"Rong Rong, have you finished knitting your brother's scarf?"

"Sister Rongrong, my scarf has been knitted, if you haven't knitted it in the past two days, you won't be able to catch Christmas. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

"Sister Rongrong, why don't you speak, really, what do you want to eat at night?"

After I shouted a few times, I suddenly realized that Su Rong had been moving out for more than five months.

She's seriously preparing for the TOEFL test, so I can't bother her.

Originally, I thought the house was a bit small, but now, I was the only one in the room, and I would turn on the lights in all the rooms from beginning to end, pretending that they were still there.

Sister Rong Rong in the first few weeks, every weekend will be fixed to accompany me, she will use her unique meanness and bitterness, the night brother to count a pass, but recently, she is also very busy, basically not coming, but I will also cook seriously, I am afraid that in case my brother and Sister Rong Rong suddenly pass by, to their own neighborhood, did not eat lunch and dinner, at least can come up to have a full meal.

Although they didn't come back after every meal, it didn't matter, I believe that as soon as the game is developed, my brother will come home and hug me, like before.

How long has it been since my brother has hugged me? It seems like a long, long time, so long that I can't remember clearly, and my brother's company has been going less recently, listening to Xu Qingying, the recent period of time, is the time period when the game structure is completely established, and it has officially entered the time period when the entire smooth narrative world view is paved.

In the WeChat message that my brother sent me at 8:26:38 last Tuesday night, he complained to me that the work was a bit hard and asked me to take good care of myself at home.

What a big idiot brother, how could I not take care of myself? You are the one who worries the most.

However, with Lin Qianxiao, Xu Qingying, and that Lin Surou here, my brother's quality of life can't be any worse.

My phone vibrated a little, I put down the scarf I was holding in my hand, it was actually my brother!

I happily opened the message, "Wan'er, it's a little cold, you remember to wear more clothes, I've been very busy lately, I go back to the bedroom every day and fall asleep, and when the game is done, I must go home to accompany you, by the way, Sister Ying said that the copyright fee will be called in the next two days, and I will let her call your card directly." ”

I looked at the chat box, edited the text over and over again, typed a lot of words, and finally deleted one sentence after another about my mood when editing.

I can't affect my brother, he's working hard for me, and for Sister Rongrong's future, I should know, I shouldn't be sad, my brother is so good to me, so good...

"Brother, I've already received the money, why don't you keep a little for yourself? I know you're working hard, it's okay if you don't have to send a message, Wan'er is here, it's okay to have Sister Rongrong with you. ”

After sending it, I was relieved to see that the message had been read, and put the scarf in a delicate gift bag.

What to do at night? What else can be done?

In the past, when I didn't have a brother, didn't I have a good time alone, obviously I could do anything alone, but why did I watch TV, read books, and go shopping, and I was almost not interested?

I haven't bought clothes for a long time, Armani has come out with a lot of new lip colors this year, and I haven't tried them again, and Yintai has opened a new delicious Japanese restaurant, I heard that the specifications are higher, but I am not interested in going.

The pizzeria that my brother liked moved to another place in June this year, after all, there are not many people here who have the same taste as my brother.

I flipped through the message my brother gave me, WeChat, QQ, and call records, this year's time, the chat history is less than three pages, it's really short and pale, a year that can be summed up in a few words.

But it's okay, fortunately, every time my brother sends me, it's not a short good morning and good night, but like a small report, which will tell me what happened recently.

I read it many times, and I could think of my brother's expression at that time.

I walked barefoot to my brother's room, looked at the room with almost no furnishings, and felt that the days were still long, and everything could be done slowly, why not put two pots of flowers, why not put some delicate decorations? At that time, I didn't need anything, and my brother was good to have me.

On my brother's computer, there was some dust again, I hurriedly went to find a rag to dust it off, obviously every day, but the speed of dusting, why is it so fast?

It's as if those joyful memories, which I am trying so hard to remember, quickly fade away.

I opened my brother's computer casually, or I stubbornly replaced the photo with my brother on the shore of Xiamen Lake, my brother looks a little stupid, every time he takes a picture, his expression is so serious, pretending to be serious, I and his fingers are interlocked.

It's like yesterday, but yesterday is also far away.

My memory is very poor, I can't remember what dishes I ate last night, anyway, if I have time to cook, they are all fixed three dishes and one soup, one meat and two vegetables, my brother's favorite chicken wings, I will cook every meal.

No one eats any of them.

On my brother's computer desktop, the most eye-catching thing is the DOTA2 logo, and I suddenly thought, how long has it been since my brother played this game?

Open,Prompt to update,Prompt DOTA2 has a new engine,To download more than 20 G,I looked at this announcement of a new engine,It's May of this year.,Now,It's almost 7 months.。

I used to dislike my brother playing this game, I thought it was a waste of time, and I wanted him to be with me every minute, but now, I just sit next to my brother and waste time, at least, it's still by my side.

I turned off the computer and opened my brother's closet, which seemed a little empty, because as early as October, I packed all the clothes that should be packed and sent to my brother's bedroom, afraid that he would not have time to go home to get them, and that he would freeze if the weather suddenly turned cold, and my brother's clothes were very few, and he couldn't even fit a suitcase.

When he was in junior high school and high school, he wore school uniforms, and his shoes were all old shoes that were bought by other people's families, or a pair of domestic brand sneakers that cost more than 100 yuan.

The tradition in my hometown is that boys should be poor, and my brother doesn't even have ten yuan in his pocket all year round.

I was always trying to find a way to get my brother to squeeze out his last bit of money, and I threatened him with all sorts of threats to buy me snacks.

I don't like those snacks, and the things I grew up eating were many times higher than the candy or ice cream for a few dollars in the roadside shop.

But I especially like to see my brother look tangled, but he has to compromise, every time I pretend to eat happily, my brother drools on the side, and forcibly says it's okay.

It's stupid.

For his life trajectory, no matter when I think about it, I am so clear, from childhood to adulthood, to now, my brother's personality has not changed.

I closed the closet, looked at the time, ah, it's almost ten o'clock, there is still class tomorrow morning, I have to rest early, I spread my brother's futon again, then turned off the light in his room, and softly, in my gentlest tone, said, "Good night, brother." ”

(After writing this inexplicable twitch in my heart, I can't say it's uncomfortable)