Verse 68: Friends
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"You have some kind of ability, you don't need it, is it good to watch those fierce spirits bring disaster to the world, and not deprive them of their right to live?! You let them harm innocents for evil, are you good or evil?! "Blue Ice is unrelenting.
"I have said that I have allowed evil spirits to be evil." I couldn't argue, I didn't understand why Lan Bing suddenly felt like he was choking on medicine.
Hmph, Lan Bing was speechless with his arms on his chest, and I was even more speechless.
"Don't judge a living being as good or evil as it is based on its racial habits, and end up doing something you regret!"
Lan Bing suddenly came out of this sentence at the end, turned around angrily, looked at the scenery of the hospital outside the window, and said nothing. His eyes were so distant, as if he were cast into a world that no one could reach. There was melancholy between his brows, and it seemed that a painful emotion was bothering him. He couldn't calm down for a long time.
I don't know why my words irritated him so deeply and made him unacceptable.
But after feeling his anger and even pain, feeling his melancholy, after a brief period of cold silence, "I'm sorry. I sighed softly and spoke.
He didn't move, he didn't say anything, his eyes were still looking downstairs, and under the window was a small garden of the hospital, in which many patients walked. Are there so many patients in this hospital? It seems that even in the small garden there are people waiting in agony.
"You didn't do anything wrong, why apologize?!" After a minute or two, Lan Bing's words suddenly sounded again. I thought he was going to look out the window forever.
"Maybe you're right, but I'm too paranoid to judge the good and evil of a creature by racial habits." I lowered my head, as if apologizing to Lan Bing, and as if convincing myself.
"I know it's hard to adapt to all this, and it's really hard to accept at first when you're faced with a different version of yourself, but don't doubt your life and yourself for that. No matter how unbelievable it is, try to accept it, believing that you can control your own power and your life. Lan Bing's voice was low, with a faint magnetism, and a pain flashed in his eyes, as if it was a pain in his body. And believe me, accept me, let me be your friend, and I will accompany you through this most difficult journey! With new power, and at the same time knocking on the door of another world that is different from the past, to experience a new life, and say goodbye to the previous ordinary self is also very dragged, isn't it? Lan Bing said this, and tried to pull out a smile, winking mischievously at me, trying to lighten up the whole atmosphere.
I was amazed that Lan Bing would say such sincere words to me so seriously and seriously.
Feel the deep melancholy in his eyes, could it be that he has also experienced such a psychological journey?!
He was extending a hand of friendship to me, and it was more like he was venting a torrent in his heart, venting the endless pain and knotted secrets in his heart.
"Still can't accept me as your friend? Simple, pure, but sincere friends. Seeing that I was a little dumbfounded, he stretched out his hand and waited for my answer.
You used to have an ordinary life, but suddenly one day, you find that everything is different, and the world you knew and thought before has been completely turned upside down. What kind of sadness is it for you to live alone in this world like a monster, and you can't get the understanding and trust of others? I still can't imagine that I have devoured souls, and if the people around me found out that they were such monsters, what kind of mentality would they have?!
But thankfully, I don't seem to be alone, because all I've been through is like I can talk to and want to be understood. The blue ice in front of me is a friend who can accompany me like this. His eyes were cold, but there was a kind of firmness in his eyes, which suddenly made me feel trust and peace of mind.
Looking at that hand as white as jade, the timidity, uneasiness and hesitation in my heart suddenly disappeared, and I didn't want to think too much about it, so I held him tightly with my own hand.
His hands were barely warm and even slightly stiff, but they were wide enough to hold all my uneasiness.
When I looked up, I was met by his sincere gaze, there was no smile on his face, his gaze was cold, but it made me feel more kind. Do I have another friend? One seems to be a friend from another world, a friend who is different from ordinary people. How long has it been? closed his own world, never made a friend again, and today he actually accepted another different friend with his heart!
Friend, this word, how long has it been since I reviewed it?!
I used to think that my heart was already sealed in the dark, where there would be no sunshine, no wind blowing, no more rain and snow, where all color would be lost, but it would be quiet, so it would no longer be hurt. But a woman's heart is always soft, and she can't refuse the sincerity and warmth of yesterday's people.
Maybe I and Lan Bing can really be good friends? He has already saved himself twice, and it is a rescue on the front line of life and death, no, if you add this time to search and rescue in the mountains without giving up, it is already three times! What reason do you have to doubt and reject this sincerity?!
Thinking of this, I shook his hand and smiled, and he gave me a warm smile in return, although he always likes to laugh, but this is the first time I have seen such a warm color on his face, such a color is enough to melt the winter wind and snow!
Suddenly, I felt the door of the hospital room vibrate.
The barrier flickered, and the door was finally pushed open.
We looked back at the same time, it was Bai Zixuan who came back, and when we saw his cold face, we suddenly realized something, for some reason, I was a little uneasy, as if I had done something wrong, and quickly withdrew my hand from Lan Bing's hand.
But Lan Bing naturally raised his hand to greet Bai Zixuan.
But Bai Zixuan didn't even look at him, went straight to my bedside, opened the rice basin, took out the food in it, and took the spoon again......
Faced with such a scene, I was really a little embarrassed, so I had to try to clear my throat and say, "Zixuan, this is Lan Bing." "Lan Bing, this, this is my 'fiancé' Zixuan." I don't know what kind of psychology I had, when I introduced Zixuan to Lan Bing, I deliberately added the word "fiancé", in fact, is I still qualified to be his fiancée? His family doesn't recognize this family business anymore.
"Yes!" I don't want the two of them to answer in unison. It's just that Lan Bing looked at the busy Bai Zixuan with a smile very easily. And Bai Zixuan never looked at Lan Bing from beginning to end. And gave him a big back.
"The door of the ward should have been broken just now, I couldn't open it after pushing it for a long time, and I was planning to use the nurse from the hospital to come over." Zixuan said coldly while fiddling with the lunch box in his hand.
Listening to his emotionless statement, I felt even more embarrassed for a moment.