"Very good wishes. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info" The corners of Xu Yao's mouth curled slightly.

"It's beautiful, when Meteor goes to find the place we want, we should also find our own new life." K said seriously.

Xu Yao didn't speak, just closed his eyes, if it weren't for the faint and rapid breathing, K would even think that he had hung up the phone.

"Can you hear why you broke up? I think it's better for you to say it. K asked.

"Most of the reasons for breakups are that they need too much and can give too little. Maybe then, she needs a glass of wine, and I only have a glass of boiled water; She needs cake, but I only have fruit; She needed white rice and I only had a bowl of porridge. Although plain water is good for the body, despite the high nutritional value of fruits, although porridge is very nourishing to the stomach. But she doesn't need it, what she needs, and I can't give it. ”

"Maybe she also likes plain water, and she likes fruit, and she likes porridge, but day after day, year after year, she gets bored no matter what."

"Maybe she wants to grow, she wants to try something different, that's why she leaves."

Xu Yao said lightly, as if he was explaining something that had nothing to do with him.

"So it's so deep that you can't forget it?"

In fact, everyone has a certain ability to heal emotionally, and the higher the emotional intelligence, the stronger the ability to heal emotionally, no matter what kind of setbacks or emotional injuries have been, they can recover quickly. I don't think I'm a person with a particularly low emotional intelligence, so my emotional self-healing ability is not low, but I don't have any emotional self-healing ability in this matter. The longer I was separated from her, the more I missed her, like an addiction, uncomfortable all the time, both physically and mentally, as time went on, this feeling became more and more profound, knowing that it was wrong, but unable to control myself. I decided to forget about her during the time I was apart, but the more it happened, the clearer it became. Probably because the image on the paper is so profound that it is engraved in my mind like that, and I can't forget it. ”

Xu Yao paused and continued: "It's not so much that I can't forget it, but because I'm still lucky and unwilling." ”

"In this case, you shouldn't let go of life and death in the first place, even if it's a stalker, maybe there will be a glimmer of opportunity, right? In this way, you don't have to go now, you can only secretly feel sad at night. K said sympathetically.

"Actually, the reason for letting go is because I know that I don't let go of my life, and it's very ugly. Maybe she cared too much about what she looked like, so she didn't hesitate to let her go in the first place. ”

The appearance of not letting go of life and death is particularly ugly! K listened to the words in his ear and pondered.

"Now, I'm out of luck. Because I left after the separation, I didn't contact her again, so I didn't know her, and at that time I seemed to be cut off from the world related to her, and she completely disappeared from my world and never reappeared.

Later, people around me asked me why I knew so many beautiful girls, but I was still single? Why do some people have a soft spot for me, but they still want to reject it? In fact, that reason is that there is still a fluke for her, thinking that she just wants to grow up, and when she grows up, she is mature, tired of playing, and having played enough, no matter where she is, who she is, I just need to chase her back seriously. When I'm mature and grown, I'm sure she'll come back.

Therefore, there is always an extra pair of chopsticks on birthdays; During the holidays, she will always buy an extra gift and save it, even if she can't send it to her, she will be very happy to give it to her when we meet again in the future; When I was abroad, the weather forecast on my mobile phone always showed Seoul, and I knew her number, but I always didn't dare to call her, even if I knew that it was going to rain over there, I didn't dare to inform her to bring an umbrella, because I was afraid that she wouldn't bring it, and I couldn't do anything about it, just like loving her but not being by her side.

Later, when I felt that I had matured and grown up, I thought that after so long, she should also be tired of playing and having played enough. obviously said not to see each other again, but he still broke his oath to see her, because he couldn't forget it, because he still loved her.

But reality is often the cruelest, isn't it? It turns out that she has forgotten about me a long time ago, so what I once thought about is no longer meaningful. "What I wanted to do was to build, at least I stayed in her world, even if it was only a slightest.

"It's hard to wait, isn't it?"

"When I was young, I heard 'I'm waiting for you', and I always thought it was a very romantic thing, but when I started waiting, I realized that it was not easy. Because you're always alone, but you can't wait for that person. ”

"That's a long time ago. I'm sure you've thought about this situation before. ”

"I thought about it, but I didn't think it would be so sad. Actually, I thought that if this person was her, it wouldn't matter how long I waited, but now I really can't wait. And she doesn't need me to wait for her. ”

K didn't speak, just sighed faintly.

"I'm very sad, but I'm also very lucky, from now on, I can live freely and freely, and I have to let go of it."

A smile appeared on K's face, "Let's go on a trip." ”

"Travel?"

"Yes, let's go on a trip. Far or near, leave the city you live in and go on a trip! During your travels, you will meet new things and some strangers. While traveling, bathing in the wonderful scenery may be able to heal a wounded heart and open your heart to acceptance. Maybe you will meet someone who is different from you on the journey, and maybe that different person will carry your love and slowly come to you. ”

"How can there be such a magical thing?" Xu Yao smiled in disbelief, every time K's words made him feel better.

"As far as I know, there are more than ten couples around me who meet true love on a trip, and although the odds are small, it's always possible, isn't it? The biggest advantage of traveling is not how many people you can meet and how beautiful the scenery you have seen, but that you can walk and suddenly re-understand yourself under an opportunity. ”

K said slowly, without waiting for Xu Yao's answer, and continued: "Maybe you leave the place where you live, and you will find that maybe your happiness is by your side. ”

Xu Yao didn't speak, just smiled softly.

K heard the laughter in his ears and somehow felt good.

"In that case, you can stop clinging to waiting, even though you have already said that you will not wait anymore."

The smile in Xu Yao's eyes disappeared, and then he slowly looked at the sky.

I waited for her, not because she would definitely show up, but because I expected her to show up.

"Are you Mr. K? Always say the truth. ”

"I'm Teacher K, and you're the student. So Rabbit Little Gray, this homework is to go on a trip, alone or in a group. ”

"Yes, Mr. K."

"Bunny Gray, good night."

"Good night, Mr. K."

Xu Yao lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling, and fell asleep with a smile.