Chapter 256: The Final Farewell
For such a state, An Xiaoxue was unsure, she told Ouyang about her uneasiness, and Ouyang soon rushed to the hospital. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Xiao Luo and Da Tian also saw the information in WeChat, just because they were out of town, there was no way to rush back immediately, but Ouyang was always by An Xiaoxue's side, and these two guys were relieved.
On this day, my father said a lot, from many years ago to many years later, including his advice to everyone after he left.
Everyone thought that this was the best omen, and everyone could get together like this often in the future.
This state is very good until my mother comes over.
Just as everyone was talking, going to eat separately, and then returning to the ward, everything was beautiful at this moment, and everything completely collapsed.
An Xiaoxue clearly remembered that she and Ouyang had just come to the restaurant with their mother, and everyone didn't think of sitting down to eat at all, just thinking about packing up and returning to their father quickly.
An Xiaoxue had just picked up the menu, and before he started ordering, his mobile phone rang.
That's right, it was Aunt Meijuan who called, her voice was trembling and scared, and An Reni could be heard shouting "Daddy" over there on the phone.
"Xiao Xue, come back quickly, your father has been shouting your name, I'm afraid ......"
An Xiaoxue understood what Aunt Meijuan meant, her father kept shouting her name, and at this time, Ouyang and her mother also understood that things were not going well, so they hurried to the ward.
An Xiaoxue, who returned to the ward, was frightened by everything in front of him.
Where is the radiant father before, the father who appeared in front of him at this time seems to be an unconscious person.
Everyone was praying that my father had gotten better and that he could continue to be like that.
However, now, what's going on, everyone standing here can't accept such a change.
"Sister Shuqing, Lao An was fine just now, why is this all of a sudden?"
Aunt Meijuan was obviously panicked, although she knew what everything in front of her meant, but she was still unwilling to accept it at this time.
Mother has been holding Aunt Meijuan's hand, at such a moment, she can actually stand with Aunt Meijuan supporting each other like this, and I really don't know how this fate is arranged.
"Sister, although I have never wanted to admit this title, but there is no way, Dad still keeps calling your name at the last moment, I naturally hope that Dad can always be by your side."
When Arena said this, her expression was very calm, but the tears kept flowing.
An Xiaoxue didn't respond to anything, but kept paying attention to the doctor's emergency rescue, and his eyes never left the old man on the hospital bed.
My father's heart failed very quickly, as if he had run out of oil and had run out of energy.
Although everyone knows this outcome in their hearts, who can be willing to face it in person so easily.
The doctor's last effort is just the last comfort of the family, and there is no way to undo it, and no one can force it.
The last farewell, at the last moment, the doctor is also the last consolation to the family.
Mother and Aunt Meijuan were the closest to their father, and they were close to An Xiaoxue and An Reni behind them.
Ouyang on the side has been silent, on this occasion, although he is the only outsider, but, in his consciousness, he should be the person his father wants to talk to the most.
The last entrustment, although the father did not say it, everyone present understood that the father's last concern was An Xiaoxue, and the only person closely associated with An Xiaoxue was Ouyang.
In his father's mouth, he kept calling Xiao Ze's name, and An Xiaoxue gently held his father's hand, which was the first time in more than 20 years that An Xiaoxue held his father's hand.
In my memory, my father once held my hand and sent me to kindergarten, and when my father held him, he was so happy and down-to-earth.
At this time, my father's hand only felt old, weak, and cold.
"Dad, I'm Xiao Xue, I'm here."
An Xiaoxue kept repeating this sentence, but his father was obviously unconscious and didn't know what was happening around him.
It's just that An Xiaoxue's words seem to be understood by his father, and his father gently held An Xiaoxue's hand, the strength was too slight, but for An Xiaoxue, it was enough to feel the warmth of his heart.
"Small choices, small choices"
This name was on my father's lips until the end.
In the end, his father's hand completely let go of An Xiaoxue's hand.
When the father was gone, everyone could not hide their grief, and tears drowned out all the truth in front of them.
If all this can really be blurred so easily, then everyone is willing to stay awake for a long time in the blur of tears.
It's just that the pain of the living is known to the deceased, and the wounds of the deceased are understood by the living.
Even if they are not in the same world from now on, family affection and blood relationship still affect everyone's hearts.
My father walked away like this, peacefully.
It's not so much that life is fragile, but that life can withstand the grind.
His father's body was slowly pushed away, and An Xiaoxue's nerves completely collapsed, and he fell to the ground with a bang, and then he didn't know anything.
Ouyang has always been by An Xiaoxue's side, and when he woke up, there were more Xiao Luo and Datian around him.
Everything after that, everyone was by their side, and they all faced it together, including Xiao Luo and Datian, who came back later.
"It turns out that I have tormented myself for so long with more than 20 years of entangled family affection, and at the same time, my father is also using unbearable responsibilities to tie himself up for the rest of my life."
After An Xiaoxue woke up, the first thing he said was sad, but relieved.
Ouyang, sitting in front of An Xiaoxue's bed, took An Xiaoxue in his arms, "Everything will be fine, you have been too tired lately." ”
Ouyang's comfort is what An Xiaoxue needs most at this time, yes, everything will be fine, but some things are really uncomfortable in my heart.
"It turns out that in my father's heart, I have always been troubled by responsibility, it turns out that at the end of my life, his heart is still thinking about me, it turns out that in the deepest part of my father's consciousness, I am so irreplaceable."
An Xiaoxue muttered to herself, no one bothered her anymore, let her sort out her heart.
In my heart, I always put something else in place, and I have to give way to many things before.
Now, although I can't say or understand my father's feelings, what is certain is that this feeling, in the depths of An Xiaoxue's consciousness, has changed, and it has been changing, everything in the past