Chapter 45: My Apologies, Her Secret

When I came out of the noodle shop and walked back, Lin Surou suddenly patted me, "Senior brother, you wait." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Then I ran briskly into an alley, a small stall that seemed to be unknown, told me not to follow, I pestle under the telephone pole, played with my mobile phone, and after a while, she carried two oiled paper bags and handed them to me.

"What is this?" I can already smell the smell of meat!

"I know you're not full, then, take it, I love it, crispy fried ribs." Lin Surou laughed.

My heart was inexplicably moved, "This, so polite, I said that I would invite you to dinner..." Looking at her smile, it seemed to become softer.

"Yes, you please, I'm sharing with you the delicious food I like." Lin Surou turned around, her long hair fluttering, and the streets that began to fall were full of indescribable beauty.

At least in this moment, my heart was moved!

"I'm sorry!" I looked at Lin Surou, apologized quite seriously, and half-bowed.

Lin Surou was intimidated by me.

"What's going on?"

"I'm sorry, I've been looking at you with colored glasses from the beginning, treating you as green tea and white lotus, but I think I'm going too far, everyone has shortcomings of one kind or another, but at least you're doing well in most aspects."

Not every green tea will really care about your stomach, and this little detail is quite moving.

"Silly junior, two packs of fried ribs can buy you, how do you know that I didn't pretend?" Lin Surou looked at me, and the smile on her lips became even worse.

I am also an ordinary person, and I will also be moved by some trivial things in life, and the two bags of pork ribs of my senior sister are really warm.

"I always feel that there are some things that can't be acted, if you are really that good, senior sister, then I have nothing to say, at least at this moment, and at that time, help me stand up, let me think, you are really good." I always feel that there should be a pure blue sky in Lin Surou's heart.

"Yes, I know, many people will scold me for being green tea, and I am true, unlike them, they think that excellent boys, go to dinner, go to the movies, when those boys know, they will also slander me behind my back, but they always think about how to ask me out, how to delay time, let me come back later, I think the only purpose of those men is just to sleep with me."

"It's true, and now, when you say that pure, non-sexual spiritual love, it's hard for anyone to do it."

"Rushing to go to bed to chase you, and really like it, and then want to be honest with each other, these are two different things, one by one I can't even understand my most basic demands, one by one, I think I am a little handsome, a little more good-looking, you can soak me in your hands, and you will abandon it from the beginning, why should I start? Since they like me to give them hope, I'll give it..."

Lin Surou does have a lot of helplessness, gossip, speculation and slander.

"But I think that giving people hope will also be a kind of torn pain, these people can't beg you, and in the end it's just a mirror, and the heart will be out of balance..."

"I would have said at the beginning, we are just friends, starting with friends, if there is no hope..."

"So have you explicitly rejected those people until now?" I stopped and looked at Lin Surou.

"No, because, they didn't say they liked me, how could I refuse, I wanted to wait for them to speak, but basically everyone wanted to play ambiguously with me, thinking that I was a cheap woman who relied on her body to be on top."

"Indeed, without a background, a beautiful woman, no matter how capable she is, will be criticized, and a woman with a background and ability, everyone will spare no effort to advocate that she relies on the relationship between the family and her godfather." Although there is something hateful about poor people, and there are many beautiful women who use their bodies in exchange for money and power.

But we can be beaten to death with a stick, are all good-looking women green tea? This is an absolute fallacy!

"So, sometimes I think about it, I don't even have a friend who can talk to me, I want to be a ****, but I look down on myself like that, junior brother, I won't tell you, many times, many rich people have come to me, saying that they will pay 20,000 yuan a month to support me."

Lin Surou hugged herself with her hands, a little helpless, and a little sad sigh.

"Su Rou, don't think about these ideas, is it very difficult for you to have a family?" Being raised by those big-bellied, fat pig-like bosses, and being slandered as a junior, I really don't want to see such Lin Surou!

"I know that if I can say it, it proves that I haven't gone yet, and my family is a well-off family, an only child. There are no burdens in the TV series that are desperately fighting for their younger brother and their parents and falling into the city. ”

"Yes, it's really not worth it, you, living with your own hands is much better than living by men."

"Those chicken soups, I've seen too much, I met a fairy tale of a heart-pounding prince or something, I don't believe it anymore a long time ago, it's not a rich man, ordinary ** silk sees me, that is, they want to be me, they can't afford to pay the responsibility, those guys who are quite handsome, who look like Svenwen on the surface, there are a few cadres in the student union I came into contact with, boasting about how powerful his parents are and what kind of future they can give me, but his hue is simply engraved into his bones."

"Hey, that's because you haven't met a good man, there are still a lot of people who can only pretend to be you in your heart, and there are still a lot of people who can be good to you."

"yes, I haven't met it yet, will it really happen? When most people get married, do they really love each other? ”

Once Lin Surou talks about such a heavy question, I have no way to answer it, love each other, this kind of dreamlike plot is probably there, but there are too many couples nowadays who divorce if they don't agree, and ignore the family if they don't agree, and the traditional concepts and moral constraints have all become scum.

"Reality sometimes pales, but there is always hope."

"Then why should I believe that I can find my flock through this wasteland?" Lin Surou turned to look at me, her eyes suddenly became deep, distant, with a bit of grievance, like a poet.

The street lights suddenly turned on, and on the road ahead, there were pedestrians in twos and threes, and there were many couples snuggling forward, those who are talking and laughing now, and those who now feel that they love each other deeply, are they for a moment of greed, or are they for staying together until they grow old?

In such a restless, pure youth, most of the girls gave their existing love to the self-conceived true destiny that they met in college.

"Instead of suffering for the end that is yet to come, why not live in the moment?" The words in the three-body problem became clear and powerful at this time, "Surou, live a little happier." I shook my fist firmly.

"How do you live happily?" Lin Surou sat on a bench, the moon had just risen, and it was still autumn in the afternoon, but now, the evening breeze was cool, Lin Surou shrank a little, I immediately took off my coat, she thanked me, I thought for a while, and then answered her.

"Playing dota, eating delicious, well, watching anime, yes, looking at fun posts, books, and blowing, everyone chatting together, these will make me feel extremely happy."

"Your happiness is easy to achieve, and it's very simple, girls' moods are always complicated, I can't say anything that can make me happy, I thought that dating different people, at least I would feel different tenderness, but the more I dated, the more upset I was..."

"Senior sister, I think, you better just order, don't go out with others in the future, being with people you don't like is just torment, your mind is very chaotic, I want to think about it, Su Rong likes to read books and drink tea quietly, maybe she was happy at that time, Qin Wan, I guess it is, how do I think she is very happy at all times..."

"That's when you see her, she likes you, and naturally she's going to be happy every moment with you, you idiot." Lin Surou chuckled.

"Uh, indeed." I scratched my head, "I don't seem to know where girls are usually happy, oh yes, shopping!" Buy cosmetics! ”

Lin Surou shook her head, "The thought of buying those clothes is to meet different men, and putting on makeup is also to show people I don't like, it's not very comfortable..."

"Hey, so I let you refuse, I won't go on a date in the future, buy the cosmetics you like, and show them to the people you like, if you don't like them, don't wear makeup, or put on makeup that you think looks good, plain and soft, you hate others on the one hand, but subconsciously, you are catering to other people's ideas, it seems that others think you are good-looking, you will have confidence, why bother, objective facts, you are a beauty!"

After saying so much, I suddenly remembered that I still had two bags of pork ribs in my hand, "Rub, I almost forgot, hey, it's not delicious when it's cold, a piece of senior sister's heart!" When Lin Surou was still thinking, I threw a piece into my mouth and ate it.

It was crispy, and the meat inside was really crispy, so I crushed it with the bones and ate it.

"I'm going to go, it's really delicious! Su Rou, thank you so much! "While biting, my eyes lit up, I couldn't stop at all, the bowl of noodles just now, although it was okay, but it was still such meat!

"Look at you, eat slowly, your mouth is full of oil!" Lin Surou came back to her senses in a trance, took out a tissue from her bag and handed it to me, "Hey senior sister, I don't need a paper towel, I have ribs in both hands, just go back and wash my hands, the paper towel is slimy and sticky." ”

"Really, child-like!" Lin Surou directly spread out the tissue, then folded it, and wiped my mouth quite naturally, I didn't think it was anything, but my heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

"Senior brother, I will call you to eat in the future, you have to come out to accompany me when you are free!"

"Ah, this... isn't good!" Lin Surou's eyes are a little weird, I am a little uneasy, not to mention, I have so little living expenses a month, although this month is a little more, but after the egret was slaughtered, the wallet also shrank sharply, I have time to accompany Lin Surou to eat, even if it is to eat noodles, I can't afford to eat it!

"Hehe, don't worry, I won't let you break the bank, brother of the melon, you can eat anything, even if it's the cafeteria! You brush yours, I brush mine, just want to be free and can chat with you. ”

"Cafeteria, that's okay, let's talk, I, okay!" I don't have too much reluctance, after changing my image of Lin Surou, I think the senior sister is still very good.

Moreover, I heard that she still had the idea of being fostered, I could not let her go astray, and I wanted to guide her to shine for socialist construction.

"Well, I think I've found something happy."

"What's the matter??"

"Secret!" The senior sister suddenly smiled brightly.