Chapter 41: It's Warm and Painful
"When my hands and feet are cold, my heart is warm. When Xu Yao said this, he had an innocent and warm smile on his face, which was imprinted into Quan Baolan's heart, so that many years later, Quan Baolan recognized him with just this smile.www.biquge.info
"But wouldn't it be too rash for you to fall in love with him like that? He was so young at that time, and you were an adult. Li Juli was very interested, and she couldn't imagine that this good friend of hers once had a story with Xu Yao, and this story was now only known to the two of them.
"You don't know how distressing he was at that time, such a stubborn but young boy must be as mature as an adult." Quan Baolan smiled lightly, "If you really like it like this, it's very rash......"
It was the first snow, and the light snow from the sky fell on the rooftops, on the trees, on the distant mountains, and on the near ponds.
The people who came to worship came in and left the venue, Xu Yao bowed deeply again and again, and Quan Baolan sat next to Xu Yao and yawned.
"Sit on this, it's cold on the floor." Xu Yao didn't know about it, so he took a seat cushion from the inner room and handed it to Quan Baolan. "You can also go in and sit, it's cold outside."
"Huh? No, I'm fine sitting here. Quan Baolan took the seat cushion in Xu Yao's hand and put it under him, and the coldness of the floor was replaced by a soft and soft warmth. I want to accompany you. ”
"Okay then." Xu Yao squeezed out a smile, stood aside again, bowed deeply to the visitor, and said hello.
Quan Baolan smiled, leaned against the wall and rubbed his hands, "It's so cold, it's really stubborn." ”
Looking at this stubborn little boy, even if it was very cold, he stood up straight, did not move, and quietly stood in front of the spirits of his parents; Even if you are very tired and your waist is very sore, you will insist on bowing to the standard of 90 degrees for those who come to worship.
Gradually, the eyes of the all-sapphire blue began to become sour, the eyelids began to become thick, unconsciously covering the pupils downward, and the bright world began to blur, and the darkness took its place.
Immersed in the darkness, a sound of footsteps sounded quietly, softly, carefully, but there was a heavy feeling on the body.
"Hmph," Quan Baolan wrinkled her little nose, which was blown red by the cold wind, and her eyelashes trembled slightly, and then she opened her eyes and woke up from her sleep.
"Huh? Who built this for me? Quan Baolan moved and found that he was covered with a brown blanket, and the seat cushion under his body was already very warm, except for the exposed head, Quan Baolan's whole body was wrapped in a blanket. Is that him? Quan Baolan's eyebrows revealed surprise, it turned out to be such a person who would care about people.
Quan Baolan no longer sees him as a little boy, although his body is like a child, and he does have a little adult living in his heart. Obviously, I wanted to comfort him, but I didn't expect him to take care of himself, which is really heartwarming.
Where's he gone, though?
Quan Baolan looked around, the worshippers were scattered, the food on the table had been taken away, only his father and a few people were talking to the host of the funeral, frowning from time to time, and it could be seen that their topic would not be very optimistic.
Xu Yao was indeed not in the mourning hall, Quan Baolan searched all the corners of the mourning hall, but found no trace of him.
Going around and around, Quan Baolan found a door, pushed the door and entered, it was a different color from the mourning hall.
The bright yellow chandelier emits a little streamer, circulating and rippling in the room.
After staying for a while, Quan Baolan found that he had no strength in his body, his body was very soft when he just woke up, and Xu Yao didn't call her when they were eating, Quan Baolan's stomach is still empty now, and now that he has entered the inner room, there should be a kitchen.
Gently and quietly found the kitchen like a thief, Quanbaolan stood on tiptoe slightly, the kitchen door was not closed, and Quanbaolan walked directly into the kitchen.
"Huh? It turned out that he was here. As soon as Quan Baolan entered the kitchen, he found a familiar figure, it turned out that Xu Yao did not go anywhere else, but came to the kitchen.
"Nuna, are you awake?" Xu Yao felt the gaze behind him, turned around, and found that Quan Baolan was already standing behind him.
"Well, I'll come in and return the seat cushion and blanket." Quan Baolan blushed a little, as if someone had found out about doing something wrong, "I'll just come in and take a look." What are you doing, though? ”
"Egg rolls." Xu Yao immediately turned around and did not face Quan Baolan.
Quan Baolan said "oh", listening to Xu Yao's trembling voice, her heart was full of taste, just when Xu Yao turned around, she saw it. Seeing his red eyes, he wanted to cry but held back, his teeth biting his lower lip.
"Cry if you want to, Nuna cries a lot." Quan Baolan kept her mouth up and her hands hidden behind her back.
Xu Yao paused and poured the egg rolls in the pot into the dinner plate.
"Even if you are a man, there will be times when you are sad, and if you cry when you are sad, you will not be so uncomfortable." Quan Baolan approached and patted Xu Yao on the shoulder, "No one else knows." ”
Xu Yao shook his head and handed the plate to Quan Baolan, "I'm not uncomfortable."
"Can I eat some?" All sapphire blue holds the plate with both hands.
"It was originally made for Nuna, and Nuna didn't eat when he slept."
"Ah~ thank you." Quanbao Lanmei's eyes were full of brilliance, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly.
Xu Yao smiled lightly and left the kitchen directly, and Quan Baolan directly solved the egg rolls in the kitchen.
"Hmm~ delicious." Quan Baolan touched her slightly swollen lower abdomen, and her face was filled with a happy smile.
Putting down the plate, she also left the kitchen and came to the living room, where the bedroom door was slightly open and not closed.
"Is Xu Yao in there?" Quan Baolan left the kitchen to find Xu Yao.
Gently pushing open the door, I heard a sob.
"Hing~ cough, cough......" The sobbing sound is with a cough, which is sad.
Xu Yao saw Quan Baolan push open the door, turned around and wiped away his tears with his cuffs, and pretended to be calm and said, "Is there something wrong with Nuna?" ”
"Ani, I just wanted to thank you for the food." Quan Baolan hurriedly waved his hand and said in a panic. It turns out that even the strongest people have weaknesses.
"Hmm." Xu Yao said "um" lightly and did not speak again.
Quan Baolan walked up to Xu Yao and touched Xu Yao's head, "Don't be sad." ”
Xu Yao let out a good-looking smile and touched Quan Baolan's head with his hand, "I'm not sad." ”
Quan Baolan's mind sank, really, warm and painful.
"At that time, I probably felt sorry for him! He was really warm and painful, but I never saw him again. Now that I see him again, he has really become a man. So, that's how I like him! Maybe it's because of what happened back then, maybe it's because he's really attractive now, or maybe it's because I really want to be in love. Quan Baolan rolled over on the bed and covered her body, including her head, with the quilt.
But he doesn't even remember me.
Li Juli was stunned and sighed softly, where did she want to fall in love, but she didn't treat him as a little boy at the beginning.
It's just a stored emotion, and I didn't find it.