Chapter 15: The Heart Is Like a Lotus Seed and Often Bitter (2)

She couldn't help the curiosity in her heart and raised her hand. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoAfter a preamble, the sound of the flute rises faintly from the gap between the sound of the piano, as if the shadow is sparse and the fragrance is dark, the moon shines on the flower forest, and the world is clear. When the sound of the flute gradually subsided, she entered again, narrating the flowing feelings in the fragrance and the undulating feelings in the shadows. After the two sections, the rhythm of each other has been combined, and the third section of the piano and flute ensemble is unexpectedly meticulous, and the cooperation is as if it has been practiced for a long time.

The three people in the Xiangtian Pavilion had already been dumbfounded.

There was no sound outside the wall, Ah Chi also stopped his hand, pushed the piano away, and said to Feng Xiangtian: "Third brother, I'm going back!" ”

Feng Xiangtian still didn't come back to his senses, just looked at her in a daze: "You go well!" ”

Biyun Bitao followed her closely.

When he went out, the breeze came slowly, and Ah Chi's mind cleared up a lot.

Outside the courtyard of Xiangtian Pavilion, Feng Xiaotian stood with his hands in his hands, as if waiting for her.

Seeing her, he stared at her unabashedly, the meaning in his phoenix eyes was unpredictable, and he said for a while: "Love is deep and long-lived." Ah Chi, you need to get out as soon as possible. ”

She knew that he was talking about her "Youlan", so she lowered her head and said, "Yes, second brother!" ”

Feng Xiaotian looked at her for a long time, and finally sighed and said, "It's really too late!" If you and I meet first, I will definitely take you away and fly high. Ah Chi, you and I are the most suitable pair! ”

Ah Chi's face sank: "Second brother, please take back what you said, you shouldn't say it, and I don't want to listen to it!" ”

Feng Xiaotian sighed to himself: "Those who learn the rhythm of music should see the spirit directly, and say whatever they want in their hearts. Ah Chi, you have been kidnapped by morality and vulgarity! ”

Seeing that the more he talked, the more unpleasant he became, Ah Chi turned around and left, but he didn't hear what he said: "I was kidnapped too......"

Feng Xiaotian looked at her back as she walked quickly, and a trace of desolation hit her heart. Under the winter sun, his independent figure is particularly lonely.

Ah Chi did not go to Ning Xinju to say goodbye to Mrs. Ming, and returned directly to Feng Seclusion. Feng Yintian had just sent off a group of visitors and sat alone in the reception room. Ah Chi walked in, leaned his head on his shoulder, and silently burst into tears.

She didn't know why she was crying, whether it was because of the sadness aroused by "Youlan", or the memories evoked by the sound of the piano, or because she was angry with Feng Xiaotian?

She felt that she had both, but she was neither, but she was upset, aggrieved, sad, and helpless, and she needed to lean on a strong shoulder and cry quietly.

Feng Yintian subconsciously raised his arm and wanted to hug her, but he stiffened in mid-air, and slowly put it back on his lap. For nearly two months, she had become familiar with him, and had grown closer to him. He let her lean motionlessly, but in his heart there were turbulent waves and churning. Because of her trust and dependence on him when she was weak and helpless, he wanted to laugh and sing, but in the end he was quiet, so quiet that he didn't dare to move, for fear that if he moved, she would be frightened and leave.

Biyun Bitao quietly retreated.

Ah Chi's tears wet his shoulders. It took a long time to put away the tears and raise his eyes. The clear eyes were slightly red and swollen, as bright as the stars.

Feng Yintian looked sideways into her eyes and asked softly, "Feel better?" ”

Ah Chi nodded.

"For what?"

Ah Chi sniffed and said abruptly, "I can't tell." The third brother asked me to play "Youlan", and my father asked me not to play it again before I died, but I couldn't refuse the third brother. This time, I learned about the deepest sadness in the sound of the piano...... Brother, life is more bitter and less joyful, I really don't know what I came here for! ”

Feng Yintian looked at her silently: "This is the deepest sorrow in life, Ah Chi, it is easy to fall into despair if you think about it too much." You should only come for the people who love you and wait for you. ”

Ah Chi shook his head bitterly: "I don't want to drag others down, and I don't need the pity of others, so there is no such person!" I only wish that God could save me from calamity and let me live my life in peace. ”

Feng Yintian's heart ached again. Looking up at the verdant flowers and trees outside the window, he was silent.

People who are stuck deep in their hearts tend to be lonely and sentimental. You need to give her a goal in life and let her be fulfilled.

After the meal, Feng Yintian sent Ah Chi to take a nap and called Biyun Bitao to the reception room. He didn't believe that the song "Youlan" made her so sad. He understands the strength in her bones.

Biyun Bitao not only told him about the piano and flute ensemble, but also told him Feng Xiaotian's words.

Feng Yintian waved the two away, stood alone by the window, and fell into deep thought.

He always knew that Xiaotian was not the rude and uninhibited he showed on the outside, and knew that he was very aggrieved in his heart. He was the most arrogant of the three, but because of his burden, his mother made the decision to marry him Ming Xiaowei early, and a year later asked him to marry Feng Yuanchun under the pretext of having more children and more power. Feng Yintian knew that his mother wanted Xiaotian to make up for the regret of his eldest son's refusal to get married and not being able to pass it on.

That's when his eccentric temper began.

So all along, he has endured him everywhere, because only he understands the grievances in his heart, and it is he who has affected him.

And Ah Chi's appearance undoubtedly gave Feng Xiaotian a ray of hope. Her intelligence and sensitivity were what he desired. His affection and love for her are destined to be inevitable.

However, it was already too late. He can't give her completeness, and any affection is a mirror.

What's more, he won't allow him to get close to her. He can't give it to her, and he can't give it to him. Rather than that, it's better to cut off the feelings from the beginning.

He crept into the piano room outside the Westroom, and lay down on the couch on which he had slept in order to get closer to her.

Ah Chi woke up and saw Feng Yintian when he walked outside. She didn't know why he slept in the piano room, but she was overjoyed, so she crept into the room and took out a thin blanket and gently covered him. I sat on the stool next to Lu Qi, holding my cheeks and admiring his sleeping face.

He is very good-looking, with thick eyebrows, but very clean. Although her eyes were closed, she knew that once they were opened, all the people around her would be swept into those eyes, and she couldn't escape even a single wisp. The most vivid thing on his face are the lips, with a clear curve that is ecstatic, and most of the time he is pursed, and the more angry he is, the tighter he squeezes. He seems to have a habit of cleanliness, and only wears white or pearl-colored well-made coats all the year round, so that he is handsome but not cold, and he is bright but not stiff.

Ah Chi remembered the words "a gentleman is like a jade", which was clearly set up for him!

She couldn't help but be distracted.

Thank God for sending him on her most tragic day. However, as they got to know each other better, she found more and more of his loneliness. He was over twenty years old but did not have a family, and lived alone in Feng Seclusion; He doesn't seem to have a good relationship with Feng Xiaotian; He waved his long sleeves in the government and opposition of two countries, but he did not see that he had a close friend; He worked hard and was always hiding a heart disease...... She knew that there must be a pain hidden in his heart, which is why the two of them accepted each other so smoothly.

Because there is an innate induction between loneliness and loneliness, grief and sadness.

He saved her, put everything in place, and patiently led her out of the pain. He is the second savior God has let her meet, and she is willing to spend a lifetime reading his loneliness and pain. Not only because of repaying the favor, but also because of understanding and attraction.

But she knew it couldn't be. He will have a family, a wife and children, and she, the road ahead is boundless, and she instinctively has a hunch that God will not let her live a safe life.