Chapter Seventy-One: The Past of the Book of Incense
Guixiang is in the center, tonight is very lively, Meiyu just occasionally got the favor of the little Hou Ye a month ago, I don't want to have it, the little Hou Ye came to her house twice a month, at most three times, she has never been pregnant in the past, I have always thought that I can't conceive it, I have been distressed, thinking about whether to find a doctor to prescribe some medicine that can get pregnant, now it's okay, as long as I give birth to this child, I have a foothold in the Hou Mansion, Meiyu thought beautifully in her heart. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
The people are also happy for the aunt, especially her two personal maids, who run before and after, they have to be nervous, don't mention it, I can't wait to tell the people of the Quanhou Mansion that our aunt is pregnant with a little son. One person attained the Tao, the chicken and dog ascended to heaven, and their minions who followed Aunt Jiang went out smoothly, and the people in the courtyard of the other aunts were flattering.
Cui Shuyan is resting in Guixiangju to accompany Meiyu today, Xiangshu is sitting alone in the room, listening to the two little girls outside the window describing the lively appearance of Guixiangju next door tonight, as if it is the New Year. Quietly, looking around, the minions stretched their necks and wanted to run over, which made her feel cold. All of this made Xiangshu unstoppably sad, sitting in the room sullenly alone, ignoring no one.
Yin'er, the eldest girl of Xiangshu, brought a basin of water and said, "Auntie, freshen up, it's time to rest." ”
Xiangshu nodded sullenly and did not speak.
Yin'er twisted a handkerchief to scrub her, and broke her hair, so that her aunt could relax, after all, it was a tired day.
"If my brother is still here, I'm afraid he will be three years old!" Xiangshu said with some sadness, with sadness flowing in his eyes. She seemed to be talking to Yin'er, and it seemed to be talking to herself, the peony flowers outside the window were blooming just right, and the clusters of fiery red stinged people's eyes.
It turned out that Xiangshu also had a child three years ago, but when he was more than five months old, he fell for some reason and had fetal gas, and then he was bedridden for a month to raise the fetus, and he took a lot of tocolytic drugs, but he couldn't save it and had a miscarriage.
At that time, I was walking in the garden, and the old grandmothers in the house said that walking more is conducive to production, who would have thought that I would fall while walking. Now that she thinks about it, she seems to vaguely remember that something hit her left calf, and then she fell to the ground unsteadily, and when she fell to the ground, she hit a rock, and then her left leg began to cramp non-stop.
Later, the little marquis ordered someone to find it, where she fell, there was no foreign object around at all, but Xiangshu always felt that something should hit his left leg, so he would cause himself to fall, and the little marquis sent someone to check again, but he still found nothing, saying that in addition to some flowers and trees are dirt and pebbles, there is nothing strange. Everyone unanimously said that it should be Xiangshu who suddenly had a cramp in her foot while walking, and fell down because of herself, probably because she was too unlucky.
In the end, even Xiangshu felt that maybe she was really hallucinating, and nothing hit her at all, just a sudden leg cramp, but the bad thing was that it was not the right time for this leg cramp, but she had a seizure in the garden where she was walking, causing her to fall and move the fetus, and finally lost the fetus in her womb.
The doctor later saw that pregnant women will have cramps, generally starting in the fourth month of pregnancy, some of them start to have symptoms as early as two months, and those who are late will have leg cramps in the seventh or eighth month.
Xiangshu hadn't had cramps when he was four months old, and he didn't want to start cramping at this time and suddenly he had a very bad cramp, which was really fatal.
Only then did everyone suddenly realize that it was so, and pregnant women would have calf cramps when they were pregnant. At this time, many women who have given birth to children remember that they did have leg cramps when they were pregnant, but each person's body is different, and the cramp time is different, some are at three or four months, some are at seven or eight months, and most are at five or six months. I can't help but believe it now, this time it's completely my own carelessness, it's an accident, my luck is not good, no wonder others.
It's really pitiful, when the child fell, I heard the midwife say that it moved twice, snorted twice, and was still alive, but there was no movement after a while, the little child, a red glass man, is a baby boy with a handle, the limbs have been fully developed, the ears, nose and mouth are complete. He closed his eyes forever before he could see the world, and he was supposed to be a happy child, but now he was a cold corpse, buried forever deep in the earth without a trace of light.
Xiangshu wanted to take one last look at the child, but the young lady said that she couldn't see it, it was unlucky, so she asked a mother-in-law to wrap it up and hurriedly hugged it out.
In this way, Xiangshu never hugged his biological child once, and the child never stayed in his mother's arms for a short time. The child didn't survive a day in this world, so he didn't have a name, and he couldn't be buried in the ancestral grave of the Cui family, so he just found a random place to dig a pit and bury it.
Without a child, there is no hope, the little marquis came to see it a few times, and told her that there will be a child, and another one after raising her body, and accompanied her for two days, and said a lot of comforting words, which made Xiangshu's heart feel a little better.
The young lady also called someone to come at that time, and brought some things to replenish her body, but the person who came was Chunqin, she was already mean, and she could say anything good, so angry that Xiangshu cried several times in the middle of the month, and then fell ill, afraid of cold, and coughed in winter. Fortunately, Xiangmo has always been by her side, talking with her every day to relieve her boredom, so that Xiangshu will not be immersed in sorrow and unable to extricate herself.
Dreaming of the past is sad in vain,
Leaning against the window on a moonlit night and weeping.
Since the child fell, Xiangshu has never been able to conceive, but Xiangmo is pregnant and gave birth to a daughter, in fact, Xiangshu is envious of Xiangmo, even if it is a daughter, she also wants to have one, but unfortunately God makes people, three years, her belly has never bulged again. Xiangshu stroked her stomach, which was flat and flat, without a trace of fat, and she silently cried alone until dawn.