Time is the best medicine that can change people, no matter how determined the person was at the beginning, in the long rush and walk, from the beginning of the noisy to calm and gentle people, just like the water rushing down from the high mountain into the calm and deep lake, all you can see is that faint ripples, if there is no big vibration to stir up the mud and sand at the bottom of the lake, those things that are sealed in the ground will not be exposed to the eyes of everyone. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's just that even in how to hide it in the end, it was exposed, the little two in the inn looked at the constant travelers coming and going from Tiannan and Haibei, and had already practiced a pair of fiery eyes, and he could see through everyone's shape, but this time the few people who lived in the hotel looked at the people who were either rich or expensive It was really interesting, the woman in front of her seemed to be holding a great deal of anger in her heart, and she didn't say anything when she went upstairs, but the man behind her was nervous and chased after her and asked her if she had anything to eat. The cautious tone was like a minion. And although that woman is better-looking, she doesn't necessarily have any other strengths, and now it seems that it can only be said that this woman is a good life, and she can be treated by such a noble person.

There are few women in this world who can have a good end, all day and night around the pot at home, or they are wronged outside to do some work in a big family to supplement the family, Rao is so he has to be beaten and scolded by the men in the family, this generation of life is really dependent on paying off debts, and there is no hope at all.

So this woman can be kind to people and put on a face, when she is really in the blessing and does not know the blessing, a burst of contempt in his heart, while the man is no longer there, he went in to deliver tea and saw her looking at the vase placed on the window in a daze, and couldn't help but open his mouth to persuade him: "What kind of shelf do you take this girl?" With this person who treats you so sincerely, what are you not satisfied with? Do you know how many people in this world are eager to have a blessing like you, there are more women who are beaten and scolded on the whole street, you just treat me as a fool and talk nonsense, don't worry about me, I talk a lot about something, you are busy, I will retreat. ”

E-niang only came back to her senses when she heard Xiao Er turn around and walk out to close the door, her eyes were fixed on the door, and the hazy fog in her heart suddenly dispersed, how could she forget? This was indeed the case at the beginning, her mother lived a life that was not as good as pigs and dogs, and when she was dying, she was warned to stay away from it, and not to be sold like a thing by the man in this family, so she ran to Yunnan and was willing to be a slave to others just to ask for a peaceful and happy day, but she didn't expect to encounter the only bad fate that she couldn't let go of in this life.

The old prince originally discussed with Zhu Zhao and wanted to stay here for two more days, I heard that the Bodhisattva here is very effective, and Hui Niang used to believe that this always thought that worshipping the Bodhisattva more could bring good luck to herself.

Qian Yun doesn't care, the person he cares about is right in front of him, even if it is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire, he is willing to accompany him, Zhu Zhao thought about it or shook his head and refused, not that he was unwilling to agree to the emperor's request, but except for the father-in-law who passed the decree, he didn't know where the second brother came from and what he was doing, and now he was also returning to Beijing with them, and his words were all with a hurried urging.

Although Zhu Zhao has been in a hostile camp with him since then, he has not been torn apart at present, so the brotherhood between the two is still there. These words are still audible, and there is nothing wrong with them.

The old prince was a little disappointed, but he also understood that only the emperor's order could not be violated in this world, even if there were many words in his heart, he must obey the holy decree in front of him, otherwise the emperor would not even pause when and where you would die. And in his opinion, the sword should still be used in serious matters, and he can't miss the opportunity for the time being because of these ups and downs.

When I came back from the outside and saw Eniang staring at the door in a daze, and then saw him push the door in, a touch of unnaturalness flashed in his eyes, and he awkwardly shifted his gaze, coughing slightly, revealing his emotions at this time, which was already very rare for him, enough to make him happy. Although the two have not done anything excessive for so long, they also eat and sleep together, and the relationship is extremely intimate.

"What are you thinking? If there's anything you're not happy about, just tell me, I'll let people prepare, and you can be more comfortable. His voice was gentle, like a gentle stream of water falling into her heart, so that her heart had to be gentle and calm under this attack. This was the first time she responded to him: "No, I just remembered what happened when I was a child." ”

The joy on the old prince's face was even more than a little better, he sat beside her and hugged her in his arms, and asked with a smile: "What happened when you were a child...... Was it a bad time? ”

E-niang smiled lightly and shook her head: "It's not good, at that time, I often watched my mother being beaten and scolded by my father, and it was really sad for a woman's family to live like that." The little second who came in just now woke me up with a sentence, saying that the current woman's family is in trouble, no one can be as blessed as me, but I was really born in the blessing and don't know the blessing. You treat me so highly, even this outsider can't look at it, and he can't stand it anymore because you are wronged. ”

The old prince laughed unexpectedly: "You can have such a good face for me, I didn't expect it to be the credit of that little er, anyway, this is also a great favor for me, I want to reward it well." The lord is happy today, and the reward for him will not be less. ”

The smile on E-Niang's face was still very faint, but she pursed her lips, it was already late outside, and she stood up and left his side to go to sleep.

The old prince's heart was frustrated again, and he smiled and said: "I heard that the Bodhisattva here is very effective, I originally wanted to take you to worship together, you have always believed this, but unfortunately the itinerary is too urgent, and we will go to worship when we come back from the capital." ”

E-niang couldn't help but hook the corners of her mouth, she wanted to worship at first, but because she wanted to be with him with her own careful thoughts, thinking that God would hear her voice and bless her, so she didn't care about worshipping for so long, who knew that the final result was so unacceptable. Now I don't have this mind, sometimes even God can't withstand the ever-changing changes of people, it's better to live with the development of things.

That Xiao Er is right, people should be content sometimes, what's the use of chasing those unrealistic things? It's just that I'm tired of myself, and if I have the possibility of reversing the situation, that's it, and I don't have the ability to do it, so what do I want? At best, he can only have the dignity of this man by virtue of this man's favor, and if he breaks off contact with this man since then, he is just an ordinary woman in the eyes of others, and he may not be able to receive the slightest courtesy, and he will only face those things that ordinary women will encounter. She vaguely remembered that her mother was also an extremely beautiful woman, and she heard that there was also a man who doted on her very much, but her grandparents at that time did not agree and forced her mother to marry her father, so she became what she is today. Marrying someone you don't like, every day is endlessly scolded and insulted, every time I think of this mother's face flashes out of endless sorrow and bitterness, more grievances, that pair of eyes are always full of tears, a woman's most glamorous years fall miserably, who can not be wronged?

Mother always has a happy smile on his face when he talks about the man she loves, saying how much he loves himself, always holding himself in the palm of his hand, she feels that her world only becomes bright at that time, maybe God is too stingy with him, so she can say that the happy days are lost in such a short time, what is given to her is endless pain and torture, she has cried and lamented in the night when no one finds out, why does God want to do this to her? Why do you want to give her such a sad and desperate life? Why is it so unfair? So when my father and eldest brother can't see it, my mother always whispers to myself that I must find someone I really love in the future, if he happens to like you, that's the most beautiful thing in the world, if that person doesn't love you, and can't fit you in my heart, don't wronged yourself.

People in this world don't look back at you because of your sincere words, God knows that my mother herself also wanted to live with her father like this, but in the end, all I got was the man's jokes and more severe scolding, he thought that his mother just had ulterior motives, because he knew that his mother had other men in his heart, and he had not been sincere to himself since the day he married him, so he didn't need this kind of hypocritical treatment.

Painted Niang clearly remembers that just when the mother looked at the years because of excessive depression, the man she loved in her heart waited for her direction to show the last pale smile and passed away, at that time the father just stood outside and smoked dry tobacco, because of the face of the mother was buried thickly, it didn't take long for him to marry a widow who had been together in the same village for a long time, and gave birth to a young son, I don't know if there is love, since then she has not seen half a sentence of scolding, beating people, the mother seems to have disappeared in his heart, Like a wisp of smoke, there was never a trace of it. At that time, she thought, since she obviously doesn't love, why do you have to torture each other in your heart? Why do people do such a flattering thing on both sides, is there any benefit to them in this way? The reason why she left home more was that she couldn't see her father and another woman living such a happy life, and her miserable mother knew why she couldn't break free from the shackles given by her family, so that she could live a happy life?

That year, when she went to offer incense to her mother, she saw a richly dressed man standing in front of her mother's tomb, and when she saw her coming over, she pulled out a sad smile and said to herself: "You really look like her, you are her daughter, right?" If I had been ruthless enough to take her with me, maybe she wouldn't have gone to another place so early, I really regretted it in my heart, but it was too late, I wanted to tell her that we finally don't have to worry about the things we used to do, and no one can stop us. For her, I have been going for so many years, only thinking about the way to make money, but I don't want to think that so many years have passed in the blink of an eye, I finally have endless money, but she can't be rich with me, this is a ridiculous thing, for her, I haven't married a wife in my life, I just think that she can promise me a chance again. It turned out to be too late. ”

If she knew that the person she had been thinking about had never forgotten her for a day, she would feel very satisfied, right? I have suffered so much in my life, there is always someone who has been thinking about myself, maybe they will be together in the next life, God can't treat good people badly for a few lifetimes.

Somehow she was immersed in the thoughts of the past and couldn't pull out, a thick sadness surrounded her, and this sad feeling filled her heart like water, making her unbearable, and desperately in need of a gap to lean out. The room was already immersed in darkness, she turned around and thought that this person had fallen asleep, but she looked into the dark and deep eyes, which made people unconsciously indulge in it, too warm, and too gentle, these things were what she needed most at the moment, so that she poured out all these things in her heart unconsciously.

The old prince's hand slapped her shoulder one by one, like a silent comfort, and the long sigh was more like sympathy and regret for her mother's suffering, because he thought about what kind of sadness this woman should have suffered so that his daughter should be brave to chase everything she wanted, even if she retreated, but she was still a very strong person, although it was different from the fighting array in the court, but it was also extremely sympathetic and distressing, she was just a very ordinary person, except for facing her mother full of grace every day, Later, I saw her father who didn't care about her, so at such a young age, she went to such a place to beg for life, how much helplessness and loneliness she had been bearing by herself, what a poor child, in fact, he should have learned about her past earlier, and at that time she would not have been the most vulnerable and worried, and she had been hanging on her to make her frightened and embarrassed.

He hugged the people around him tighter in his arms, kissed her forehead, and apologized again and again: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, if I could have thought about your difficulties, you wouldn't be sad." I'm really not a good person, I obviously like you but I care more about myself, I'm a selfish person to the extreme, otherwise I wouldn't have let your relationship with me become what it is today. It's just that no matter how much I confess my mistakes to you, are you unwilling to accept everything that exists behind me for me to be able to accept? Einiang, since I made this decision, I won't change, no matter what kind of hardships and hardships lie ahead, I won't back down, you believe me, even if I die, I will be with you, since I said this kind of thing, I won't lose you in my life. ”

At this time, Eniang burst into tears, her current mood is extraordinarily excited and melancholy, she doesn't know what kind of changes she will have with this man, what things she will face, but now she feels warm because she snuggles up to him and listens to his words, and she wants to rely on him even more.

After running around on this road to the capital for so long, this is the first time that their hearts are so close, so close that they can not only feel each other's breath and hear each other's heartbeats, it is as if two people have become one, and no one can shake each other's weight in each other's hearts. Maybe after this night, the old prince even had more confidence in the face of the emperor's criticism.

And Qian Yun in the other room couldn't sleep for a long time, seeing that she was getting closer and closer to the capital, there was no way to avoid the things she was about to face, and her heart was becoming more and more bottomless. She hugged Zhu Zhao's arm and whispered: "If the emperor's attitude is very tough, I don't want you to be wronged because of me, you finally got today's results, I don't want to be a stumbling block for you, so you can ignore me, really, I won't blame you." ”

Zhu Zhao was already hazy and almost asleep, and when he heard her say such a sentence coldly, his heart throbbed, and he said in a deep voice: "What nonsense are you talking about?" How could I have wronged you? Didn't we say yes at the beginning? You don't have to worry about it, it's all up to me, and I can't guarantee that I won't do anything more egregious if you say something like this in the future. I hope you understand that the great cause and the things between you and us do not affect each other, and not everyone can make me treat it so carelessly, so don't do it again, this kind of knowing that it will make me sad, you are not tired of saying it and I don't want to listen to it, it hurts too much. ”

Qian Yun just sighed: "I just think it's not worth it, if someone uses this matter to find you trouble in the future, what will you do if everything you have managed to fight down is easily taken away by others?" I know that although you don't say it, you are also competitive, you have been suppressed by others for so long, and if you continue like this, how can there be so much good luck waiting for you in life? Once I lose the opportunity, I'm afraid that it will be difficult to turn over in this life, and I really don't think it's necessary. ”

Zhu Zhao listened to her silently, he had been thinking about these things in his heart for a long time, if he was not sure, he would not resolutely do so, she seemed to have seen all kinds of things in the world, but she still couldn't understand what else was contained in them.

"I don't think it's going to be easy for you to face this time, even if you can block the mouths of the people, but there are always people who have to go to great lengths to give you unpleasantness, how can I not want to be able to stand by your side openly, but I also have to do what I can, make it difficult for you, I am even more unwilling."

Zhu Zhao touched her head and looked at her with more gentle and affectionate eyes, he knew that he was not looking at the wrong person at all, the woman he chose only had himself in his eyes, and he considered everything for himself, this kind of affection already made him happy, so what was he still looking forward to? How could it not be nice to her? The things in the capital are no longer as worthy of concern to him as they were at the beginning, even if there are thousands of difficulties waiting to hit him, he will not be afraid and panic.

He is no longer the person who can only survive behind others, his current ambition is enough to devour the imperial city, and the loss of those talented staff members under him has attracted many powerful people in the imperial city who do not have a team, and the other imperial brothers want to compete with themselves, but they are afraid that they will have to light it up well to succeed, after all, they accidentally hit their feet with the stones they lifted, which is too ugly. If you insist on not seeing through, or want to treat him like an ordinary person, then don't blame him for being ruthless, when the time comes, he can't care whether the person in front of him is his brother or an enemy, and he will inevitably be unceremoniously suppressed, in fact, even he himself is a little looking forward to what is about to happen, so that he can see for himself how he will carry out a counterattack.

Qian Yun didn't know what he was thinking, he just said to himself: "I'll live in my grandfather's house with my children then, if you have time, come to see us, if you are very busy, don't worry about the insecurity of our residence, it's the Liu family's own place, I don't believe that no matter how unreasonable I am, I can't treat a flat-headed ordinary person who has never done anything wrong?" ”

Zhu Zhao smiled and shook his head: "Although my father and emperor care about your identity, he will not treat you like that for no reason, after all, he has experienced the struggle for power between brothers, and the saddest thing in his heart is the rivalry between his sons, which is undoubtedly the saddest thing for him, so he will not do this kind of thing, let alone use his identity as the dignity of a country to deal with you A little girl, but my mother thinks that she can do this kind of thing." But you don't have to say that this is to heart, everything is with me, and she will definitely not be allowed to succeed. ”

In fact, Qian Yun could more or less feel that Zhu Zhao was extremely hostile to his mother, but she didn't have any position to say some words of consolation, Qian Hao was her own son, and she couldn't still do all kinds of things that made her feel unbelievable? People can't just look at the surface, maybe how good the surface is, always have those dirty things in their hearts, which will only make you from the beginning of the expectation and desire to never set foot again, because the reality is too cruel. Especially like them, the royal family that is all over the world is their family, they already have the ability to pick people, and their identity is not qualified, but it is not to blame that people just drive you down and don't want you to enter other people's homes, which is no wonder.

Qian Yun still prefers to stay in Jinju City to live her life well, carefree, she doesn't have to deal with those messy people, and she doesn't have to lower her status to please others, and no one wants to get any benefits from her. But here you can only follow the rules of others, and you can't let the whole family fall into the hands of others because of your own whims, and become an excuse for others to clean up themselves.