(1) It's been a long time since I've seen you

As we all know, when you meet a boyfriend who has broken up for many years, please reach out politely first, let him know that you don't care about the affairs of the year now, and if your ex-boyfriend asks you if you are okay, you must answer, very good. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

But I don't know, when a girl meets a childhood sweetheart who has been separated for many years and has been rejected many times, she asks if you are okay.

But the answer doesn't matter anymore, because the other party is just polite.

After finalizing the details of the contract, I closed the computer and stood up, politely stretched out my right hand to him, and said, "Ji Liangyu, I hope we have a happy cooperation." ”

He smiled, the usual folds between his eyebrows when thinking unfolded, still gentle and comfortable, and the hand he shook back was slightly stiff and void, and after so many years, our familiarity with each other had also turned into alienation in him. "It's been a pleasure," he said. ”

(2) The childhood friend is you

Is it?

It was probably a real pleasure for him. Because my childhood sweetheart and I were also concubines in those years, I was a concubine and a lover and unintentionally messed around together throughout my youth, although most of the time he did some of his stealing corn and I sentry, he blocked people's chimneys and I commanded where to escape, from the full tacit understanding, we are indeed like partners.

Later, we met both parents, and we cooperated more closely: I would excuse him in front of his parents for skipping class and fighting; When I cause trouble outside of school, he will clean up the mess behind me; He chased girls to save money and skip breakfast, and my snacks were half of his; When I was locked up at home by my parents thinking about my "philosophy of life", he smuggled me into a game disc while "stringing windows".

To this day, I even remember him saying to me: "Hey, Mu Zixia, if there is really reincarnation, let's fall into reincarnation together, you are a man, I am your master!" What do you think? At that time, I seemed to be very cute and innocently said, "Isn't it now?" ”

This ** unclear little affection is more suitable for the youthful years of secret love! So much so that for a long time later, I was thinking, since he promised me all the rest of his life, if there was no Zhao Ningyin, he and I would definitely go from childhood sweethearts to each other!

It's just that it's all said to be if.

(3) Speaking of you is just you

When he was in high school, Liangyu saw Zhao Ningyin walking in the snow from a distance at dusk in winter. The boy's heart was pained by the girl's thin appearance.

He said, "Zixia, you help me." ”

I said, "Okay." ”

I promised to help her chase Zhao Ningyin, because I didn't even need to ask to know everything about her. I wrote a love letter to Yangwoo with the most touching words. The envelope also contained Zhao Ningyin's information, which was even detailed to where her parents were from, the mobile phone model, the shoe size, and the measurements.

I didn't hesitate to help him, but I thought he was just playing, and I didn't notice that he was smiling when he mentioned Ning Yin.

When Ning Yin didn't know him, he paid her mobile phone bill in the middle of the night in order to listen to her voice, even if all he got was Ning Yin's angry scolding, he felt very good.

When Ning Yin skipped class and went to the infirmary to chat with his aunt, he stupidly bought snacks and went to ask for warmth with a warm treasure in his hand, completely forgetting that I really needed the warm treasure that belonged to me because of the pain of my "eldest aunt".

After Ning Yin teased and rejected his invitation, he posted a large poster on the corridor window of her class, and the beautiful face was Ning Yin's appearance, and there were fluorescent characters below the poster: Zhao Ningyin, I like you.

When Ning Yin's roommate shouted that he was hungry at night, he called him as if Ning Yin was hungry, and as a day student, he actually appeared on the closed campus half an hour later, and handed me six steaming beef noodles downstairs in Ning Yin's dormitory, and I was not one of Ning Yin's six bedrooms.

On campus during that time, the name attached to Ji Liangyu when I mentioned it would no longer be me, a senior sister, but Zhao Ningyin.

However, soon, after returning to school during the one-month vacation, the campus returned to silence, and when it came to Liangyu, there was only Liangyu.

(4) Good brother likes you

Many people speculated about what was going on, and when I was asked, I was silent.

Don't you know? How so?

That Saturday was Ning Yin's birthday. Liangyu was downstairs at Ning Yin's house, leading his well-known band in the city to sing love songs for nearly two hours after the huge and enthusiastic fireworks bloomed enchanting in the night one after another, and after being splashed a few basins of cold water by Ning Yin's aunt downstairs, he shouted: "Zhao Ningyin, be my girlfriend!" ”

At the age of nineteen, he shivered slightly in the cool April night breeze, and my vision gradually blurred as I stood in the dark hallway, and I could not see the brow of the dazzling young man clearly. Very few girls can reject a romantic and persistent teenager at the age of sixteen or seventeen, even if the object of pursuit is not herself, she will be moved by the teenager, Ran Ningyin is the special one.

It's rare because it's special.

I don't know what Ning Yin said to him on the phone, I only know that at the darkest moment of dawn, there were only me and Liangyu downstairs in Ning Yin's house.

His figure gradually brightening up in the morning light is like a sycamore on a street corner, but what about his phoenix? I couldn't help it, pounced on him, and I said, "Liangyu, I like you." ”

It was the girl's incomparably heroic confession, on the morning of the boy's birthday when he became a man, under the peach blossom tree, I said seriously: "Ji Liangyu, congratulations on coming of age." Liangyu, I like you. ”

Liangyu pushed me away with a smile, and his tone was unfamiliar with gentleness, and said, "Although you just gave Ning Yin a birthday gift, I don't want you to bleed again." But I look forward to your coming-of-age gift more than you like. ”

I looked at his bright starry eyes in distraction, and after a long time, I shrugged helplessly and said, "Can't you give me a staircase to come down?" Anyway, I'm a girl confessing to you! ”

Liangyu rubbed his eyebrows, and there was a faint green shadow under his eyes after a night of sleep. Just when I was thinking about whether the boy would be an adult, Liangyu unceremoniously put his arm around my shoulder and said, "You also said that you are a girl!" Even my mom and dad know we're brothers. ”

Hearing this, I looked down at the flatness on my chest, twitched the corners of my mouth, and helplessly presented the beautifully packaged gift box and complained: "I still want to save this year's and wait for you next year!" It's not interesting enough, I can't even send myself to you! ”

Looking at Liangyu's inquiring eyes, I said indignantly: "Hmph, brother! ”

(5) The brother next door is you

I don't know what that bastard said, people often have to have an unforgettable love before they grow, and they know how to give up and forgive.

Although I don't think that Liangyu has an unforgettable love for Ning Yin, I still admit that Ji Liangyu is no longer the Liangyu I know. Punctual at school, no skipping classes, no fighting, not going to bars, treating me as no exception, polite and not a little childish. Even if there are still girls who hand over love letters and gifts every now and then, there is no news of who he is with.

I narcissistically wondered, could Liangyu be determined to cultivate oneself and concentrate on being good to me because of our childhood sweetheart's friendship? Yu Jingxue gave me a roll of her eyes and said, "Mu Zixia, don't dream during the day, Harazi can raise whales!" Think about it, old man, who of Liangyu's previous girlfriends is because you broke up with Liangyu? ”

Well, it really isn't. None of them put me in the rival column. I once asked a certain girl why, and the girl who was very nervous said, "You've known each other for so long, if you like it, you'll be together sooner!" ”

I was amazed that she had such a wise understanding, she looked at me with idiotic eyes for a long time and said very casually: "It's all fun, who will really find someone to live a lifetime, and if you are serious, you will lose?" ”

What about Zhao Ningyin?

I didn't ask Liangyu if she was a special case, because he told me with his actions that he would not give up even if he was rejected. I asked him why, and he said, "How can I be rejected?" ”

I believed that was his true words, so I didn't investigate when the hand-painted easter eggs that had been placed in the conspicuous place in Liangyu's room disappeared.

(6) I love you just you

At the graduation ceremony of my third year of high school, I looked at Liangyu, who was about to graduate on the stage, and thought: Confessing in front of the whole school is sensational enough, right? When Ning Yin became his girlfriend, Liangyu was still the Liangyu I knew.

But that day, Liangyu didn't confess.

He quietly played a song "Ten Years" with his band, he said: "Maybe we haven't known each other for three years, but fate arranged for us to meet and know each other is a surprise we never expected, I don't know where I will be in ten years, what kind of people I meet, what kind of experience I have, but I will still be grateful that I met you now, and I am grateful for the wonderful memories of life you have left me." ”

Milk tea once said: "When you are together, two people decide, and when you break up, one person is enough." ”

When Zhao Ningyin appeared on the stage with tears in her eyes and presented a large bouquet of flowers, the audience whistled, and they only had a polite hug on the stage.

I bumped Jiang Xing with my elbow and asked, "Is it sour or not?" Jiang Xing said: "Ning Yin is my girlfriend now." ”

I was stunned, this sentence that sounded like a subtext seemed to be jealous, but it was actually a word that was both generous and declared sovereignty, Jiang Xing had already met Zhao Ningyin, who was in tears. Behind the bright stage, in a place where no one else can see, the bright and playful girl who is usually bright and playful is crying. I sighed, no matter how helpless Jiang Xing is now, whether he lives in Ning Yin's heart or not, he is still her boyfriend.

I patted Jiang Xing on the shoulder and said, "Take care of Ning Yin, otherwise, with my friendship with Ning Yin for five years, I will definitely make you smile more ugly than crying." ”

After the graduation ceremony, I stopped Liangyu and asked, "You still like her, don't you?" ”

He looked deep and said, "I love her." ”

I said, "But you made her cry, and the person who was with her was not you, and when you were sad, it was not she who was with you." ”

He was silent, and there was a vague light in the pupils that reflected my figure.

I said, "I like you." ”

After being silent for a long time, he seemed to hear something very funny, and he said: "That's it, then Mu Zixia, we don't have to contact each other in the future." ”

I couldn't tell if it was a mockery or not, but I knew I couldn't read what he was trying to say.

I didn't ask him where he went. It's just that on campus without him, my senior year of high school was also silent.

(7) It's also you who no longer contact

I don't have the opportunity to read brain-dead love letters anymore.,Less fun, I'm crazy obsessed with girl's comics.,Make up for the girlish feelings I have been missing since I was ten years old.,My grades plummeted.。

After the college entrance examination, I received a package from Ning Yin, and she and Jiang Xing had a strong relationship at that time.

Inside the package is a beautiful gift box and a letter.

"Zixia, I think now I can tell you why I chose Jiang Xing, but he cried so miserably when he sang 'Ten Years'. Because Liangyu is a boy I can't look down on, when I lay flowers and he said he wished me happiness, I knew he wouldn't pursue me anymore. Later, I wondered why he let go. Now I think I know. Zixia, we are so good, but you didn't tell me that you liked him when you met him, should I say that you are precocious or should you scold you for being sick, and actually help him chase me. Don't be so stupid, after all, you like him, so many years. You have to be brave enough to love, and don't care what others think. ”

I shuddered and opened the gift box, and it was a broken hand-painted egg. It was my New Year's gift to Liangyu, one for the first year and two for the second year...... I've been sending it for six years, and I don't know if it's 21 broken eggshells in the box.

I smiled wryly, I had known him for seven years, but he had passed on the friendship I had known for six years to others.

Maybe you really shouldn't be in touch again.

(8) It's not you who warm the wine for me

I was admitted to City C.

Probably has a fate with him. During a certain shopping trip, I learned that Liangyu was also in C City. I cheered myself on and said to myself that Liangyu must have rejected me because I was too young at that time and didn't know how to fall in love, and he liked me, but he felt that he had to think about the future.

Then, I confessed for the third time.

The confession was in the forum of Liangyu's school.

The very sad confession was replied to because of the memories, thoughts, reluctance and admiration, and I looked at those blessings and thanked them one by one, and my heart was also happy.

The joy of blessing did not last long, and a person who claimed to be Liangyu's roommate replied that Liangyu disappeared after reading the confession.

Missing? What a ridiculous thing! When did Liangyu dare not face the peach blossom confession like this, even if I am a rotten peach blossom, I don't deserve such humiliation, but these are far from enough.

But a few days later, Jingxue said, "Zixia, you were dug up." I clicked on the webpage in confusion, and suddenly there was an even stronger humiliation.

It was a picture of me practicing martial arts, and it showed a girl dressed in training slamming a man with a big waist to the ground cleanly. The reply below is a sigh.

That day, I happened to be going to an interview for an event, and Liangyu is roommate sent me a text message before I entered: He asked me to tell you that he has someone he likes. I called back seven times outside the venue, but I refused to answer them all. I missed the interview that day.

After the vigorous confession incident, I was dragged by Jing Xue to a food stall to drink, and while listening to the commentary on the radio next to me talking about "Warm Wine Kill Huaxiong", I asked Jing Xue with a big tongue: "Do you know why Guan Yu can cut Huaxiong with warm wine?" ”

"Martial arts are world-beating!"

“NO！ That's because Cao Cao has always been a warmer wine for him! I took a sip of a cup of Erguotou, and my esophagus hurt hotly: "Cao Cao gave Guan Yu, a person who is not known to be friend or foe, a chance, why didn't I have it?" ”

Like someone? It's all an excuse, how could he be empathetic and don't fall in love with Ning Yin so much after only one year.

I leaned on Jingxue's shoulder and said inarticulately: "Ning Yin can cry for him, why, why can't I even cry!" I like him so much that I can't even cry......"

Jingxue patted my head: "Silly girl." ”

(9) The mountains and seas are so big that you don't have them

When I graduated, I was not yet 20 years old.

I smiled bitterly in front of the gate of that magnificent school, Liangyu's refusal was inevitable, he studied in the top 20 universities in the country, and his future was limitless. I'm just a two-year college graduate, and the gap is not even a fraction of a second.

I was lying on the floor of the ten-square-meter rental house and suddenly remembered that on my fifteenth birthday, I generously gave Liangyu a wish, and he said, "Then may we be able to travel with our beloved in the future!" ”

A smile welled up on my face, let's travel!

I saw the continuous holiness of Everest, tasted the majestic and magnificent Three Gorges of Wuyue, sighed at the creation of the Loess Plateau, and appreciated the gorgeous magic of the mountains and heavenly pools. I have walked through the grassland of Qilian Mountain, Shennongjia forest, Xishuangbanna village, and the happy land of life in Wulingyuan Village; Appreciate the immortal legend of the Potala Palace, the Forbidden City of the Great Wall, which spans the world left by history.

After two years of poor travel, I have experienced countless pains and touches, and finally understood that the mountains and seas are vast, the heavens and the earth are vast, and there is no him by my side after all.

Many years ago, I told Liangyu that if I had the opportunity, I would definitely settle in Star City, because the city that is metaphorically known as the stars must have a beautiful night sky. Once there are more stars, I can't help but look at the brightest star and watch for my own star.

(10) Desperately Sanniang for you

I found a job and stabilized very smoothly. I never thought that I would meet Liangyu at work.

After a few years, he is no longer the young man who swept the campus in the past, and I am not the girl next door with a ponytail.

He smiled gently, and I was able to do so.

I said, "I hope we have a good time working together." ”

"It's been a pleasure," he said. ”

In the first quarter of the cooperation, I worked like a teenager, and brought the spirit of "pimp" into full play. Liangyu's company's product sales tripled compared to the previous quarter. After the cooperation funds arrived in the second quarter, Liangyu said: "Miss Mu works so hard, the bonus must be a lot!" Why don't you treat an old friend to a meal? ”

I smiled: "It should be so, but I've been busy for more than three months, and the first meal I have free should be even more rewarding for my family who have been neglected by me for so long and still support me!" My husband is jealous! ”

"Your sir?" He had a moment of distraction similar to mine.

"yes, I've been married for two years!" My smile was just the right amount of politeness.

"I'm sorry, I was presumptuous!"

"At that time, I didn't know how to contact you, so I was negligent and forgot to tell you." I raised my wrist to signal the time: "It's not too early, see you later." ”

"See you later."

I turned around and left, without looking back or pausing, thinking to myself: "Shi Lei wanted to eat Japanese food the day before yesterday, did I ask him to invite me out to eat, or should I buy the ingredients and cook them at home?" ”

(11) It's not you who will accompany me all my life

On the way home with Shi Lei's fingers interlocked, I asked him: "Stone, if someone tells you that someone I have liked for many years shows up, will you be jealous?" ”

Shi Lei said without thinking: "Of course not." ”

"Huh?"

"Who doesn't have a bad eye and falls in love with a bastard when he fails himself?"

"But he's a very glittering bastard who can throw you a few streets away."

"Then I'm more relieved, he must not look down on you." Seeing that my face was slightly gloomy, he said: "The person who married you is me, he is not lucky to miss you, what does it matter if you like him for many years, you want to love me for a lifetime, you said, if you agree, you are not allowed to regret it." ”

I stopped, and so did him. I looked at the man with sparkling eyes under the street lamp and told myself that this was the man who had promised me my life.

I went back to City C three years ago and watched a sunrise on a hill in City C. I still have a deep affection for the sunrise after the end of my trip, and when the sun fully releases its brilliance, I begin to miss the shining sun, and I feel tired from the bottom of my heart. Dear boy, it's me who doesn't deserve you, Ning Yin is not with you, and I will give up.

There was a frolic behind me, and I heard someone say, "It's your fault for grinding, the sun is out!" Another laughed and said, "Miss the sunrise and miss the beauty!" Then he shouted, "Look at the girl on the other side......"

I didn't hold back my laughter, his morale was even stronger, and he jumped over and said, "Little Shi Lei, three Shi Lei, dare to ask the girl's name?" ”

I suppressed a smile and said, "Hello to a pile of stones, I'm Mu Zixia." ”

(12) But I love you

I'm Liangyu.

The moment I learned that Zixia was married, I understood Ning Yin's words the day before she became an adult, she said: "If you use me to stimulate her, you are not afraid that this temptation will completely lose her, no, you will definitely lose her." ”

I'm really tempting. I asked her to help me write love letters, ignoring that every love letter needs to be sincere to be moved; changed girlfriends one after another, but never let her become the one who stood side by side with her; confessed to her good friend, selfishly wanted to make her jealous and only had herself around; After her confession, her brain was still hot and wondered how long she could like it.

The year she finished the college entrance examination, Ning Yin sent me a letter.

"I broke the easter egg you sent me to stimulate Zixia, only to know that it was full of her heart, she sealed a note in the easter egg, I read two and couldn't stand it, 'You say, if there is really reincarnation, let's fall into reincarnation together, you are a man, I am your master, in fact, what I read is, if there is a reincarnation I am a man, you are my woman'' I think I am stupid, I sealed the note in the egg and gave it to you, I hope you see it and I hope you can't see it. You know I like you when you see it, and if you don't see it, it means that you keep what I gave you safely' Liangyu, 21 words from the same person from naïve to mature. 21, love you, it was because of this number that you would send her heart out. I'm curious, if you know that she likes you, you will chase me, but it doesn't matter, I will still keep your mind secret, but I returned the broken egg to her, and my heart returned you, I liked you, but I also hope that you will compensate for her happiness. ”

In the end, I lost her, if I hadn't lost face because she was studying in college, I wouldn't have lost her! Even if I came to her city, I couldn't keep up with her.

I paced to the window, and the neon was dazzling. Star City is a city that never sleeps, and the bright night here is not illuminated by the starry sky and the moonlight. I think Zixia probably understands that the night sky that can be called the starry sky has no stars, and most of what we can see is the stars guarding around us, day or night.

The night was dark, and I could no longer see the star that had brightened my entire teenage years. I spread out my palms and clicked on Zixia's text message;

You helped me a lot this time, and the stone said that I want to thank you, and invite you to dinner another day, by the way, you and the stone are alumni who must be able to talk.