Jue Ling was silent for a moment, unable to bear to see Meng Ruoxi crying, stepped forward and hugged Meng Ruoxi into his arms. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

Holding it quietly like this, he didn't answer Meng Ruoxi's question, not because he didn't want to answer, but because he didn't know the answer.

What are you thinking? He only has a vague concept, and a life that does not belong to him will not be his own.

Meng Ruoxin is afraid of Jue Ling's amnesia, why is Jue Ling not afraid of amnesia?

During these eight days of amnesia, his consciousness has been awake, and he has been imprisoned in the body of "Jue Ling", and he has witnessed what "Jue Ling" has done after his return.

"Jue Ling" has a numb personality, and there are no thoughts in the brain that an adolescent should have, and it is full of negative and pessimistic emotions.

For all the feelings of the original owner of the body, "Jue Ling", the Jue Ling curled up in the body is all empathetic, and he can spy on all the thoughts of "Jue Ling".

However, this is meaningless, he has no way to interfere with the consciousness of "Jue Ling", watching Meng Ruoxi being hurt again and again, his heart is like a knife, hysterically trying to regain the dominance of the body.

The struggle was futile, and his hysteria was not noticed by the "Jue Ling" at all, which showed that the movement he made was insignificant.

Trying to regain control of the body is as ridiculous as a praying mantis blocking a car.

In the end, he could only watch the play as a bystander, an extremely depressing scene.

He gradually gave up resistance, and was disheartened and prepared for the realization that he had been imprisoned here for the rest of his life.

And it was at such moments that fate began its shenanigans.

When he woke up yesterday morning, Jue Ling found that he had inexplicably regained control of his body, but he had lost the emotion of joy.

During the period of confinement in his body, the world he saw was gray and white, and now, the world in his eyes returned to its original color, but his heart was rendered gray and white.

After readjusting to his body, he was very frightened, but he couldn't show it, he could only show a mechanical flat face.

This incident made him know that he was an outsider after all, and that he did not have absolute power to control this body. Perhaps one day in the future, Jue Ling's consciousness will return and disrupt his life.

That's not what he wants to happen, the return of the memory of "Jue Ling" means that the closest people around him will be hurt again, and he will watch his lover and friends being injured all over his body.

No one can say this kind of thing, tomorrow? A week? January? Or a year? Memory problems are like a ticking time bomb that can explode at any moment.

Therefore, in order not to hurt the people around her again, Jue Ling made a decision that made her deeply disgusted, thinking that she and Xingluo were the destination arranged by fate...... Probably!

After a long time, Jue Ling said softly: "After crying, accept the new life." ”

Jue Ling's words are very vague and can be analyzed in depth. He has never stated that "he has recovered his memory", which is a strategy, hoping that Meng Ruoxi will continue to think that he has not recovered his memory.

After saying this, he clearly felt Meng Ruoxi tremble in his arms.

Then I only heard Meng Ruoxi's voice say two words emptyly: "Hypocrisy." ”

Jue Ling's eyes were gloomy, and he had no excuse for this adjective. In the eyes of outsiders, he is indeed a hypocritical person, clearly with the purpose of abandoning others, but he is saying good things.

What about hypocrisy? What about fakeness? It doesn't matter anymore, he's used to being hacked.

Seeing that Jue Ling was silent again, Meng Ruoxi's emotions that had just been moistened by tenderness became restless again, she pushed Jue Ling away, and entered a state that even she couldn't detect, crying and shouting:

"What kind of life are you going to let me accept now? When I was asked to return to normal life, you clearly said that you would take care of me, and now you want me to accept a new life of confusion...... I just need a fortress and want to be protected, why...... Why do this to me?

Again and again...... I'm really tired, enough is enough, I won't listen to you anymore, I want to live by my own ideas. ”

Jue Ling's heart ached when she heard this, and her spirit was facing a collapse. Yes, Meng Ruoxi just wants someone to protect her, why can't she meet her with such a simple request?

Thinking about it carefully, he has always been indifferent to his attitude towards Meng Ruoxi, and has never shown a strong desire to protect, is this what breaks Meng Ruoxi's heart?

"Let's break up, you are not the person I imagined you to be, you are so closed, so cowardly, there will be no result between us." Meng Ruoxi said abruptly.

Jue Ling's pupils suddenly contracted, and this sentence was completely unexpected by him. Meng Ruoxi, who had a delicate and playful appearance but a very fragile heart, would say such a thing, which shows how desperate she is this time!

Although this was exactly the answer he wanted, hearing Meng Ruoxi say it so directly, his heart was very uncomfortable, and his heartache could no longer express anything.

"I respect your choice and wish you happiness."

Jue Ling turned around and left, he couldn't hesitate at this time, once he hesitated, he would collapse completely.

"Stop, Jue Ling, are you a cold-blooded puppet?" Meng Ruoxi couldn't stop crying out to Jue Ling.

Jue Ling's brain was in chaos, and he didn't stop. The love that has been longing for a long time has gradually become difficult.

"It's the foolishness of my love, Spirit, goodbye."

The two are back to back, this love is too late to say, and even the back is sad.

……

Tears flowed, and I made you cry again

It's time for the warm moment to come to an end

Empty room, looking stingy

The arrangement of the table lamp is what you like

I have no grace and make you cry again

I don't care, you need protection

Very old photo, it looks very vintage

The color of the letter paper has lost its luster

I'm really annoyed and make love hard

Halfway through the sentence, you start crying

I'm not hypocritical as you say

I'm used to being hacked

You say you need a fortress

How did my whole body collapse

I'm not a cold-blooded puppet

I'm used to being taboo

You say you love foolishly

Hurt me every time you shed tears

I have no grace and make you cry again

I don't care, you need protection

Very old photo, it looks very vintage

The color of the letter paper has lost its luster

I'm really annoyed and make love hard

Halfway through the sentence, you start crying

I'm not hypocritical as you say

I'm used to being hacked

You say you need a fortress

How did my whole body collapse

I'm not a cold-blooded puppet

I'm used to being taboo

You say you love foolishly

Hurt me every time you shed tears

I'm not hypocritical as you say

I'm used to being hacked

You say you need a fortress

How did my whole body collapse

I'm not a cold-blooded puppet

I'm used to being taboo

You say you love foolishly

Hurt me every time you shed tears

(Final!) ）