(Today's writing is a nostalgia for girls' generation, the Black Sea, how old things are, are so blurred, and the same is true of the crown, the Black Sea is thought-provoking, it makes people grow, although it is also very uncomfortable.) Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info but survived, and everything was fine. ）

"What do you mean?"

"What? What's the point, I'm just saying that my Qing history is relatively clean. Xu Yao waved his hand, looking at Zheng Xiuyan's appearance, she finally looked like an iceberg princess on the Internet, looking at the comments on the Internet, it seemed to be terrifying, but Xu Yao wanted to see it. From the beginning to the present, I have never seen Zheng Xiuyan like this, and even the argument just now is stupid and cute, Xu Yao is really a little curious about the state of the iceberg princess. However, he didn't want to touch her moldy head, in case Zheng Xiuyan made her uncomfortable, he was still her temporary agent, and he agreed, he couldn't leave halfway without permission, if she was okay, she would have fun with Xu Yao, it would be interesting.

"You mean my love history isn't clean?" Zheng Xiuyan's cold voice seemed to freeze the air.

Xu Yao couldn't wait to slap himself, what did he say? Isn't that uncomfortable? Stupid, stupid!

"Ani, that's not what I meant." Xu Yao waved his hand, wanting to explain.

"What does that mean?" Zheng Xiuyan's face turned red because she was excited, "Didn't you say that you have kissed fewer women?" Am I taking advantage of you? Zheng Xiuyan's cold eyes kept staring at Xu Yao, and Xu Yao was a little chilled by her.

"Ani, I'm talking nonsense, don't you care." Xu Yao touched the back of her head, and saw that Zheng Xiuyan had a tendency to blacken, and immediately began to soften.

"Nonsense? Didn't I just take advantage of you! You've kissed fewer women, I've kissed more men, and I've taken advantage of you, isn't that what you mean? Zheng Xiuyan's voice became sharp because of Thailand's excitement, and her cold eyes gradually became misty. Don't you just say I'm indecent? Don't you just think I'm not pure? ”

"I didn't, I was really wrong!" Xu Yao hurriedly explained, but it didn't seem to work.

Xu Yao's words completely became the wind in Zheng Xiuyan's ears, no, he didn't even pass his ears, and he was left behind by Zheng Xiuyan.

"Where did I misbehave? Where is not pure? I've been in love once in my life, or when I was in middle school, I didn't even have a closer male friend since my debut, one! Piece! All! Not! Yes! Zheng Xiuyan shouted loudly, "Why do you say that about me? Why? ”

"But send Amida, the pianist!" Xu Yao bowed and apologized on the side, but it was completely useless.

"Do you think it's easy for me to be an idol? When the notice was busy, I didn't even get three hours of sleep a day, and once I didn't rest for two days and two nights! Zheng Xiuyan recalled the painful past, tears were swirling in her eyes, and she would fall if she was not careful. What do you think I want to kiss someone else? Obviously there is no script on it, what can I do if the director wants to add drama? Why don't you say it? You say! ”

"Can't you say no?" Xu Yao has become cautious when he speaks now, afraid that he will accidentally excite Zheng Xiuyan again.

"No, of course! However, I don't act, there are so many people who want to act! Does that director care about a little idol like me? The sneer on the corner of Zheng Xiuyan's mouth was unscrupulous, "What do you say I should do?" If I don't act, others want to say that I am a big name, I can only act well, I don't dare to recruit myself! However, when I acted, you said that I was not indecent, that I was not simple, what does this mean? It's not right for me to act, it's not okay if I don't act, what do you want to do? Let me die? ”

The tears in his eyes were pouring down his cheeks and flowing through the corners of his mouth, which must have been bitter. Mom said that when a sad person sheds tears, tears are bitter.

Click.

Teardrops are connected lines of sadness, flowing on the ground.

Xu Yao didn't speak, just took a few tissues from the table next to him and gave them to Zheng Xiuyan, he knew that Zheng Xiuyan had been backlogged these words for too long, too long, so long that he had fermented in his heart, otherwise it would be impossible to lose his temper like this in front of Xu Yao, a person who had just met.

"In 2008, wasn't that what it was? Scold me for being a mean woman and lure others. Send me razor blades, dead rats, blood books, dead models, and even those who want to pour me concentrated sulfuric acid, and I just want to say, why do this to me? At that time, I was just a twenty-year-old girl, why are you so inhuman? Just bear to do such a despicable, shameless, and excessive thing to a stubborn little girl? Zheng Xiuyan wiped her tears with a tissue, but her mouth did not stop, "Aren't I just a little closer to the Oba?" Anyone with a discerning eye can see that it can't be true, at this time, your IQ has been eaten by dogs? Why can't you understand it? I've always known anti, hacked me, scolded me. Aren't I just pretty? Do you have to say that I have had plastic surgery? Why? Why? ”

Zheng Xiuyan's voice broke when she spoke, and she stopped for a while, sobbing on the side.

”hing~hing……“

"Do you know our combination?" Zheng Xiuyan suddenly had a sad smile on her face, "Forget it, you definitely don't know." In 2008, we had four encounters in the Black Sea, and you know what it was like? The whole audience was dark, and the surroundings were filled with shouting, disgust, and rejection. At that time, it was like I was derailed from the world, thinking that I shouldn't be there, that I shouldn't be there. At that time we were all a bunch of girls under twenty years old, hated, rejected, and anticut, and we all survived, do you know how hard it was for us? ”

"At that time, it seems that there were hundreds of thousands of anti in our girls' generation! How many goblins, known as 800,000 fairy queens? Forgot. Half of them are mine. But in the end, I managed to survive. Zheng Xiuyan's tears did not flow again, Xu Yao was also listening carefully beside him, he knew that she needed to talk and vent.

"But after surviving it, yes, it's really popular, but it's not as good as I imagined, there is no regular work and rest time, there is no separate space for yourself, some are just announcements, just snoring in the nanny's car, and some are just laughter that doesn't belong to you on variety shows."

"Why are you doing this? Why are you still scolding me? I've tried hard enough! When Zheng Xiuyan said this, she burst into tears again, and her tears couldn't stop flowing down, and her words were all grievances. Why? ”

"There are things that don't have a reason and don't know why. Just like when a person dies, no one knows why they are dying or why they are living. It's like parting, no one knows why they want to separate, and no one wants to separate, but when the time comes, they have to separate. ”

I know, I know what you said, you are sad, she is sad, and I am sad when I am young and I don't know that she is sad.

So, wouldn't it be better to have so many people with you to be sad?

I think so.

That's what she told me.