Chapter 14: The Sorrow of the Holidays

May Day, which is a holiday for laborers, is also a holiday for thousands of migrant workers. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 infoThe three-day holiday is not long, but it is not short, and many outsiders will take advantage of this rare three-day holiday to go home to visit relatives, or to interact with relatives and villagers who are not far away. Of course, if they go home, these three days are not enough, so they take a few days off, and they can basically go home once in a week. If the family background is better, the qualified people with higher income can also find a travel agency to go out with a group or a group to have fun, see the thousands of miles of rivers and mountains of the motherland, and understand the living customs and customs of people in different parts of the earth.

Hong Huangtian and Ma Jiuan have all gone home, and Mr. Li has also returned to HN. Sun Ping didn't go anywhere, if in previous years, she would have taken a few days of annual leave at this time to go back to Chengdu, but now Guan Feng and her younger brother have come over, and she will return to her hometown at the end of May, and the wedding date of her younger brother Sun An and Hu Lirong has been set for June 1. They estimated that they would have to go home by May 25 at the latest, because there was still a lot of preparation to be done before they got married.

In the first two days of the holiday, the sky was not beautiful, it was gloomy, and there would be a shower of rain from time to time, although it was not big, but it made people break the idea of going out to play. Sun An and Hu Lirong slept until noon before getting up, came over here to eat, then watched TV and played with mobile phones. Sometimes I also go out to play cards, playing one by one and watching from the side. It's easy to live.

Guan Feng has shown his cooking skills in the past few days, returning to the pot meat, palace fried chicken is his specialty, and the sauerkraut fish is no worse than in the restaurant. Sun An and Hu Lirong both praised their brother-in-law's cooking for being delicious. Sun Ping didn't seem to have much of an appetite.

A few days ago, in the factory, her mind and body were in a tense state. Now that she is free, she feels so tired that she doesn't even want to go out of the door. I don't feel fragrant when I eat. Holding "New Concept English 2" in his hand, he can't look at it.

On the 3rd, the sky finally cleared. When Sun Ping woke up in the morning, she found that the sunlight coming in through the cracks in the curtains was already warm.

Guan Feng has already gotten up, probably going to the vegetable market.

She was the only one in the room.

She walked over to the window and pulled back the curtains. Suddenly, the strong light pierced her, and she immediately half-squinted her eyes. It's only May, and this Shenzhen is already in the tone of summer. Sun Ping looked at her phone, and it was already past 8 o'clock.

So late? No wonder the sun is so powerful!

Although she got up late, Sun Ping still felt that she hadn't slept enough, and she still felt weak. She wanted to go to the bathroom to wash up, but she didn't bother to move, and fell on the bed again.

Guan Feng tossed her twice last night. For some reason, she now feels that this kind of husband and wife affair with Guan Feng makes her feel nothing. She even had a kind of disgust. She didn't know if she had changed or if Guan Feng had changed.

In the past, when the two of them were affectionate, they would always chat, whisper, and do some flirtatious movements, and then slowly get to the point and reach the top of that wonderful world together. However, now Guan Feng climbs directly on top of her every time when she is about to fall asleep, and his movements are rude, sometimes it hurts her, and he ignores her. I vented and played, and I fell asleep again. If you want it, you come again.

Sun Ping feels that Guan Feng no longer treats her as a lover, but just a sexual partner, so that he can meet his needs when he has them. If there is no necessary communication between people, it is really boring and boring to do this kind of husband and wife thing, and there is nothing beautiful to speak of. Sex or love, which is more important? Which one is more pleasurable? She found that when she didn't want it, Guan Feng didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, she had to ask for it. She had no choice but to let him. Whoever made her the legal wife, besides, two people in the same bed, even if she wanted to refuse, it was powerless. Since the last time Guan Feng forced her against the door frame and frantically asked for her, when he needed it again, she no longer refused.

Do all couples face such problems?

If.. If she and Li Hanming are a couple, then... Would he do the same to himself?

She lay on the bed, her head tilted sideways, looking through the glass window at the clouds in the sky.

The sky after the rain was like a clean blue cloth, and a few white clouds like cotton balls were embedded in this blue cloth. Fresh and peaceful.

Sun Ping suddenly remembered the seven days in the Yongsheng factory. 7 beautiful mornings. She pushed open the window and looked over, and a smiling face as warm as the early spring sun appeared in front of her. 7 mornings, every day. Those who haven't experienced it can't understand what she feels inside. This feeling is better than the hungry people seeing the good food and the poor people getting the gold mountains!

At that moment, she really felt like a butterfly that could only fly freely in the flowers, the birds chirping, the stamens trembling, there were no factories, no arguments...

She recalled the bits and pieces of being alone with Li Hanming, and tears suddenly flowed down the corners of her eyes.

When those warm pictures rushed into her brain again, Sun Ping clearly felt Li Hanming's deep and pure affection and love for her. She seemed to hear Li Hanming's words in front of such a person in the Yongsheng factory again, which shocked and moved her.

"I love her! We have been together day and night for more than four years, and we have gone through many ups and downs together. She is kind-hearted, sincere, conscientious, and hardworking. She is like an angel and a sun, always bringing warmth to the people around her, which woman do you say doesn't love? I love her! Although she has a life of her own, that doesn't stop me from loving her! There are many kinds of love, and love can be a possession or a silent attention. I will do my best to cherish and love her. Someone just asked if she is my lover, and I can now tell you responsibly that she is my lover! It's a woman I've always loved in my heart! ā€œ

"Am I the woman you love dearly?" Sun Ping really wanted to hear Li Hanming's voice again.

She took the phone, but immediately remembered that Li Hanming was now at home. said okay, in this life, I will only be brothers and sisters, and I will pay attention to it silently.

She put her phone down and let out a long sigh. At this time, there was a sound outside the door, it should be Guan Feng who came back, and she was busy wiping her eyes. Sit up.

"Up?"

"Hmm."

"I bought lobster, and yesterday Ah Rong said she wanted to eat lobster. Let's stir-fry today, look at this shrimp, it's so big, it's lively, it's definitely fresh. ā€œ

"Oh, that's good."

Guan Feng glanced at Sun Ping and said, "What's the matter, unhappy again?" ā€

"No, that's good."

After Sun Ping finished speaking, she went into the bathroom. (To be continued.) )