The girl, looking up at the blue sky outside the window, tears rolled down her cheeks, dripping on the floor, and shattering into small crystal flowers. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Sitting back at her desk, the girl picked up her pen and wrote down such a letter that did not need to be mailed.

Dear Mom and Dad: (How are you?) This is how the letter should be written...... ）

When you read this letter, your daughter is no longer in this world.

I'm tired of this kind of life, reading endless books, practicing the piano, and drawing endless paintings every day. When it comes to holidays, there is only homework to be done. I was a kid and my life wasn't supposed to be like this. I yearn for the blue sky, but you give me a cage, I yearn for freedom, but you give me shackles. I love everything in the world, flowers, grasses, birds, fish. But I can only face this boring text and black and white keys every day. Did you know? None of this is what I wanted.

I hate those books, even though they can give me knowledge. I hated it, even though it trained my temperament, and it was so expensive. I hated this home, even though it kept me fed and clothed. But I just hate everything here, not why.

Sixteen years, how many sixteen years will there be in life, why are other people's sixteen years spent in joy, but my sixteen years are **** torture? I don't want to struggle with pain anymore, I just want to fly freely now.

I know you love me very much, but you are using the wrong method. What I want, you never cared about, what I hated, you gave generously.

This world is no longer worth my attachment to, and the college entrance examination is too difficult for me. You won't be able to understand the pressure I'm facing. Did you know? Even when I sleep and dream, I am awakened by the failure of the college entrance examination. I'm so scared, I don't know how I should face it, how should I face you if I fail the college entrance examination? How to face the teacher? How to face those classmates who envy me. I'm so tired, I can't breathe under the weight of this mountain. I don't understand why, I have to face such a dilemma, in front of me, the insurmountable mountain, behind me, your expectant eyes. I can't move forward, I can't go back, hopeless! All that is left in my world is despair!

Now, I'm leaving this world of despair, which has never been better for me. Life is as boring as the rows of black and white keys on the piano. None of this compares to the leap I'm about to make. I'm going to die, and I'm going to be free from this stress forever. When my corpse was lying on the cold concrete floor, they would say, yes, that's very proud!

Mom and Dad, I love you too, and I'm so happy to be your daughter. But I'm sorry, my daughter can't be by your side anymore. Don't blame your daughter, you should be proud of your daughter. Because I will use my life to fight against this great pressure, and victory will be mine.

Before I left, I already missed you, and I wanted to see you again! But I can't do that, I'm afraid, that attachment will make me lose my courage, I'm afraid, I'll cry in front of you. I am your strong and brave daughter! How am I, how can I let you see my vulnerability.

Do you remember? That year, I was eight years old, and you took me to play outside. We watched the mountains and rivers together, held the boat together and swayed on the blue waves, blew the wind together, shouted together, sang together, at that time, how happy! In my short life, it was the most beautiful and happiest time, and I wish I could still be like that time, holding my mother with my left hand and my father with my right hand, and going to that distant place together. Look at different mountains, touch different water, listen to different sounds, and taste different flavors. I hope that time can stay at that moment forever, so that there will be no more troubles in this world, no more piano, no more drawing boards, no more dance teachers, no more college entrance examinations......

I'm leaving, leaving you, leaving this world where you can't breathe freely. Hopefully, in heaven, there won't be so much pressure anymore, so that I can play freely, breathe freely, and fly freely.

Goodbye, my dearest Mom and Dad, I will be watching you in heaven. If there is an afterlife, I will still be your daughter, and at that time, you should learn how to love me, right? If there is an afterlife, I will definitely love you well. Farewell, dear mom, farewell, dear dad, farewell, dear everything......

"Master, what do you mean?" I saw a new word that I had never seen before, it's not that I have a low level of education, I really don't understand. Well, my education level is so average that I can't even read what a high school student writes.

"Yawang, you don't even know what it means?" The brain hole looked down on me.

"I don't know." I answered rightly, I don't know what's wrong, there are so many words in the world, do I have to know them all?

"Yawang, that is...... Uh, the noble gaze. Got it? The answer was very unconvincing.

"A noble gaze? I've only heard of the death gaze. "It's really hard for me to be convinced, what the hell Yawang is, maybe I can only know when I go back to Baidu.

Yawang refers to the high fame, and since ancient times, it has been used to describe famous people. However, I don't particularly understand her usage, just from a literal analysis, the statement of the master of the brain hole is also reasonable. "Feng Linwan is a cultural person in the end, and what he said is the truth. However, why did she say such things as Master Brain Hole? It's none of my business, she said, to beat, beat her.

"Brain holes? Didn't you keep calling me the Nine Kings? When did you break down with Xiaoyin? The brain hole sneered, and it didn't seem to be angry about it.

"Please forgive Lin Wan for being rude, Xiaoyin usually calls you brainy, Lin Wan is also quick to speak, and I hope that His Royal Highness the Nine Kings will forgive me." Feng Lin Wan gave a slight salute to the brain hole.

What age are they? You've watched too many of these two Qing court dramas, right? Can you speak properly? Drag the text~ It seems that you are cultured, right? Master, I am also the master of a few years of college, undergraduate diploma, bachelor's degree, am I a cow? Am I showing off? The little girl, who doesn't learn well day by day, drags on what kind of text.

This little girl named Shen Mengyang, after writing a suicide note, has been standing in front of the window, while shedding tears, while sending messages on her mobile phone, and her best friends, goodbye......

Sixteen years old, what a beautiful scene. How many people in this world dream of going back to that day, living their lives all over again, making new choices, filling their regrets back then, making up for their past mistakes, and taking a look at the relatives they miss day and night. Those who lose are nostalgic, and those who have it don't know how to cherish it...... Just like this girl, she originally had a life that countless people envied, but she was the only one who felt that her life was not perfect. Life is always like this, feeling sorry for yourself in the best years, and regretting in the happiest days.

She jumped, a young girl in the flower season, with all the good things in the world, but she jumped down, and ended her enviable, youthful and wonderful life...... (To be continued.) )