361 Beauty is a disaster for women.

"Mama said that a life like a mother is the best example. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

When she was young, her mother was beautiful and famous in the capital, and she was named the first beauty in Dongyu.

At first, her father admired her beauty, and he loved her extremely madly, and doted on her with all his might.

Even if my mother wanted the stars in the sky, my father would not hesitate to take them off.

A man is a strange creature, when he loves you, how affectionate he is, and when he abandons you, how affectionate he is.

Later, my mother became pregnant with me very quickly, and it would have been a happy beginning for her.

However, reality gave her a heavy slap in the face.

Because after she became pregnant, her father accepted the third aunt without hesitation on the grounds that her mother could not continue to serve her.

That's it, it's not over, and in the end, he lost his life for the top brand of a green building. ”

Jing Niang lay on Lin Yixue and said sadly.

"Perhaps, your mother is just a case? What happened to her was just an accident? We can't choke on food, can we? Lin Yixue climbed up hard while enlightening Jing Niang.

She firmly believes that as long as she doesn't give up and works hard enough, she will definitely be able to lead Jingniang to escape.

"yes, that's what I used to think.

Once upon a time, Mama said this, I still didn't believe it, refuted her, and felt that my mother was just an accident.

What is wrong with a girl who looks young and beautiful?

Relatively speaking, because she is beautiful, she will definitely have more chances to find her husband than other women, and she will be able to live the good life she wants earlier.

However, as it turned out, I was still wrong.

Since I was a child, because of my beauty, those ladies of the family never played with me, were jealous of me, and they were scheming all day long, bullying me in a different way, and making me ugly at banquets and banquets.

It seems that only in this way can they achieve the balance in their hearts.

And those who covet my beauty are all squirrels and playboys.

Men from good families think that I am not a good girl, and I usually use my beauty to charm others.

I don't like it, I like it, but people don't want to marry me.

In this way, I inexplicably became an older girl, and I couldn't get married until I was very big.

Later, there was a time when I wanted to escape into the empty door and live the rest of my life quietly. ”

"Then what about later, why did you come to Western Xia again? Do you know that Western Xia and Eastern Yu are far away? Lin Yixue asked curiously.

I have to say that through the conversation, while diverting Jingniang's attention, it also successfully aroused Lin Yixue's gossip and aroused her interest, but ignored some physical fatigue.

"Yes, God does not fulfill people's wishes.

Last year, when I even found a nunnery and was about to step into Buddhism, Western Xia changed enemies, and Liang Ye rebelled and became emperor. Then, I was sent to Xixia and his relatives by a holy decree, inexplicably.

At first, I thought that as long as I kept a Buddha heart and didn't compete with others for favor, I would definitely be able to live the stable life I wanted.

However, as it turned out, I was still wrong.

Since the day I stepped into the palace, my beauty has been destined to be inevitable, all kinds of jealousy and calculations in the harem.

However, to my surprise, Liang Ye really protected me at the beginning and made decisions for me everywhere.

As long as it is those who have bullied me, or who intend to calculate me, after he knows it for a while, no matter who the other party is, he will never be soft on punishment, it is really three thousand beauties in the harem, and he only spoils me alone. ”

"Isn't that great? How did it become what it was later? Lin Yixue asked vaguely.

Actually, she didn't want Lin Yixue to deliberately reveal Jingniang's scars, but she really couldn't resist her curiosity and wanted to know the ins and outs of the matter.

"Yes, at the beginning, I also felt that I had met my lover and found a big backer, and I even thought I was the happiest woman in the world.

Later, when I was full of joy, I thought that I had finally kept the clouds open and saw the moon, and finally hit true love.

Reality slapped me hard again.

Because, after the initial novelty, Liang Ye gradually exposed his cruel nature.

He...... He has an extremely perverted personality, moody, and usually takes pleasure in abusing people.

Every night, he tried to torture me in a different way, and he himself seemed to get a lot of pleasure from it.......

Those days, for me, were really like hell.

Externally, I was dressed brightly all day long, with infinite scenery, and I had to endure the jealousy and resentment of everyone in the harem.

However, only I know that in fact, every day of my life is covered with blood and tears.

Just when I was desperate for life and ready to end my own life.

I unexpectedly found out that I was pregnant, and Liang Ye was also very happy when he found out, and soon found a new partner, no longer torturing me.

I thought that this child must be the savior sent to me by God, and she saw that I was living too hard, so she came to save me.

With her, I am finally no longer lonely in this world.

Therefore, for the sake of my children, I also have to live strongly. ”

At the mention of the child, Jing Niang's tone unconsciously softened, full of the power of maternal love.

"And what about later? Where have your children gone? Where is she now? Is it still in Western Xia? Lin Yixue asked incredulously.

Jing Niang even had a child, which was too unexpected for Lin Yixue.

"No, when I was more than five months pregnant, I was taking a walk in the Imperial Garden, and I was plotted and pushed into the lake inexplicably.

You don't know, at that time, the child will move, every night, she is in my belly, will greet me, keep jumping around, left punch, right punch, spend a very happy night with me.

The days of pregnancy were the happiest days of my life, and I was looking forward to what my child would be like when she was born.

The only wish is that no matter whether she is a man or a woman, I just hope that she will not look as beautiful as herself.

Perhaps, her mother is not great and does not have much ability, but I am willing to use all my efforts to protect her, and will not let her live a frightened and unloved life like me.

However, just like that, a little living life, when I was rescued from the lake and woke up again, it left me quietly......"

Jing Niang couldn't say it anymore at all, and the whole person was lying on Lin Yixue's shoulder, crying couldn't help herself.

Cold tears dripped onto Lin Yixue's shoulders and soaked large swaths of her clothes.