Chapter 36: The Voice of the Heart
Thinking about it carefully, it was a long time ago to be as close to Ye Li as today.
At that time, the two of them had just become married, and Ye Li still had a deep affection, and because he cared about the face of the Ye family, he was still able to deal with her with all his might, and then he became polite to each other, and in the politeness, it was full of alienation that was difficult to ignore.
If you want to blame it, she only blames her for marrying herself on the spur of the moment before she gets used to such a way of life, and it is undeniable that he once had such mean thoughts.
But after occasionally seeing the deep love between some ministers and their wives, Chu Muhan would consider it in his heart for a few points, and then he quickly forgot about it.
As a result, the two of them drifted apart, so that there was the tragedy of Ye Litou committing suicide in the lake.
Although Ye Li also said that this matter was not what she wanted, it was the result of being designed by someone else's conspiracy, but Chu Muhan knew it in his heart, but if he could care more about Ye Li and was willing to spend some thought on her, the fire in the backyard of the palace would not burn from her.
After all, it was he, the husband, who failed to fulfill his duty, and he owed her a life.
As for the promise he made to Ye Li, it was a vow he had made when she was unconscious, if she could wake up, he would definitely do everything to protect her, and if he couldn't give a heart, he couldn't take her life.
It's not fair.
Therefore, when Ye Li appeared in Xitang, he went through repeated restraint and restraint before he could hold back the joy that kept surging.
No one knew what he meant by the phrase "You are finally willing to come", only he knew that it was not his euphemistic blame, it was that he was rejoicing, glad that Ye Li was finally willing to wake up to see him, and glad that he could finally make amends.
But he never thought that in order to punish him, God had abandoned his true heart like a shoe, and he actually gave Ye Li such an indifferent and cold look, and he, who has always been good at figuring out his eyes, took all her changes into his eyes.
His intuition told him that Ye Li had changed, so she had really changed.
is different from the once peerless, dignified and elegant, and now she has begun to show a different kind of little emotions.
When it hurts, it will cry out loudly, and when it is unhappy, it will speak directly.
In order to survive, you can also directly put down your dignity and take the initiative to compromise, and you can say bluntly that you are pleasing you.
And all the things in the past few days are announcing her changes, and they are also telling him that she is no longer the Ye Li she used to be, just like a different person.
But it is undeniable that Ye Li, who was contaminated with fireworks, has a more real attraction, which also makes Chu Muhan want to protect it from the bottom of his heart after he is fortunate to see it.
And because of this, he did the stupid thing of going into the Liuli Pavilion at night to deliver medicine, and then he accidentally watched her fascinated.
Perhaps, he is starting to like her a little!
After realizing his gaffe, for a moment, Chu Muhan thought about it so seriously, but soon, he vetoed it.
For his heart has long since died, and all that flows in his blood for his heart to beat is hatred that lies dormant in the marrow.
No one knows how much he hates the decadence and depravity of this dynasty, and hates the dark filth in the palace for robbing him of his gentle and beautiful mother, but he hates even more that he was born and raised in Si.
But the deeper the hatred, the deeper the sinking.
In order to survive, he could not prevent himself from joining those people, and when he was born here, he was destined to be branded with a mark that could not be erased for a lifetime, and he would become as dirty as them.
It is precisely because of this that he can't hug Ye Li, who is as bright and bright as the moonlight, as she said, there are some mistakes, and it is enough to make one mistake.
After all, how beautiful she is now, how disgusting he is already.
is accustomed to the hypocrisy of acting on the spot, and the masks on her face are layer after layer, but she has never taken off her warm and jade disguise, and she never thought that it was this layer of disguise that tempted the ignorant her to throw herself into the net.
At that time, he had already been in secret contact with Ye Xiang for a long time, and thanks to Ye Li, their relationship was able to put on this sunny skin.
"She's the best bridge," he remembers, Ye Rin said when he came to the appointment.
Because she is full of him, she can't fake it, there is a way that is a good fate has always been determined by heaven, even if his father is the emperor and His Majesty, but he still can't resist the heart of a little girl who insists on marrying each other.
"Moreover, you are the most suitable for her, I believe in my own vision, I owe Luo'er too much, and I can only make up for it with this."
When he said this, Ye Xiang, who had always been respectful and steady, patted him on the shoulder, and his deep tone seemed to be silently recounting some unspeakable grief, which made his heart clenched together, sullen and extremely uncomfortable.
But despite this, in his eyes, Ye Xiang's move was no different from selling his daughter, and after hearing too many high-sounding words, he was almost a little unable to distinguish between true feelings and false intentions.
Ye Li felt a little dizzy, surrounded by a strange dark world, but fortunately, she was quite calm.
If she hadn't walked in front of the gate of the underworld, maybe at this moment, she would really think that she was dead. However, now that he has regained consciousness, he should not be far from waking up.
As soon as the thought came to mind, Ye Li immediately tried to move her eyelids, and when she was about to open her eyes, she saw Chu Muhan stretching out his hand to her, so under nervousness, she hurriedly closed her eyes again.
But the expected touch did not materialize.
Carefully squinting his eyes, what landed in Ye Li's narrow field of vision was his hand that stretched out and then suddenly stopped.
Then, as she expected, she withdrew, clenched her fists, covered her lips, coughed lightly, and her movements were done in one go, without any dragging, seeing this, Ye Li couldn't help but sigh in her heart.
But he never thought that just the slightest change in his mood could not escape Chu Muhan's eyes, and after hearing his inquiry, Rao is Ye Li didn't want to wake up, so he had to wake up.
Just wake up and say what? Don't just wake up and start discussing state affairs with him!
Yes, while opening her eyes, Ye Li was pondering the topic in her heart, but before she could open her mouth, the person already had a stomach full of thoughts to explain to her.
So, in a simple and brutal "Are you okay?" After that, the two of them began to talk about the original and boring topic of locust eradication again.
On the soft collapse, Ye Li listened to Chu Muhan's new round of brainstorming with one hand, but she had secretly slandered this man's ignorance in her heart, and because of his "entanglement" today, she would probably never hear the word locust again in her life.
But at this moment, she even can't listen to it, after all, the work she has done is kneeling, and she has to completely settle it.