao left.
It turned out that he had been giving her the most tender care in his own way for a long time, even though she didn't want it.