Shadow Lovers 2
A girl broke into my stagnant life, maybe I was full of doubts about you, maybe my hunch came true. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info or God's deliberate arrangement, deliberately sharpening me, let me meet her inexplicably. I can only believe one statement--- this is a deliberate test of my judgment and discerning whether I am indecisive. I'm cowardly, I can't bear it. I've always admitted that my desire for a lover is very strong. Feelings will always cover my reason, and then I have long lost my mind for the sake of my lover. I feel that there is nothing substituted for my desire for a lover, unstoppable.
Whenever I see someone else showing affection, intentionally or unintentionally. I always repeat this feeling of envy, jealousy and hatred, no matter who I see, I am the same envy, jealousy and hate! It is precisely because of this factor that I actually have a different thought, am I comparing? At first I was looking for evidence against it. I gave up when I found it. Because I can't find it, in the end, yes or no, everything in the world is so wonderful, I can't "hang" a tree under uncertain factors. The amazing thing is that I actually succeeded in confessing??? I'm really excited. At the same time, I have to think about what to do when a problem exists. How to face it? I once said that I can't be sorry for any of them in this life. But now it seems that it is destined to be sorry for one.
I really don't want to get myself lost in the forest, especially the forest of feelings. I'm afraid to be alone. But I'm a contradiction myself, and I prefer to walk alone at night on the road with only the streetlights. I prefer to walk with girls, talking about love and walking hand in arm. I would often be in a daze, and a lonely boy would appear in front of me and go into the long night, and I was afraid of being lonely and didn't like to be lively. I just want to be with the girl I like. Change my thinking, what can I use to keep the girl I like??? Now that I think about it, I really don't have anything. The chubby body has no temperament, and the personality is not good, and he loves to lose his temper, and he ignites the fire, and someone will say that I am good before. I'm very happy, I believe it. Now I just think they're so hypocritical. I'm not good, and I can't even pass it, so what capital do I have to pick and choose girls?
At first, I could still say that I could make you happy, but now I hate myself and how can a girl be with me?
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