Chapter 51: Mentality
Maybe it's because he's been trapped in time for too long, maybe it's because he's experienced too many unbelievable things during this time, or maybe the dream before is too real, looking at Wang Qing, who put down the dinner plate and wiped his hands, beckoned to him, his eyes were full of love, but Xiao Wen felt uninterested and didn't want to speak. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Xiaowen, don't you have breakfast?" Wang Qing saw Xiao Wen listlessly turning around and going back to the room, a little strange: "I just fried your favorite soy sauce poached egg for you, don't you want one?" β
"I don't want to eat it, I don't want to eat it." Xiao Wen's shoulders shrugged slightly, he had never heard this sentence before, although he did love to eat soy sauce fried eggs.
The current Xiao Wen is like a frightened bird that once injured its wings, and any trace of unusual taste will be infinitely amplified by him.
From the beginning of the dream of relying on the crossing to see the righteous and brave young man, to the later indifferent to these things; From the passionate blood that insisted on getting out of the cage for his parents and girlfriend, to the current decadent atmosphere, I can't wait to get rid of it.
After all, a person is still too small, so small that no matter who you are, what earth-shattering things you have done in those places, only a few people can remember you, and the memories of these people will gradually fade with the passage of time, until they finally disappear.
There are so few people who can be remembered for eternity or for thousands of years, so few that they are almost negligible.
Xiao Wen couldn't help but think that even if he only had these two days in his life, maybe it wouldn't be a bad thing. You can do whatever you want, and after two days, no one will remember.
If you want to drink, you can get drunk, if you want to play games, you can play until dawn, you can flirt directly when you meet a beautiful girl, even if you fight with someone, you can also call to death regardless of it, anyway, two days later, everything will be zero.
His parents will always be, and will always be, their current appearance, and Xiaowan will always stay in their second month together.
The dream was so real that Xiao Wen's memories extended back into the dream. In the dream, everyone, like him, is constantly living a cyclical life, retaining the original memories, and everyone is like the walking dead. He knew that maybe it wouldn't be long before his blood would be extinguished, and then, like those in his dreams, life would be a circle, and every day would be exactly the same.
The people in the dream all have a belief that if they kill Xiao Wen, the world will return to its original appearance. In fact, how many people really want the world to be the way it was? In that case, they will lose the right to eat, drink and be merry, and the violent souls that have been released in their bodies will be re-bound, so most people are probably just coaxing, and the so-called belief is just a tool for them to advertise that they are still a "human".
"Xiao Wen, how are your actions?" Wu Qiang's voice sounded as eager as in his dream.
"That's it." Xiao Wen's tone was much more bland than Wu Qiang.
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"What? A dream made you like this? Wu Qiang jumped to his feet excitedly: "Big brother, aren't you!" My fate is tied to you, you are a mess, what should I do? I still want to go out, and I want to see what May 23, 2016 will be like! β
"It won't be long before you'll be like me." Xiao Wen waved his hand, and his eyes drifted straight to the beautiful woman walking by the roadside: "Do you dare to say that your mentality has not changed after you know what happened to you?" β
One sentence made Wu Qiang speechless and choked.
In the past, Wu Qiang was a standard eye-eyer and a low master, so ambitious. It's just that after so many days, he is much more practical now, and he doesn't think about the director and captain for a long time, he just wants to hurry up and ask for the status quo, accompany his parents and relatives well, and then make an ordinary girlfriend.
Dozens of hours are enough for him to understand the preciousness of time.
"But..." Wu Qiang wanted to say something, but Xiao Wen interrupted him: "Don't be." I didn't say no, I just felt a little tired, just take a break, and I'll contact Ali in a while. By the way, did you get your visa? β
"Got it, don't say it, Ali has a character with hands and eyes behind him, and I feel that there is nothing difficult in his eyes." Wu Qiang took out a folder, pulled out the contents and set it on a table, stretched out his thumb and said, "After a day's work, all of them are alive." β
"Okay, I'll have to buy you another ticket. Thirty-six thousand, remember to transfer it to Ali. β
Wu Qiang just drank a sip of water, and his face turned purple in an instant.
Speaking of Ali, Xiao Wen suddenly thought of Lin Zifeng, the long-haired man who was keen on organizing parties, and the one who cut off his head in his dream. Speaking of which, Ali still met through Lin Zifeng, I haven't seen you for a long time, I don't know if he got the girl last time, if not, he has another chance tonight.
In fact, Xiao Wen thinks about it, if people open their eyes every day, their memories will be restarted, at least in this way, they will be full of enthusiasm for the people and things around them every day, and they will never get bored one day.
"Hey, who?" Ali's voice was confused, and he didn't wake up when he heard it.
"Wake up, the sun is on your ass." Xiao Wen used a line that Wang Qing said when he woke him up twenty years ago.
"Brother Wen, do you want to call the vice captain with you?" Wu Qiang asked cautiously, in his impression, Xiao Wen's impression of Zhou Yawen was not too good.
The sunlight passes through the layers of plane tree leaves, sprinkling on the ground, leaving spots of light, which is very beautiful. Xiao Wen looked at the ground silently, the cotton wool in the sky fell on top of his head, and he was suddenly a little surprised to find that he didn't seem to be so annoying Zhou Yawen. Just like the cotton wool falling from the sky in May, you will feel overwhelmed in the first few days, and when you get used to it, you will feel less annoying, if you sit in the room and look outside, the cotton wool will be like snowflakes in the sky, and you will even feel beautiful.
"Call her along. In fact, even if she doesn't call her, she will come with her. β
"How is this possible? Does she have memories of you? Wu Qiang asked in surprise.
"She forced me to record everything." Xiao Wen looked up at the sky with a sad forty-five degree: "Have you ever seen a policeman who wakes up first thing every day, listening to the suspect's recording?" β
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"Uncle Zhao didn't come?" Xiao Wen, A Li, Zhou Yawen, and Wu Qiang rushed to the airport in S City, but they only saw Ju Fan sitting alone in the waiting hall.
"I don't know why, I can't contact the teacher." Ju Fan stood up and shook hands with the four of them one by one, this was his habit of meeting people for the first time, everyone else felt nothing, but Xiao Wen was a little annoyed.
"I never answered my calls." Ali said from the side.
Xiao Wen was a little puzzled, it was impossible for Zhao Youshu not to answer the phone, unless something made him unable to answer the phone anymore. An ominous premonition came to my heart, could it be that the people who died in that lake couldn't be like the kidnapper Zhang XX, who arrived once in two days, and everything was restored?
Thinking of the two mountaineers who should have appeared, but did not appear, Xiao Wen felt that there was such a possibility.
"Have you contacted Uncle Zhao's wife?"
"She said she didn't see anyone when she opened her eyes." Ju Fan was very puzzled, it stands to reason that Zhao Youshu would never be absent from this kind of thing.
"Hey." Xiao Wen sighed, and explained the reason 1510. He originally wanted to be selfish and not talk about it, and then explain to them when he had the opportunity, but he really couldn't get past this level in his heart.
Zhou Yawen looked incredulous, and her white and tender little hands covered her mouth: "The vampire monsters have come out, you, you can't make it up, right?" β
Ju Fan and Ali's faces gradually turned from shock to sadness, and Ju Fan sat down depressed: "So, the teacher has been killed, and besides, is it the kind that jumps out of reincarnation and can never come back?" β
I wanted to comfort Ju Fan for a few words, but my hand stretched out but I didn't know what to say, Xiao Wen just patted Ju Fan on the shoulder silently. In fact, when he learned that he couldn't contact Zhao Youshu, the feeling in his heart was no better than that of Ju Fan and Ali.
The international airport of S City is full of people, and the huge hall constantly resounds the sound of the broadcast of ding dong, which is noisy. Only the corner where Xiao Wen and the others were located, it was as if the silence was turned on, there was no sound at all, and they were also deaf to the noise of the outside world, as if they were isolated from the world.
If you come out like this every time you set off in the future, it will really be a shadow of haze. Xiao Wen knew that he shouldn't think like this, but if he really repeated such a conversation every two days, it would probably not be a good thing for everyone.
"Xiao Wen," Ju Fan, who was sitting in the corner, suddenly spoke: "You know my mobile phone number, right?" Please send me an update on the development every morning in the future, so that I can digest it before I come to the airport and try not to bring my emotions here. β
"Dr. Ju, thank you." Xiao Wen didn't know what to say, hesitated for a long time, and could only say simple thanks.