Chapter 39: The Girls (Part II)
"Legend has it that when Cangjie made words, he made all the words. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info was the only one who couldn't make up the word because he thought it was too complicated and didn't know how to define it. There are good and evil, right and wrong, fame and fortune in people. Human beings have almost all the world's definitions. No matter what kind of glyph you use, you can't best describe people. In the end, in the face of all kinds of helplessness, Cangjie simply went the opposite way, simplifying the most difficult word to define, only one and one stroke. This word is people! ā
After saying a long sentence, Yang Mucheng smiled at Xiao Ningya and said, "If you think about it, just creating a character is so complicated and difficult. Isn't it more difficult and complicated for us to be human beings? Don't you see the female star who has influenced generations of people? It's hard to be a person, it's hard to be a woman, and it's even harder to be a woman with a story. Although you are still a girl, you will eventually become a considerate little woman in the future, and you will encounter some difficulties now. It's normal. Just look at some. ā
After hearing what Yang Mucheng said so much, Xiao Ningya couldn't help but smile, tilted her head and glared at him, and said: "Although you look loyal and honest as a wooden person, once you preach, you can always make people happy, no wonder there are so many girls in the school revolving around you." ā
Yang Mucheng screamed in his heart, but he didn't explain. Because explanation is a cover-up, the more you describe, the darker it becomes.
Although he was in a slightly better mood because of Yang Mucheng's words, after laughing, he sighed and said: "I understand all the truths you said, but when you really face these difficult things, you still feel helpless." The city is too big, and the hearts of people are too complicated. And I'm just a little girl who has nothing to rely on. Facing reality, facing the city cast by steel and concrete, what can I do? ā
"If there's something difficult, you say it. If you have something, I'll help you bear it together! ā
Yang Mucheng did not continue to say some big truths, and made his position straightforward and simple. The firm attitude made Xiao Ningya immediately feel a sense of peace in her heart.
"Thank you."
Xiao Ningya's originally cold and helpless eyes flashed with warmth, and she thanked Yang Mucheng seriously.
"Don't say thank you to me anymore. We are friends, and it is appropriate to help each other, and there is no need to thank each other. ā
Yang Mucheng responded with a smile.
The warmth in Xiao Ningya's eyes flickered and turned into two tears. She struggled to keep them from falling, blinking, smiling, and nodding, but finally fell to the ground.
Seeing her crying, Yang Mucheng secretly breathed a sigh of relief. He can understand that the current Xiao Ningya must be very entangled and painful in her heart. Resentment, unwillingness, remorse, hope and other emotions are tangled together, she must be very painful, especially looking forward to finding someone to talk to.
This kind of outpouring may not be able to feel her substantially, but it can at least give her spiritual comfort and support. It's like when people are tired, they want to lean in the shade of a big tree and take a break. After getting a good rest, I have the strength and courage to continue on the following path.
"No matter how dark the night is, it will eventually pass. There are only mountains that you don't want to climb, and there are no hurdles that you can't pass. Looking back now, we feel that those small grievances in the past are child's play. In the same way, if you look back after a few years, you will feel that you just can't see it now. It's okay, everything will pass, everything will be fine. ā
Yang Mucheng did not step forward to help Xiao Ningya, and continued to comfort him.
"I know it's going to be better tomorrow, but I don't know if I'll be able to survive this cold night."
Xiao Ningya held the corner of her clothes and bowed her head and wept. At night, he was lonely and helpless.
"Carry it."
After hesitating for a long time, Yang Mucheng did not continue to comfort and gave the most straightforward answer. "There are some things that others can help you, but there are some things that you can only face by yourself. Carry it over, and you are the most brilliant sunflower. If you can't bear it, you are destined to freeze to death in the night. It's sunflower, or it's sage. It's up to you to choose where to go! ā
Listening to Yang Mucheng's words, Xiao Ningya nodded heavily, and tears fell in big drops of broken threads.
"Can you hug me?"
After a while, Xiao Ningya lowered her head and whispered a request.
Without any hesitation, Yang Mucheng stepped forward and hugged Xiao Ningya, who was crying with rain and chills, in his arms.
As soon as Xiao Ningya entered Yang Mucheng's arms, her body first stiffened, and then she trembled and snuggled on his body. I gritted my teeth and couldn't make a sound, but tears welled up.
Since meeting Yang Mucheng for the first time, Xiao Ningya has always felt that this wooden-looking and inconspicuous young man is very special. Although, both his figure and appearance are far from being associated with words like handsome and handsome. However, she stubbornly believes that he is different.
That time at the Island Hotel was the last time she sold her body. When she came out to see Yang Mucheng with a spring on her face, she didn't know why, she suddenly felt so ashamed. She hadn't felt that way before. Or, she simply avoided such emotions.
Laughing at poverty and not laughing at prostitutes.
This is the comfort she gave herself after stepping through that threshold, and it can even be said to be a spiritual pillar.
However, after meeting Yang Mucheng, she suddenly felt that she was ashamed. Even if I really had no choice at the beginning.
Two months ago, she went to the playground because of insomnia, and happened to meet Yang Mucheng again, and she even felt that this was the fate of God's favor. Even she couldn't figure out why she had chatted alone for the first time, so she told him all the details of herself. Moreover, I feel that he is so trustworthy.
At first, she didn't understand, but after this time of getting along, she began to understand. She believes in Yang Mucheng because he doesn't have any hypocrisy and artificiality, because he is sincere!
It was also from that day that Xiao Ningya had the idea of quitting her current circle and becoming a simple schoolgirl again.
At first, she was shocked by this thought. Because some of the little sisters around me even jumped out in one step despite their hard struggles. However, after a short time, they often come back. It's like a curse.
So, despite the idea she had, she never really took that step. Until that night, chatting with Yang Mucheng, she hid in the quilt alone and cried to death.
It suddenly occurred to her that it wasn't a big deal to want to step out, and maybe she could really try. So, she really started to get out of her old circle.
It's one thing to think about it, it's another thing to actually face it.
Although no one forced her to sign a contract, no one dared to restrain her. Still, she felt a wave of desperation hit her. In the past, because she directly characterized herself as a who sold her body, she directly ignored the strange eyes of the classmates around her.
Now, she wants to be a good person again, but she finds that whether she wants to help others, or needs help from others, even if she asks her classmates to go shopping together, she will be treated with strange words and eyes.
Looking back, it turned out to be really too hard!
"Everything will be fine, everything will be fine."
Yang Mucheng patted her on the back and whispered softly in her ear like a baby sleeping. Although it was just a repetition of one sentence, Xiao Ningya felt warm in her ears when she heard it. Feeling the temperature on Yang Mucheng's body, Xiao Ningya seemed to see the torch in the dark night and the sun in the ice cave.
Now she just wants to hug Yang Mucheng like this, not saying anything, not thinking about anything. There is no more wealth, fame and fortune, no more entanglement and discrimination. If life could go on like this, she would be willing to die. Because now she really feels very warm and happy. This is a feeling she has never felt since the accident in her childhood.
Yang Mucheng, I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life. With your embrace today, in this life and this life, I am willing to do anything for you. Even if it's for you to be a*!
Leaning on Yang Mucheng's chest, Xiao Ningya's mind was full of grateful thoughts.
"It's not early, let's go back to bed early."
When Xiao Ningya had stopped crying, and even had to lean on his chest and fall asleep in a daze, Yang Mucheng reminded him in a whisper.
Xiao Ningya hesitated for a moment, and finally gritted her teeth and broke away from Yang Mucheng's arms. pouted: "I'm a big beauty rushing to let you take advantage, and you're not happy." ā
"It's the hardest thing to be graced by beauty. Didn't you say that? I'm a wooden man. ā
Yang Mucheng responded with a smile, not caring that the clothes on his chest were already soaked from Xiao Ningya's crying.
Xiao Ningya glared at Yang Mucheng, but without the slightest anger, she pouted and waved her hand, turned around and walked in the direction of the girls' dormitory.
Yang Mucheng stared away and did not speak.
"Yang Mucheng, I will definitely stand up again."
After walking a few steps, Xiao Ningya turned back to speak, her eyes were firm and her attitude was resolute.
"I believe it!"
Yang Mucheng replied seriously. The voice was not loud, but it was full of approval and affirmation.
"In the future, I will definitely live a happy life."
Xiao Ningya spoke more and more firmly, and every word seemed to be imprinted on the iron stone, which could not be changed.
"Definitely!"
Yang Mucheng still only replied with three words, and his voice became more and more firm, as if announcing the unchangeable golden rule!
Xiao Ningya let out a long breath when she heard the reply. He opened his mouth again, finally said nothing, turned around and ran back to the dormitory. Bouncing and looking very relaxed.
Seeing off Xiao Ningya, Yang Mucheng moved his body, which was numb because he was holding Xiao Ningya just now, and turned around to go back to the dormitory. However, when he turned around, he found a person walking out of the darkness not far behind him.
Song Xiaoyu!