Chapter 04: Lost in a Dream
After eating, Wei Youqi involuntarily came to the desk, staring at the teacher's notes on the table, he told himself over and over again not to read it, but this notebook seemed to have a kind of magic, attracting him to get closer step by step. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
I don't know if he was attracted by books or defeated by his curiosity in the end, but he heard Wei Youzhi scold: "Damn! You win! He sat down at the table again, and opened his notes with both hands.
"I am grateful to God for giving me such an opportunity, and I am also grateful for knowing how to fight hard at a critical moment. While time is only a symbol for me, I have been on the verge of collapse again and again in the long years of waiting.
Fortunately, he appeared, the original owner of this body, a psychologist. His dreams were different from anything I'd ever had, they were magical. ”
At the mention of the teacher, Wei Youqi's heart tightened. If, as the notes say, he came in 2000, when he was still in elementary school, then the mentor who had been teaching him in college was already the person of his dreams? Thinking of the teacher's kind face and dedication, he couldn't associate the two together. With a long breath, Wei Youzhi continued to see.
"In his dreams, I clearly saw the real world he was in, and it was so real that I wanted to reach out and touch it. In the dream, I was transformed into a person exactly like him, and we stood face to face, and there seemed to be a watershed in between, where on his side was the real world, and on my side it was a dream created by him.
He looked sluggish, and I was controlled by his thoughts, standing motionless across from him.
This calm lasted for a long time, and he and I remained still, staring into each other's eyes. I saw that his expression was getting more and more painful, and his whole body seemed to be struggling, and the dream space on my side was gradually shrinking at this time, slowly becoming nothing.
I unconsciously closed my eyes, thinking that what awaited me was the next person's dream. Suddenly, I opened my eyes again in surprise.
'Can I move?' Can you be moved by your own thoughts? ’
Stunned, surprised, or excited, I can't describe how I felt at that time, and reality didn't have time for me to continue the changes in my heart, the dream at this time was getting smaller and smaller, and the real world he was in was slowly magnifying.
It dawned on me that this was an opportunity, an opportunity I had been waiting for for so long. I tried all my strength to break free from the dream, but only half of my body was out, and the other half couldn't break free. I looked at him in reality, and his body unconsciously entered my dream, and like me, he only entered half of it. He looked panicked and struggled outward.
As if aware of something, I grabbed him with both hands and pushed him into the dream with all my might, and at that moment, I knew I might kill him or push him into the abyss of this nightmare.
But I can only do this, this is my chance, I have been waiting for this day for a really long time, and I can only know what it feels like to be manipulated day after day, I have experienced countless horrible dreams, but they are really insignificant compared to our lives. The real nightmare is that you have an independent mind and consciousness, but no freedom to act.
The dream has collapsed, and the small one is only a small space where we are. For the sake of freedom in my heart, I tried my best to finally push him into the abyss of dreams, and I completely stepped into reality. At the moment when he was all submerged in the dream, the dream disappeared, and all that came into his eyes was real.
I looked at the real room and it dawned on me! It turned out that it was because he was forced to sleep with his eyes open that I found the opportunity to come to this world, and I burst into tears for a while.
I felt the feeling of dominating my body: crying when I wanted to cry, laughing when I wanted to laugh, talking when I wanted to talk, walking when I wanted to walk, I tried various expressions and movements over and over again, and my heart was so excited that I couldn't get enough excitement.
In order to thank God for this opportunity, and for the sake of the former owner of this body, I decided to be a good person, a person who can benefit the world.
For more than a thousand years, I have existed in the dreams of countless people, and I know the desires and darkness in the human heart, but I want to be a real person, a person who is far away from desire and darkness! ”
Wei Youqi put down his notes, and he finally had answers to some questions. But the dream mentioned in the note, he couldn't help but be afraid.
"Then why is the dream so much like the dream I keep having? In his dream, there is also a person like himself, and the two of them look at each other, and there is also a separate barrier in the middle. ”
The more Wei Youqi thought about it, the more frightened he became, "Is there also a 'dream man' like the teacher who wants to break free from the dream?" But why is it in your own dreams every time? This seems to be different from what the teacher said. What the hell is going on? ”
He scratched his head with both hands as if he was in a hurry, and he couldn't calm down for a long time. Suddenly, he had a flash of inspiration: "That's right, notes!" Wei Youqi hurriedly picked up the notes and continued to look down, hoping to find the real reason for his nightmare.
"It's been three days since I came into this world, and I've been afraid to sleep. I was afraid, afraid that as soon as I closed my eyes, I would have a dream with the same scene as at that time, I was afraid that my affairs would be known by more of the same kind, and I was even more afraid that I would be pulled back to that world by other 'dreamers' in my dreams, and then the free life I had won so hard would come to naught.
But sleep is what the human body needs, and I was powerless to resist after all, and after trying for three days and three nights without sleeping, I finally couldn't support it anymore and fell into a deep sleep.
When I woke up, I was pleasantly surprised because I wasn't dreaming, and it was like that for the next few days. So I made a bold guess: I wouldn't dream at all!
This discovery made me excited again, and it meant that I could stay in this free world forever and never have to worry about going back to the abyss of that nightmare one day. ”
Looking at the contents of the notes, Wei Youqi began to sympathize with the teacher and the so-called "dream people", although now he was still silently telling himself that this might not be real.
Yes, Wei Youqi did not fully believe it. It is very difficult for a person who has received an orthodox education from an early age to accept this phenomenon that is detached from scientific explanations.
In fact, human beings have a common problem: they will not believe what they have not seen with their own eyes, but in fact, they may have accepted it silently in their hearts, but they have not yet realized it.
Just like those who believe in the theory of evolution, although they think that human beings evolved from animals and will return to dust after death, they have to burn paper money for the dead at every sacrifice, hoping that they will live a better life in the other world.
For example, although those atheists do not believe in gods, they are extremely afraid of ghosts and dare not watch ghost movies, for fear that they will really encounter those powerful ghosts. But since there is no god, how can the ghost say? It's nothing more than human beings deceiving themselves.
Wei Youqi is like this now, maybe only he knows whether he really doesn't believe it or doesn't want to believe it in his heart!
After reading this note, he suddenly stopped dwelling on his nightmare, and said to himself: "Let it be!" If the person in my dream could succeed, I believe that he would have succeeded long ago. Besides, my dream is still different from that of the teacher, maybe it's just an ordinary dream! Being scared for a nonsensical dream is really not the attitude that a psychologist should have. ”
Wei Youqi suddenly felt that his vision had changed: yes! Is there really room for dreams, and what does it have to do with real people in dreams? When people come into this world, they can't predict how long their life will be, maybe death will be tomorrow, maybe next year. But we can't worry every day that we will die suddenly. It's about living the present well, and living it wonderfully! It is not in vain that he came to the world once.
What if the teacher is a "dream man"? He did not come to the world in vain, he worked hard to do scientific research for the benefit of mankind during his lifetime, and he still won the admiration of future generations after his death! If you can live without a shame, that's enough!
Wei Youqi closed the note and put it back in the box along with the Erlenmeyer flask containing the green liquid. At the moment he figured it out, he decided not to open it anymore, because it didn't matter to him whether he saw it or not.
The current life is the most important, Wei Youzhi decided to go to the magazine tomorrow to see Tianai, for the content of the note, he owes his girlfriend a date, and she has not forgiven herself yet. He decided not to tell her yet, because no amount of promise could surprise her more than a real action.
Packing up his thoughts, Wei Youqi finished washing, lay on the bed and prepared to sleep, looking forward to a surprise to Tianai tomorrow.
The dawn of dawn quietly lifted the light veil of night, spit out the brilliant morning sun, and ushered in a new day.
Wei Youqi woke up from the dream again, "Is it the same dream again?" He smiled self-deprecatingly, nothing new, and he was not worried at all now.
After brushing his teeth and washing his face, he changed into a crisp suit and tidied up in front of the mirror for a long time before nodding with satisfaction and going out.
Wei Youqi is only 28 years old this year, and he looks handsome, Chu Tianai is one year younger than him, although he does not have the appearance of heaven and man, he is also a rare beauty embryo. The two can be said to be talented and beautiful, but because both parties are too busy with work, they never get married.
In fact, it is mainly Wei Youqi, because of the teacher's research needs, he only has one assistant himself, so he has been busy and has no time to think about anything else, and even holidays are extremely rare.
The teacher never wastes a little time, he spends all his time on research, I have to say that Lu Song's practical actions have imperceptibly affected him, so that Wei Youqi also cherishes time very much.