Feng Yintian let go of his embrace and sat on the stool under the lamp: "I'm not sad about Feng Qingqing's affairs, but I can't forgive myself for my incompetence, Ah Chi, I almost can't protect my sister." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Ah Chi looked at him, his silky eyelashes, his eyes were as clear as a mirror, reflecting his self-blame.

She still stood in place: "So, you just now, it was because of guilt? ”

Feng Yintian stared deeply into her eyes. She was skeptical, and she was trying to prove that this was a crucial step before their relationship could reach a new dimension.

But at this moment, the deep-seated rationality in his heart has prevailed again.

A year has passed, and he has less than four years to go.

If he gets out of control, then they may have four years of happiness, but they will let her survive a long life of sadness and loneliness. He has no right, no right to do so.

He avoided her gaze and said, "I'm so guilty! ”

Ah Chi's eyes darkened, as if the stars in the sky were in an endless haze. She was silent for a while, and a smile appeared on her face: "No, I didn't get hurt in any way, what do you feel guilty about?" ”

Feng Yintian looked at her dim eyes, and the pain in her heart gradually spread to her limbs.

"Brother, go to bed, I didn't sleep all night last night, and I can't sleep late tonight." She tried to restore her tone to her usual appearance, but brought a whimpering tail to the tail of the last word. His heart was broken when he heard it.

He stood up, spread her hair in a bun, smoothed it with his fingers, and said softly, "Your hair is always tangled up in the morning, just because you don't take care of it when you sleep." It's a lot better that way. ”

Ah Chi stood with his back to him, tears raining down.

His fingers were still running around her hair: "You have a good rest, don't think too much." ”

Tears fell silently into the blanket on the ground.

The voice behind him disappeared, the warmth in his hair disappeared, and he left.

Ah Chi collapsed to the ground, sobbing silently.

After all, he loves himself more, and would rather stick to his integrity, even if it is painful, and refuse to open his heart to her.

But what could she ask for? What can she give him? She has nothing but troubles and half a bumpy life.

She knew she couldn't drag him down, but her natural insatiable thirst for love made her willing to indulge herself and win that visible ray of warmth. But what the truth gives her is often rejection and ridicule.

She could only hold on to her pain to keep warm.

She suddenly missed Mrs. Ming very much, and even Bi Tao and Bi Yun.

With them, she has no desires, she just knows how to do her duty. Perhaps, I was happy at that time!

I don't know how long it took, she was tired from crying, and she didn't bother to get up, so she simply fell asleep on the velvet blanket.

After a long time, the door was pushed open, and a dark figure walked in softly.

He knew she was crying, but he didn't dare to react. Once emotions break through the confines of reason, he can't guess what he will do. He would hug her fiercely, kiss her sorrow and loneliness, tell her all his love and pain, leave some behind, and take her to a place where no one is ......

But what happened later? He still can't escape the predetermined fate, and she will still survive a long life of sadness and loneliness.

He picked her up from the ground. In the dim light, her eyelids were slightly red, and there were still tear stains on her face. He laid her on the bed, reached out and gently brushed her sleeping hole, then brought hot water and carefully wiped her face, removing her shirt and shoes. Then he also lay on his side beside her, hugging her tightly to his chest.

Ah Chi, I'd rather bear double sadness and loneliness than you cry alone by my side.

Little by little, he traced her eyes, nose, mouth, the curvature of her cheeks and chin. Ah Chi, we'll go back tomorrow. I will be grateful for this trip to Huangzhou for the rest of my life, because it made me truly understand my heart and your place in my life. I can't give you anything, but I want to make you happy.

His heart ached dullly: I will find you a man worthy of you, and then marry you to him with my own hands!

When Ah Chi woke up, she found that she was in bed, she was stunned for a while, and she didn't figure out when she climbed into bed. After listlessly freshening up, Shuhua knocked on the door, brought a set of men's clothes, and said, "The prince has gone out to run errands, and he will be back soon, let you change into this set of clothes, and we will go back in the morning." ”

Ah Chi took the shirt, thought for a while and didn't understand what he meant, so he took off his coat and changed into a men's shirt. The clothes were snow-blue, apparently bought by him temporarily, very small, but the texture was unambiguous, she put it on, and with a belt, it suddenly had a bit of a man's neat taste. I simply put on the matching hat and scarf, and my hair was tucked away in the hat. A small boy suddenly appeared in the mirror, with fair complexion, eyes looking forward to agility, and a natural kind of grace between his gestures, and he must be the object of the girls' pursuit when he grows up! Ah Chi smiled at himself in the mirror, but in a blink of an eye, he found that there was an extra person beside him.

Feng Yintian is back.

His eyes were dark and he was clearly not sleeping well. Ah Chi turned around: "Brother, didn't you sleep last night?" ”

Feng Yintian touched his eyes: "Sleep, maybe...... Don't sleep well. He looked at the little boy in front of him, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "You are also very good as a man." ”

"Why do you want me to change my dress?"

"Although Feng Qingqing stayed in the palace instead of you, I always feel that Mei Changxuan may have some doubts, because people who learn music and rhythm have very keen ears, and they may hear that her voice and her piano skills are different. To be on the safe side, you need to pretend to be a man. ”

Ah Chi nodded: "Why did you go back so soon?" ”

"It's been more than a month since I came to Huangzhou, everything has been done, and things are getting more and more at home, so we can't delay any longer."

Ah Chi nodded clearly.

He ordered Taihua Shuhua to pack his luggage early in the morning, get ready to go, and go to the leader of the Imperial Forest Army to take the order and implement the business of five thousand swords promised by Mei Changfeng. I didn't come back until the matter was over.

He took her downstairs, gave her a drink of ginseng soup, ate breakfast together, and got into a carriage and headed southwest.

Because they were worried that Mei Changxuan would make a move, they did not stop on the road, and arrived at Jinju in front of the border of Baling Mountain four days later, and there were two days before they could go to Qianzhao, so they stayed and rested early. Ah Chi was bored for a few days, and it was easy to see Baling Mountain, so he thought about going out for a walk. Feng Yintian couldn't bear to refuse, thinking that now that she had arrived at the border, she should be fine, so she took her out of the inn and into the street.

Ah Chi is still dressed as a man, standing with Feng Yintian, like a master servant or a brother.

Ah Chi deliberately fell half a step behind, and Feng Yintian immediately stopped and turned his head to look at her in confusion.

Ah Chi smiled and said, "The servants are all following the master. ”

Feng Yintian said dissatisfiedly: "You are a woman, your sister, a man, your brother, you and I have never been master and servant, why are you full of strange thoughts in your head?" ”

Ah Chi stuck out his tongue: "I knew you would say that." Okay, I'm serious. After that, he took a few steps forward and continued to walk parallel with Feng Yintian.

The market here is far worse than Huangzhou, not to mention the shops, there are very few pedestrians, and the two of them are walking idly on the whole street. Ah Chi walked around, but it was really not very impressive, so he said, "Brother, let's go to the outside of the town to see the scenery." ”