was elegantly holding the dish to his mouth, Shen Xiaolin's expression froze, and he said very considerately for Xu Qing'er: "This is too troublesome Qing'er for you, tomorrow is a weekend holiday, you should have your own affairs, right?" ”

Xu Qing'er nodded lightly and said with a serious face: "Well, I'll accompany you tomorrow!" ”

Wen Yan looked at the two of them with great interest, smiled and agreed, "That's right! Such an interesting thing, I also want to go together, accompanied by our two girls, it is easy to explain that you two big boys appear in Panyang Villa! ”

Chen Dongshan looked at Wen Yan and Xu Qing'er with a look of surprise, and said movingly: "Really!?" Thank you so much! Linzi, you think so much about me, you didn't say it! If there is anything in the future, call buddy, I will definitely go to the soup and go to the fire! ”

In the elation of the stupid big man, in the smile of the two black-bellied girls, Shen Xiaolin's heart was broken and his plan for tomorrow was modified, in the face of such a situation, he even wondered if he would not be able to pretend to be sick tomorrow?

I'm going to meet by chance tomorrow in order to get close to 'myself', that is, Shen Xiaolin!

I also want to create opportunities to attack Shen Xiaolin and deepen the relationship between the two!

Sister, now bring a girlfriend over, isn't that a self-defeating road!?

No, this must be finished, and a way must be found!

Shen Xiaolin looked pensive, quietly finished lunch, and returned to school with Xu Qing'er and the three of them, and when they were in class in the afternoon, they were always thinking of ways to break the situation. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's a pity that until school, Shen Xiaolin didn't come up with a good way.

Forget it, you can only take one step at a time, let's keep the impression score first, and then find a way to make it clear to Shen Xiaolin that tomorrow and Xu Qing'er are just pretending to be boyfriend and girlfriend, the purpose is to help Chen Dongshan create opportunities to get close to Ren Xiaowei.

Well, this may also create an image of a righteous boy.

After comforting himself with Ah Q's spirit, Shen Xiaolin went to the dance studio again to vent.

There is no need to practice late on Friday night, and the dance team does not need to train either, Shen Xiaolin let him occupy the dance studio of Nuoda University, and danced for almost two hours, and only walked out of the dance studio at half past seven with his sweaty body.

As soon as he took a few steps, Shen Xiaolin was stunned for a moment, and looked towards the door, only to find that there was a figure leaning against the door, looking at him quietly with his hands folded.

Seeing Shen Xiaolin looking over, Xu Qing'er stood upright, rubbed her somewhat sore shoulders with her hands, blinked her eyes and said, "I thought you changed for me, but I think I may have guessed wrong, are you in love with a girl in your class?" ”

Shen Xiaolin just came back to his senses, and he was stunned again, looking at Xu Qing'er's delicate face and the unconvincing in his eyes, it seemed that there was still anger and sadness, and he was silent for a while.

On the night of the first day, Xu Qing'er's sad and crying appearance was still clearly imprinted in Shen Xiaolin's mind, and he knew that Xu Qing'er probably really liked him, the original 'Shen Xiaolin'.

hurt Xu Qing'er again and again, Shen Xiaolin was also a little unbearable, but he still nodded and said, "I changed it for the sake of another girl." ”

As for likes?

Shen Xiaolin himself didn't know.

Shen Xiaolin has had the shadow of failed love, and he is very disappointed in boys, and now he is also a boy in his body, so he will not choose to engage in the foundation at all.

However, his heart is the soul of a girl, and he can't accept Lily either, although he is no longer a girl.

However, if Shen Xiaolin wants to fall in love with a girl, I am afraid it will be very difficult.

wants to choose to attack himself, that is, Shen Xiaolin, he wants to prevent the tragedy of the Shen family from happening, and at the same time, he also wants to shorten the distance between himself and his former relatives, and at the same time, he doesn't want Shen Xiaolin to be with those boys he doesn't like.

To put it bluntly, this is actually a very selfish possessiveness.

Shen Xiaolin doesn't really 'like' Shen Xiaolin, but also sees Shen Xiaolin as 'himself', he can't accept other people, and at the same time, he can't accept that Shen Xiaolin likes other people, this is the ugliest idea in his deepest heart.

Love failure, sister betrayal, parents died, suicide, reborn but became a boy, this kind of thing, Shen Xiaolin did not have a direct mental breakdown, he was already very strong.

But in fact, Shen Xiaolin's heart is as fragile as glass now, he doesn't make friends, he changes himself, he is just gradually adapting, and at the same time he is afraid.

If it weren't for the fact that there was another self in this world, as well as his father and mother, the tragedy of the Shen family might still happen, and Shen Xiaolin probably wouldn't have the courage to continue to survive.

Under this kind of inferiority complex and self-hatred, Shen Xiaolin really didn't want Xu Qing'er to waste time on a 'scumbag' like herself, even if it was also very selfish.

Hearing Shen Xiaolin's words, Xu Qing'er's body shook, and the smile on her lips became a little far-fetched, but she still held her proud head high, looked at Shen Xiaolin and asked, "Is it Shen Xiaolin?" The female one. ”

Shen Xiaolin nodded.

Xu Qing'er chuckled lightly, and said with a little self-deprecation: "Sure enough, such a beautiful and perfect girl is very attractive to all boys, and when I saw her in my first year of high school, I suddenly regretted it." ”

Seeing Shen Xiaolin's puzzled expression, Xu Qing'er tilted her head and said with a smile: "Because at that time, it was destined to start school this year, and you will see her." ”

Looking at Xu Qing'er's somewhat hazy eyes, Shen Xiaolin felt a little unbearable, and just as he wanted to say something, Xu Qing'er covered his mouth with his hand, and said with a smile on his face: "I am not so fragile in my heart, or I have already been mentally prepared."

On the night of school, I was so scared that I lost control. However, you are right, at this time, we may not really understand what love is, and the kind of dependence in my heart may really be regarded as your brother.

So, we're still good friends now, so let's pretend to be your girlfriend tomorrow, and if you like her, you can try to chase her!

Anyway, I know now that there's no way anything can snatch you away from me, and you'll be there for me no matter what happens in the end, that's what you said, right?

And, maybe you're acting so well that I find out that I'm really in love with you, and you'll be my real boyfriend then! ”

Looking at Xu Qing'er shining like this, Shen Xiaolin suddenly thought a little off the line, should he be like this when he put his mouth cannon big move?

For more than ten days, Shen Xiaolin, who has been feeling that he is surrounded and swallowed by darkness, really feels that his heart is beating chaotically, this feeling of light is really desirable.