Chapter 138: Remembrance

When Sun Ping took a shower and put on the clothes Li Hanming gave him and lay on Li Hanming's bed, Li Hanming was sitting alone on the sofa in the living room of his hometown. He looked tired and tilted his head against the back of the sofa www.biquge.info tilted his head.

My wife has been buried for two days. Yu'er followed his grandparents. Li Ju also returned to her home.

In a house of more than 130 square meters, Li Hanming is now the only one.

The lights were on in every room of the house. It's bright everywhere.

Li Hanming, who has never been afraid of the dark, has been particularly afraid of the dark in the past two days. As long as the lights were turned off, he felt that Tang Xia was standing in front of him, looking at him with a pair of eyes full of grievances. Indeed, he owes her. He was also taken aback when she told him about the cumulative amount of time she had spent with him, he did not expect that they had been together for less than three months in more than ten years of marriage, and that he had made out with her for less than a month.

What this means for a woman is that she has been a widow for so many years.

He is cruel. Although in the last two years of her life, he spent all the time he could on her except work, ..... it was too late.

Anyway, she's his wife, he's the mother of his children. How could he ignore her existence like this? Since you married her, even if you don't like it, you shouldn't snub her like this!

Li Hanming was extremely remorseful.

In Tang Xia's last days, Li Hanming felt more and more how much this woman's existence meant to him. Nothing else, just looking at her son's attachment to her is enough to show what an important role this woman plays in his world. When he grabbed her hand and begged her not to leave him, he was sincere, his tears fell on Tang Xia's thin and pale fingers, and his son Yu'er threw himself in front of the bed, crying and shouting, "Mom, don't you die" The panic on his son's little face that he was about to lose his mother's love made Li Hanming feel pain in his heart.

Do many precious things really have to wait until they are lost to understand their value?

Li Hanming regretted his ignorance and ruthlessness.

There is only one life, and meeting and acquaintance is a kind of fate. A hundred years of repair can be crossed in the same boat, a thousand years of repair can be slept together, and a husband and wife can be blessed for a hundred days.

Tang Xia didn't blame him, when she was dying, she said to him in a voice as light as a mosquito: "Go find someone you like, live happily, just don't forget Yu'er, treat him well." ”

Tears slowly welled up in Li Hanming's eyes, and he looked into the kitchen, remembering that every time he came home, he sat on the sofa like his master, and his wife was busy in and out of the kitchen, preparing his favorite meals for him. After serving it, he rarely gave her a smile, and ate a few bites casually.

Every time he went out at night, his wife always looked at him with a pair of expectant eyes, but he pretended not to see it.

When life is gone, the living person remembers the benefits of his time on earth. This is a common problem that human beings are prone to make.

Li Hanming is also like all living beings, after being separated from Tang Xia's yin and yang, all that flashes in his mind is her goodness. Her thoughtful care for herself, her filial piety to his parents, and her selfless love for her son.

Why is the human mind the way it is? Obviously she is a good person, a kind person, but her heart is not in her? He knew that she liked him, she loved him, but he remained unmoved. Is it because you are cruel by nature?

Li Hanming fell into self-blame from which he could not extricate himself.

He even began to want to follow his wife, confess to her, treat her well in another world, try to fall in love with her, and give her the love and care she deserves as a woman.

He fell on the couch with his head in his hands and cried.

Sun Ping got into the bed, but she couldn't sleep.

She really wanted to fly to her beloved now and comfort him. But in what capacity should I go, and what should I say to him?

Sun Ping lay on the bed, tossing and turning. She felt that no matter what, she should give him a little strength when he was in the most pain.

She pulled her phone out. Find his number, think about it and think about it, send him an image of a "hug" and write a few words "Be strong!" Sun Ping looked at these words again and again, hesitated for a while, and finally pressed the send button.

The message of the mobile phone sounded clearly and loudly in this lonely room.

Li Hanming sat up from the sofa, wiped his eyes, and picked up the mobile phone on the table. He saw a text message from a stranger. Judging from the content, although there are only a few words, the symbol of the hug and the care behind the words all indicate that this is an acquaintance who sent it.

Li Hanming looked at the unfamiliar number and showed that the territory was Shanghai. He guessed that someone from the Shanghai factory sent it. He made up two words: "Thank you!" ”

Sun Ping didn't expect Li Hanming to write back to him.

She sat up and continued to send him a message.

"You are the breadwinner of the family. You must not fall, your parents and sons are counting on you! Strong! ”

After Li Hanming saw this message, he was shocked, he suddenly went to look at this number again, although he was not sure of anything, but he always felt that there was a familiar atmosphere in this message.

However, now he is more immersed in the thoughts of his deceased wife. He glanced at it and put it on the coffee table. In a few days, it will be the first seven days of his wife. The old man said that the souls of the dead would stay at home for seven days before they would go on their way, and during those seven days, they would go all over again to the places they had been.

Li Hanming got up from the sofa, he came to the room where he had been with his wife, he lay on the bed, closed his eyes, hoping that his wife could meet him in a dream, if he saw her, he must apologize to her, tell her sorry again, he wanted to tell her that he would treat her well in the next life.

But in the next life, he remembered that he had made an appointment with another woman.

"I'm sorry, Tang Xia."

He buried his head under the pillow.

What to do in the future?

He suddenly jumped up and made an appointment to visit the factory the next Tuesday, forgetting about it. Xiaotang's spoken language is not very good, and he is not familiar with production. This is also the customer he has used a lot of effort to win, and he can generally visit the factory, which means that he wants to cooperate sincerely. In the Shanghai factory, he and Hong Huangtian invested in it and will enter one million. Now he has been away from the factory for more than ten days, and he hasn't even read the email in the past two days, so I don't know if there is any delay. Xiao Tang is a novice after all, and when she replied to the email before, he asked her to send it to himself for a look, and now .....

Li Hanming took out the computer, and he opened his mailbox. He can see the guest's emails, including Xiaotang's reply emails.

He checked the email that he had been away for ten days, and he frowned from time to time when he saw Xiaotang's reply. However, when I saw the back that day, I couldn't help but be a little confused.

The email that Xiaotang sent yesterday was completely like a different person, not only was the language tightly organized, but also to the point. At first glance, it is the tone and style of mature and sophisticated people.

What's going on?

If Xiao Tang really has this ability, then he doesn't have to worry about Tuesday's guest visit.

Li Hanming sat in front of the computer in a daze. He looked at the time, and it was almost early in the morning. Ask Hong Huangtian tomorrow.

Thinking of things at work, Li Hanming's mind seemed to be clearer, and he was no longer as uncomfortable as he was just now.

Work is not only a means of survival, but also a way to relieve worries, to get people out of a desperate longing, and to reduce the pain in their hearts. (To be continued.) )