The sudden hot and humid sensation on the side of the face quickly receded. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

After being stunned for a moment, Zhang Yecheng turned his head to look at it, and saw the shyness revealed in the rosy rosy face of Yan Xiaoman's beautiful face.

In Zhang Yecheng's opinion, she lowered her head slightly, and seemed to be a little embarrassed to say: "After all, we are boyfriend and girlfriend now!" So just kiss you on the face, it means that from now on you are all for me! ”

Speaking of the back, Yan Xiaoman raised his head again!

Having said that, in fact, she was seduced by Zhang Yecheng's handsome face when she was thinking about the problem just now.

Just like men like beautiful women, how can women not like handsome guys?

Ex-boyfriend Wang Yusheng can only be said to be handsome, not ugly. After breaking up with him, he stuck to Zhang Yecheng, and when he was close to that handsome face, it was easy to blush and his heart beat.

Sure enough, being with a handsome person is even more exciting!

Although Yan Xiaoman believes that the reason why she is like this is more because Zhang Yecheng is gentle and considerate enough!

If it weren't for that, she wouldn't be so proactive!

Yan Xiaoman thinks like this in his heart now.

And when Zhang Yecheng heard her words, he smiled softly on his handsome face. The hand took the initiative to grab Yan Xiaoman's hand, and held hands together.

Feeling the touch in his hand, Zhang Yecheng couldn't help but recall the day he participated in the class reunion with Li Xiaoyu.

At that time, the hands of the two were held together several times.

Although it was only the need to play a couple, and it didn't take long, it still made him feel a little nostalgic.

Compared with shaking hands with Li Xiaoyu, shaking hands with Yan Xiaoman...... It doesn't seem to feel like it stands out?

Even when I was kissed on the side of my face just now, there was no sense of surprise in my heart, more of a surprise, and a few hints of charm.

The heart did not beat violently when I saw Yan Xiaoman in the past, and even after getting along with Yan Xiaoman gradually this week, I became more and more familiar with her. The bright colors that seemed to wrap around her before were gradually fading, and now it seemed that this was just an ordinary girl who was pretty.

It's not as beautiful as I imagined it to be.

'Do you really love 'Xiao Man' as you say you are? Or is 'Xiao Man' just a mirror of your imagination called 'Perfect'? Knocked so lightly by the impact of reality, a crack appeared in the mirror so quickly? Look at you, I'm serious? You have to take a look in the mirror and take a good look at your current appearance, is it very similar to someone? The same is disillusioned because fantasy does not correspond to reality! Li Xiaoyu's ridicule of him once again surfaced from his mind.

This made Zhang Yecheng hold Yan Xiaoman's hand and couldn't help but tighten it.

Now it seems that just like Li Xiaoyu said, his feelings for Yan Xiaoman are not love at all. It is just an unrealistic relationship built on an illusory mirror, and once this feeling is reflected in reality, it will be shattered.

Too many relationships in this world are like this, which is why so many couples are like glue when they are in love, and after a long time, they will basically break up.

So is Zhang Yecheng going to break up with Yan Xiaoman?

Thank you for pointing out my own 'mistakes'! But I'm not going to give up on Man! Maybe my feelings for her are really 'hypocritical', then I have to find a way to make this love 'real'! I will continue to pursue Xiao Man! I'll try to get to know Man! Like you said, 'love' is based on tangible understanding, and I will also find a way to let Xiaoman understand me! Know what the real me is! I believe that if I work hard enough! Xiaoman and I will definitely be able to truly love each other! ’

Thinking back to his excited answer at that time, Zhang Yecheng's eyes became firm at this time.

Oh, yes! Even if the relationship is 'hypocritical', then just make the relationship 'real'!

As long as you are willing to understand Xiaoman, as long as you can understand each other!

Thinking of this, Zhang Yecheng made a decision in his heart!

Time passed in the course of the date, and by this time, the two had already arrived at a restaurant for dinner.

It's a corner of the restaurant, and there's no one sitting nearby.

After ordering the meal, Zhang Yecheng looked at his current lover with a serious expression, and said very solemnly: "Xiaoman! I want to have a good chat with you now! ”

"What are you talking about? Life or Ideal? Yan Xiaoman asked with interest.

'What do you mean' to talk about life and ideals? There are a lot of unrealistic fantasies in this kind of thing. Of course, it is not that the longing for the future life and ideals is wrong, after all, if people do not pursue what is the difference between them and salted fish. However, no matter how good the boast is, without a clear life plan and solid basic skills that have been practiced hard for it, then everything is empty! Only enthusiasm thinks that it can break through all obstacles by enthusiasm, so wait for the head to break through the blood and cool down! There are too many such goods in society!

Tell you Zhang Yecheng! Those who like to boast about their ideals in life the most are often models of incompetence. If they really have a clear plan and effort, they won't listen to others even if they want to talk about it. Why? People who don't understand are most afraid of encountering 'professional'! Many people prefer to believe that the future they want can be achieved by the collision of blood, and that this is an inevitable effort for success, rather than to hear that the effort requires reasonable and meticulous planning. Because many people really can't make up their minds to do the kind of work that is destined to be boring, boring, and boring under planning. That kind of effort takes a lot more than just a tendon effort!

To put it bluntly, in a modern comfortable society, people would rather put more things on fun than calm down to carry out repetitive exercises, to accumulate knowledge, to carry out reasonable digestion and absorption of knowledge in practice to promote the growth of experience. And if you can do this, do you think you will like to brag to others about what will happen to your future life ideals? ’

The above tirade is a lot of cynicism from Li Xiaoyu when Zhang Yecheng and Li Xiaoyu were talking about life ideals and other topics in a bar.

actually remembered what Li Xiaoyu said again, and Zhang Yecheng felt a little crying and laughing at this.

In addition, this also reminded Zhang Yecheng of a person, Wang Yusheng.

The classmate who claims to have a musical dream is a person who likes to brag about his life ideals.

However, for the sake of his life ideals, has Wang Yusheng made any efforts in clear and meticulous planning? It doesn't seem to be, Zhang Yecheng still remembers that Wang Yusheng said such things.

'Going to study professional music books?' Scold! Tell you, the most important thing in music is spirituality! Studying professional books kills the spirituality I have, and that's the soul of my music! ’

It can be seen from this sentence that although Wang Yusheng did work hard, his efforts, just like what Li Xiaoyu said, were just a hot blood collision forward.

It's not desirable, and it's not worth boasting about.

However, what Zhang Yecheng wants to talk to Yan Xiaoman is not an ideal in life. As Li Xiaoyu said, there are too many fantasy factors in talking about life ideals, so you can't really understand a person.

What Zhang Yecheng wants is a real mutual understanding between him and Yan Xiaoman.

So how can we understand each other? Zhang Yecheng felt that he and Yan Xiaoman both needed to open their hearts and speak brightly.

So he replied to Yan Xiaoman like this: "Xiaoman, it's not about life ideals. I want to tell you what is in my heart, and I want you to tell me what is in my heart. If we want to be truly together and never be separated in the future, then we need to get to know each other better. A deep, tangible understanding that doesn't have too many illusions sandwiched in. For example, I will tell you about my actual feelings for you now, in fact, after being with you, I found that I did not like you as much as I thought I did. Still, I decided to stay with you, and for that we need to let go of our unrealistic illusions about each other and base our feelings on a tangible understanding. That's the only way ......"

"Wait! You say you don't like me?!!! With an expression of disbelief on his face, Yan Xiaoman interrupted the inquiry with some excitement.

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Thanks to the book friend 'Xin Forest 323', 'Lack of Virtue and Kindness', 'ysw1993', 'Knife 丨 Hongchen' for the reward.