Chapter 120: Mother Su Ya

Aunt Zhai Mulan and cousin Zhou Yan brought out hot meals from the kitchen and beckoned everyone to eat. The room in the big room of the pen fun and www.biquge.info the pavilion is usually deserted and Gao Bo is alone, but today it is finally lively.

Gao Gao came to the table and sat down worriedly, without any appetite. Since he was a child, he has had an unusual feeling, as long as something big happens, he will suddenly feel sick to his stomach and want to vomit. There were two occasions when I was in the police force, and on those two occasions, several bandits were killed. Today, when he heard that his father had something to say to him, he immediately had this reaction, which made him very nervous.

"Dad, what are you going to tell me?" Gao Gao finally couldn't hold back the curiosity and anxiety in his heart, and wanted to reveal the answer as soon as possible.

"Don't be in a hurry, eat first, and it's not too late to talk after eating." Gao Bo didn't look directly at his son, holding chopsticks and rummaging aimlessly through the plate in front of him. Auntie's expression at this time also seemed very unnatural, and she didn't dare to look directly at Gao Gao's gaze like Gao Bo, which made Gao Gao couldn't wait for a second, and her heart sank extremely quickly.

"Where can I still eat? What the hell is going on, you say! It's all a family, what can't you say to your face? Gao Gao was a little anxious, and his voice was unconsciously an octave higher.

Gao Bo's action of picking up the vegetables was stalemate and motionless, and after a while, he put down the chopsticks as if he had made up his mind, and said slowly: "Child, there is something that Dad has hidden from you for a lifetime." Seeing that he is about the same age, if he leaves like this one day and brings the secret into the coffin, it will be difficult for his father to look at him under Jiuquan! ”

Gao Gao was really frightened by his father's words, and waited for his father's next words in fear like a child.

Gao Bo's chest gradually rose and fell, and his lips looked a little trembling. After getting a look of affirmation from my aunt, I finally opened my mouth.

"Kid, actually...... Actually, your mother-in-law is not, it's not Mu Qing......"

Gao Bo's words were like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, making Gao Gao Mu stand on the spot. He felt as if his body was suddenly out of his control, his limbs were cold, and his scalp was numb. Even her cousin Zhou Yan and Chen Ke'er beside her were so frightened that they almost didn't hold the chopsticks in their hands, and they couldn't believe that these words really came from Gao Bo's mouth.

"Dad, what are you talking about...... high-pitched tone almost seemed to beg his father to retract what he had just said, but before he finished speaking, his eyes were already rosy, and big tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.

Chen Ke'er felt sour when she saw this, and hurriedly held her high-pitched hand under the table, conveying her silent comfort and care.

Aunt Zhai Mulan also sobbed, and said in a trembling voice: "Child, what your father said is true!" ”

"Yes...... But why? So, who is my mother-in-law? Where is she now......"

Gao Gao felt that his whole world was suddenly turned upside down, and he couldn't tell the difference between the east and the west, and he couldn't even hear what he was saying.

"Your biological mother's name is Su Ya, and she was a student of her father back then. When I gave birth to you, I had a difficult birth, and adults and children can only live one. Your mother resolutely chose you, and she ...... She..... Gone the same day...... When I rushed to the hospital, I only saw her one last time, and I didn't even have time to say a word......"

Gao Bo was already crying silently at this time, and the past reappeared in front of him.

"The only photo your mother left behind before her death was the registration photo on this student ID. It's been decades...... I don't even dare to look at it,......" Gao Bo took out a folded boxy handkerchief from his close pocket, and opened it layer by layer with a trembling hand, revealing a black-and-white photograph that had long been yellowed.

In the photo is a thin woman of eighteen or nineteen, and the mottled traces of time still can't hide the aura in her eyes. The smile on his face is elegant and calm, with a hint of certainty in the delicateness, like a bright lily quietly blooming in the ring of life......

Gao Gao held the photo in his hand, and the woman in the photo was both strange and familiar. Strange because he has never met her, but the stubbornness between the corners of his eyes and eyebrows is the same as her, if it is not a blood inheritance, how can he be so godlike?

Could it be that this stranger, whom he has never met, is his biological mother......

I have never been able to meet my biological mother in my life......

Could it be that the mother who loved and cared for him in every way before his death was not related to him at all? How do you come to terms with this reality? How do you understand what's going on?

"This is your mother-in-law, Su Ya! She was 23 years old when she left......"

Gao Bo used a slightly hoarse voice full of vicissitudes of life to tell the story of how he and Su Ya met, knew and fell in love, went through hardships and were infatuated, and until life and death were separated. Hearing this, Chen Keer and Zhou Yan cried into tears on the side, sighing and sighing for their poignant love story! I admire the great love of the high-pitched mother even more, which is enough to shake the heavens and the earth!

"Later, you were less than two years old when I married your mother Zhai Muqing, and your mother was worried that the role and title of 'stepmother' would affect your growth and would be laughed at and discriminated against by your classmates. I am also worried that it will affect the relationship between your mother and son, and in that era, 'stepmother' was almost synonymous with 'bad woman' or 'vicious woman'. In order not to leave a psychological shadow on you growing up, your mother decided not to tell you the truth, and she has always treated you as her own. For your sake, she even decided not to have children herself, and to pour all her love and energy into you. Since you were born, your mother and grandparents have always taken care of you, so you naturally take it for granted that you are your mother's son.

Until 08, when your mother was seriously ill, she had considered telling you the truth, and it was terrible that you could not accept this reality. I was also worried that telling you when Mu Qing was dying would cause your mood swings and make Mu Qing regret it, so I suppressed this matter again. During this period, I wanted to say to you a few times, but I never had the courage to say it, and several years have passed. I'm afraid that if I don't tell you today, I won't have a chance to say it again, and you have the right to know who your real mother is? And what did she pay for you? And although Mu Qing is not your biological mother, she definitely deserves to be called 'Mom'!

And what I want to say to you is, kid, I'm sorry! Forgive Dad for hiding it from you for so many years, Dad just ..... Just ......"

"Dad!" Gao Tengyi grabbed his father's hand and said with tears in his eyes: "I understand, I understand your and mother's hard work......"

"Son, do you hate Daddy?"

Gao Gao shook his head, "How is it possible! I just hate myself for not being nicer to my mom and spending more time with her when she was alive......"

Aunt Zhai Mulan said with relief when she heard it: "With your words, your mother will sense it in the spirit of the sky, and she doesn't know how happy she is at the moment......

"I have moved Su Ya's grave to Mu Qing's side, I will take you to see them during the New Year, and you will also give Su Ya a pillar of incense."

Nodding vigorously in a high pitch, he held his father's hand and cried bitterly.

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Back in the county, the high-pitched mood has been very low, and the photo of her biological mother Su Ya is with her. For this mother, who has never been seen, Gao Gao has a lot of thoughts, both curious and admired. I feel that although I have suffered many setbacks over the years, I can always be lucky in trouble, in addition to continuing my mother's arrogance, it seems that there is also her spirit in the sky to protect me.

Gao Gao has no memory as a reference, and it will be the regret of his life to imagine what it would be like if his mother was still there. But he can trace his mother's deeds before her death, isn't she a fellow villager with Shen Xueqian? Gao Gao secretly decided to go to his mother's hometown, looking for trivial bits of her life to enrich his memory and complete understanding of her.

After making up his mind, Gao Kang immediately dialed Shen Xueqian's phone.

"Uncle Shen, hello! I'd like to ask you something. ”

Shen Xueqian was taken aback, and he uncharacteristically did not call "Mayor Shen", but called "Uncle Shen", obviously not for official business. He will inquire about any personal matters to himself, isn't it obvious that the lice on the top of the monk's head! Shen Xueqian replied calmly: "Xiao Gao, what do you say?" ”

"It's about my mother, Suya." The high-pitched voice is calm, but unusually firm.

Shen Xueqian closed his eyes and sighed, and said, "Your father told you?" ”

"Yes, I am also very grateful to Uncle Shen for everything he has done for my parents! And I personally have to thank you for connecting them, otherwise I wouldn't exist. ”

"You speak in exactly the same tone as your mother, say, what do you want to know?"

"My mother and you are from the same township, both from Miaonan Province, I want to know who else is in my hometown now? Are my grandparents still alive? How many aunts or uncles do I have? Are my cousins okay now? ”

Shen Xueqian secretly complained when he heard it, it was true that he and Su Ya were fellow villagers, but they only knew about it in college, and they didn't know each other before. I hardly went back after I went to college, and my father died when I was 8 years old, and my mother was the only one left. Within a few years of joining the work, he took his mother out to live with him, and he knew very little about the situation at Su Ya's family.

After Su Ya died, Gao Bo had similar thoughts, and he accompanied him to Su Ya's house with great difficulty. But after Su Ya's parents and siblings learned of Su Ya's death, they had the heart to kill Gao Bo. If it hadn't been just in time for the nationwide crackdown, the local public security situation would have greatly improved, and in that Miaojia village in Longquan Town, Longma County, Jingqu City, Miaonan Province, he and Gao Bo almost lost their lives inside. In the past, it was not easy for the public security police at the police station to go, and as soon as a whistle sounded in the entire cottage, hundreds of people came out, with birds, machetes, and even explosives. The troops could not control the situation at all, and the cadres and policemen of the local police station were weak when they heard that they were going to go to Miaojiazhai in the mountains to send police.

However, this is not the case now, and this situation is unlikely to happen again, but it will take some effort to inquire. Besides, Gao Kang went back to find relatives as Su Ya's son, which is completely different from going to Gao Bo back then, and the Su family will definitely recognize Gao Kang.

After thinking about these things clearly, Shen Xueqian said: "You give me some time, I'll inquire clearly before telling you the specific situation, how about it?" ”

"Then there's Uncle Lao Shen."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, but Shen Xueqian didn't put down the phone for a long time, and fell into the memories of the past......