Verse 16: Fights for unknown reasons
I was stupid, and I still think that maybe he was just angry because I scolded him in the morning, so he deliberately corrected me, and as long as I apologized sincerely, he wouldn't care anymore. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info my naïve heart, still in the human nature to analyze and deal with this matter, I believe that human nature will be stingy, but there is magnanimity and forgiveness. But they don't know that there is a force in the world that deviates from human nature, called darkness, called ugliness.
And this may be the only way for me to get a reasonable solution to the problem without any further conflict, without any reliance, without any better way of dealing with the matter.
When we live to a certain humble level, we have to bow to fate, we have to bow to injustice, because we are still cowardly and want to live!
People who have not experienced such a predicament may never be able to imagine this kind of life, this kind of humiliating life, if you have been living this kind of life, maybe you will adapt, but if you still have a trace of pride in your heart, then this humility is the fatal shortcoming of life, he will torture your body while torturing your self-esteem and torment your emotions, so that you will never recover.
I couldn't understand why some people choose to commit suicide when their business failed and their families failed, but now I seem to understand that sometimes death is really easier than living!
finally saw a cold smile on his face, and then his eyes seemed to light up, and the smile on the corner of his mouth rose again: "Haha, light the cannon." "He's a little complacent, and he seems to be in a good mood.
"You're really my gospel, why don't you stand here a little longer?" He looked at me with a smile on his face.
My face was blue and white.
"Boss Qian, I sincerely apologize......" I really couldn't imagine that a person who still had some identity on the surface would be so messing around.
"Apologize? What apologies, I asked you to apologize? Besides, who stipulated that I have to accept your apology and do what you say? He sneered.
"Hey, I said little sister, you disturb other people's interest like this, but you're wrong!" A pair of hands were on my shoulders......
"Take away your dirty hands!" I threw away my dirty hand on one side, ashamed and angry.
Although I was destitute and had to bow my head to others for the sake of my livelihood, I could not bear such humiliation and ridicule.
They seem to be sure that they are more powerful today, and I don't dare to turn against them, so they keep trying to humiliate me and keep hitting my bottom line?! But he forgot that rabbits can bite when they are in a hurry, and he doesn't know that when I am young, I have a ruthlessness that does not belong to women, and in those years of youth and delusion, I have been a frequent visitor to the teaching office countless times like the bad elements in the school! Even if there are more of them, I am not afraid, it is a big deal to change a life for a life, my hand has already reached into my pocket, for fear that they will act more excessively.
At that moment, I was angry, I had completely forgotten the reason why I had to forbear, the responsibility on my shoulders, and the relatives who needed my care, anger had annihilated all my reason, and I only felt that there was endless emotions to vent in my heart!
My anger was about to erupt, a burning heat from the tail vertebrae, about to rush up, I lost my mind, I could no longer reject and could not reject this breath that made me extremely uncomfortable and strange, and made me fearful, I seemed to be controlled by it again, and I felt that my vision was becoming more and more blurry.
"Hmph, I can't help it for a long time, but you're still putting up with it? Put them down! A childish voice came, and I was in a trance......
Finally furious!
"Huh! Xiao Nizi is very fierce! The man was furious, too, and said, "Who the do you say have dirty hands!" He waved forward and shoved me hard.
My eyes were swollen and blood-red, as if they were about to burst into flames, and the burning heat that rose from my spine, like a protruding fire, quickly enveloped my whole body and annihilated my thoughts and the last bit of perseverance.
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Until now, I only remember that in my last consciousness, mixed with endless anger, in a trance my hand seemed to be withdrawn from my pocket, almost with all my strength to stab forward, and then, I heard a roar: "Are you crazy?!" Then my arm was about to break, and the object in my hand was thrown out.
Later, as if my consciousness had been encroached upon, I seemed to hear a devilish laugh from the depths of my heart, but it was a child's voice, a smug and unbridled laugh.
My emotions seemed to have finally found a way to vent, my grievances, my grievances, were burned in this powerful breath, and I felt a little relieved as if released.
And when I regained consciousness, the first thing I heard was, "Don't move, don't move......
I finally heard the voice of the world again, my consciousness was slowly returning, and I suddenly felt a burst of collapse, my steps were floating and soft, my body seemed to be evacuated, a pair of hands quickly came up to support me, and then a surprised voice came: "Why are you?!" ”
The burning sensation on my body is slowly receding, but the hidden breath seems to dominate the most central pivot area of the body, the red mist in front of me slowly recedes and regains a trace of clarity, but the swelling pain is clearly coming, I even wonder if my eyeballs are about to burst just now, my mind is buzzing and roaring, and there seem to be countless indescribable sharp stabbing circles in my brain, making me unable to wake up and be top-heavy.
"Hey, hey, are you alright? Why don't I take you to the hospital? The voice said, in a flat tone but with some concern.
"No, no, I'm not going to the hospital." I instinctively refused.
This person seems to know me well? I tried to raise my eyes to see him, he was a young policeman, dressed in a police uniform, handsome and straight, and the five crowns had some majesty, obviously very young but very calm. He was very familiar, but he couldn't remember it for a while, and he couldn't translate the impression of him in his memory.
"All hands up, all back to the police station!" Another voice commanded.
"Officer Wang, she doesn't seem to be doing well."
"Hurt?!"
"I don't know yet, my face is so red......"
"I'm fine......" I tried to push him away, refusing his help.
"Heh, Mr. Qian, you are really getting more and more level now, even the little girls are bullying, and, uh-huh, more than a dozen people, hum, hum" The person who helped me made a very sarcastic mockery.
Then, I heard what seemed to be Dou E's complaining voice: "We bullied her? More than a dozen voices spoke almost in unison.
"Then she's bullying you?!" The police officer next to him scolded sharply.
"......" are all dumb.
"Don't talk nonsense, go back to the police station." It seems that Officer Wang has spoken again.
And my condition was finally better, the roar in my ears gradually decreased, and my eyes finally cleared, but the scene that came into my eyes startled me.
What's going on?
The house was a mess.
Tables and chairs were overturned, mahjong was scattered everywhere, tea was splashed, there were spots everywhere, and there were blood stains on the ground, who was hurt?
There are three or four policemen around, and some of them still have guns in their hands?!
A few waiters trembled in a corner door, and three or four security guards armed with batons waited for them.
Boss Qian's clothes were almost torn, and there were countless scratches on his body. The other dozen or so people, some standing, some squatting, but all of them were disheveled and showed a little embarrassment. They glared at me angrily, but they seemed to show some fear.
What's going on? Who have they been taught a lesson? That money boss was caught by a ghost? Is there a wound all over the body? When I was full of questions, I suddenly shivered, and a bad feeling rushed into my brain.
No way?! I close my eyes in pain......
"Officer Wang, she, what should she do?"
"If you're not dead, you just walk with you! Wasn't it quite capable of fighting just now? "There was a thud.
"No!" I frowned, a little angry, the policeman surnamed Wang spoke too badly.
Pushing away the hand that helped me up, I staggered to my feet, and the hands rushed up again, and finally helped me.
At this time, my phone rang,
Picking up the phone was the mother's anxious voice: "Xiaoman, hurry, hurry, hurry home......"