Chapter 220: Deep Love

In the past three days, Yan Xining has been lying by the window every day to watch Xie Ronghua's every move, she saw groups of officials she knew or didn't know kneeling behind him and kowtowing to him and saying something, she couldn't hear their conversation, but she could guess the content, it was nothing more than asking him to focus on the overall situation and marry the Khitan princess!

When she watched him slowly stand up in front of Xie Yunzhi in the pouring rain, she knew that everything was settled, and she thought she would be sad, but she didn't expect her heart to be calm and even she was a little surprised, maybe because she had expected such a result a long time ago, so when this moment really came, she could accept it so calmly!

She gently stroked her lower abdomen, and said to the child in her heart: "Baby, in the future, our mother will depend on each other, my mother may not be able to give you a respected status, a rich life, but my mother promised you, in my lifetime, I will do my best to protect you, love you, let you have no worries about food and clothing, grow up happily, my mother is sorry for you, so that you were born without a father, but all this is voluntary by your mother, your mother does not hate your father, so you don't hate her." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"

She whispered to the child for a while, and then fell asleep in a daze, in the dream, she became a fish, and Xie Ronghua became a bird, he stood on the shore, staring at her affectionately, she tried to jump out of the water, touch him, but no matter how hard she tried, she could not get out of the water, time passed day by day, and finally, other birds fell, they were Xie Yun, Xie Yunzhi, Zhang Xuance, and even Yun Yifan, they kept calling around Xie Ronghua, and kept hovering in the air, finally, Xie Ronghua looked at her helplessly, spread her wings and flew into the air, she didn't want him to go, she used all her strength, and finally jumped out of the water and jumped on the shore, the fins hit the cold ground, making her bloody, she called Xie Ronghua, wanting to tell him that she could touch him, but he was gone, the sun was getting bigger and bigger, the body was getting drier and drier, the fish was out of the water, and she could only meet death in despair.

She was startled, woke up, felt a slight jolt in her body, and realized that she was no longer in the palace.

At this moment, she was in the carriage, the sound of the carriage rushing to her ears, a pair of strong arms around her waist, the familiar warm breath lingered around her, his arms were so warm and fascinating, but she had to let go, if this continues, her end may be worse than her in the dream, they have never been people of the same world, and now, it is time to end.

Her hand slowly but firmly opened his arms, and Xie Ronghua was startled and woke up.

He had changed into clean clothes, his face was pale and haggard, his eyes were bloodshot because he had not rested for many days, he looked at Yan Xi's clear eyes, his gaze dodged slightly, and said softly: "Are you awake?" In the palace they did not embarrass you. ”

Yan Xining shook her head and asked in a low voice, "Where are we going?" ”

Xie Ronghua smiled lowly and said in a dumb voice: "Naturally, you want to go home, is it possible that you want to live in the palace all the time." ”

Home, what a good word, but where is her home?

Yan Xi looked at him quietly, suddenly smiled, and said softly: "Rong Hua, do you know? I was living in the palace, and I could see the Linde Hall through the window. ”

Xie Ronghua's face changed when he heard her words, he let go of his hand little by little, and said in a low voice: "You know everything?" ”

Yan Xining smiled miserably, "If I don't know, do you plan to hide it from me all the time and directly invite me to drink the wedding wine of you and Princess Khitan." ”

"No, it's not." Xie Ronghua denied in a panic, hugged her into his arms, he hugged her tightly, and explained in a low voice: "Xi Ning, you know that everything is not my will, the Khitan is powerful, we can't afford to offend, and my father threatens your life again, I have no way to ......"

"Ronghua, let's stop here! If you let me go, I will never disturb your life with Princess Qin in the future. Yan Xining interrupted him lightly.

"No!" He roared in a low voice: "Yeluyan only has the name of Princess Qin, nothing will happen between me and her, only you are my wife......"

When she heard the name of the Khitan princess from his mouth, the colic hit her heart, those indifferent and indifferent disguises collapsed, and the tears that she could endure finally slipped down her eyes at this moment, she hugged him tightly, used all her strength to hit him with her fists, and cried sadly: "Why, why are you going to Khitan, why do you want her to fall in love with you, Xie Ronghua, we have worked hard for so long, as soon as she appeared, everything was ruined, I am unwilling, really unwilling." ”

Her fragility and helplessness made his heart mourn, he stroked her face, raised his head and kissed her bitter tears, and begged: "Xi Ning, you give me five years, I will clear the barriers between us one by one, and then there will be only you and me, and no one can stop us from being together, okay with five years?" ”

His words made Yan Xining stop struggling, her reason gradually returned, her expression became calm, she gently pushed him away, took a step back, wiped away her tears and said, "I can give you five years." ”

Xie Ronghua didn't have time to be ecstatic, and her hoarse voice continued after crying: "But you have to let me go." ”

"Impossible!" Xie Ronghua's face changed, and he flatly refused: "You know, I can promise you anything else, but let you go, it's impossible." ”

"Everything else is fine, then can you not marry Yeluyan?" Yan Xining smiled miserably, "Rong Hua, from the beginning of us, I told you that all I want is the only one, not the only one, that is zero, you can't give me what I want, just let me go, I will stay by your side, we can only torture each other, you won't be happy, I won't either, it's better to take a step back and let each other go." ”

Xie Ronghua's hand was clenched tightly, he gritted his teeth and said in a deep voice: "Even if you torture each other, I won't let you go, I said, I will deal with everything, you just need to stay by my side quietly, after five years, I will give you everything you want." ”

"Xie Ronghua, do you know? You're going to kill me like that. Yan Xining muttered.

Xie Ronghua's body stiffened, he gritted his teeth, clenched his fists and said resentfully: "Even if you die, you can only die by my side." ”

Yan Xining looked at him in surprise, and suddenly laughed, her smile made the fear in Xie Ronghua's heart more and more heavy, he softened his words, and said in a low voice: "Xi Ning, you are obedient, I will not let Ye Luyan appear in front of you, in the future, we will still be the same as before, we will not be disturbed by anyone, you don't want to live in Chang'an, I can let people build a courtyard in the suburbs, it will be built in the peach blossom stream, and in the future, when it comes to spring, you can open the door and have a panoramic view of the peach blossoms, okay?" ”

Yan Xining didn't speak, and Xie Ronghua thought she had compromised. calmed down slightly, but didn't know that Yan Xining had already made up her mind that she had to go.