Chapter 212: The Ghost of Low Self-Esteem
Xiaokang sat in the car and looked out the window, he had a feeling in his heart that he should not be separated from Du Jie, at least until now, it is very unwise to do so, but there is no other way, for Du Jie, although the importance of the black cat Xiaokang does not know too much, but presumably Du Jie is impossible to know such a psychic black cat for no reason, and this time it is also Du Jie to find the black cat to help, if not, it will not have to disappear, if you can't find the black cat this time, It is estimated that Du Jie will not be able to calm down, which is very bad. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info but everyone has their own existence in their hearts to protect with all their might, maybe Du Jie has special feelings for the black cat, otherwise he would not resolutely stay, although he kept saying that he would stay and continue to find the souls of other people who died tragically due to the Xiangning incident, but Xiaokang knew that this was just an excuse for him to stay and find the black cat.
Time passed quickly, a few hours later, Xiaokang finally returned to the town again, after he got out of the car, he thanked the driver, and then left, since he was back, then he had to start helping Dayong immediately but wished, so he could get excess as soon as possible, so Xiaokang took a taxi according to the address of the orphanage that Dayong told him earlier. So the only reason why Dayong stayed in the yang world is that he hopes to be able to donate all the money he has saved for so long to the children in the orphanage, hoping that they can get a good growth environment, Xiaokang should go directly to the bank and find a way to get the money out, but the bank card where the money was saved was put by Dayong in the place where he worked, which is far away from Xiaokang, so he decided to go to the orphanage first, and he couldn't just give someone a large amount of money, and then say that he donated it himself, right? Although Dayong only thinks about donating money, it may not matter to him in whose name it is, but after all, this is Dayong's wish, and Xiaokang must complete it well, at least let the orphanage know Dayong's people and know everything about him.
In this case, it is necessary to tell them the news that Dayong has died, which is not easy, thinking of this, Xiaokang decided to go to the orphanage to find out the wind first. Moreover, when he stopped the car from the highway and left, Dayong's ghost disappeared, about this, Xiaokang roughly guessed where he went, the reason why he stayed in the forest before was because a barrier suddenly appeared there, so that he could not leave, but last night, the prohibition disappeared, if he hadn't seen himself and Du Jie, he must have left last night. Then, the only place he might go to is the place he can't let go of the most in his heart, which is the orphanage.
Half an hour later, Xiaokang's taxi stopped in front of a huge building that looked very warm, and after getting out of the car, Xiaokang observed that the whole building resembled the appearance of an elementary school, and on top of the locked gate, there was a plaque that read 'Fresh Air Welfare Institute'. Behind the gate, there is a large playground where many children play, and of course there are several staff members who are watching over them. Suddenly, Xiaokang's eyes looked at the door of the building, where there was a woman who looked very old, smiling at the children playing, and beside her, there was Dayong, who had a terrible face. After thinking about it for a while, Xiaokang rang the doorbell, and after a while, the staff on the playground came over to ask a few people about the purpose of Xiaokang's coming. Naturally, he couldn't tell the truth, so he made an excuse and claimed that he wanted to adopt a child, so he came to see the situation. This is good news for the orphanage, and what they want most is for the children to have a happy family and to find an adoptive parent who will treat them sincerely.
In this way, Xiaokang easily entered the welfare home, and Dayong suddenly appeared beside him and said to him.
"The person just now, is the director of the orphanage, when I was very young, he has been very good for me, I still remember, that period, I was very disobedient, often do something out of the ordinary, but, she never gave up on me, has always humbly taught me to become a useful person, in the future into the society will not suffer, when I was ten years old, I kept seeing many children were adopted by others to take away, I was thinking, why no one came to take me away? I really wanted to see the outside world, and it was at that time that I had a great hatred for my biological parents, I hated why they gave birth to me, but they cruelly abandoned me, and since then, I have become reticent and do not contact anyone, and even the children have gradually alienated me, and later, it was the dean who took me to a lake, and said a lot of truths to me, and that conversation really opened my heart."
Hearing Dayong's words, Xiaokang set his goal on the old dean, maybe she should let her and Dayong say some goodbye at the end, only in this way can Dayong leave without any regrets, presumably in his heart is also thinking so, otherwise how could he have stayed by the dean's side just now.
"Don't worry, I will definitely help you, but I don't understand, since that conversation changed your life, why did you alienate the crowd and become out of place after stepping into the society and participating in the work?"
This is indeed a problem, Dayong kept saying that when he was ten years old, because he saw that other children were adopted, but he was left in the orphanage, he was in a very bad mood for a while, but later, since the dean came out to tell him a lot of truths, and successfully opened Dayong's heart, then after he entered the society, he should be a very cheerful person, how could he exclude himself and others because of the lack of love for his biological parents?
"Hey, actually, like I said, my colleagues didn't treat me coldly because I grew up in an orphanage, but they behaved very easy-going, they didn't ask me how I lived before, but the more this happened, the more pressure it put on me, and even I was thinking that they might be talking about me behind my back, especially when I had a prominent performance at work, this feeling became more and more intense, and in the end I could only close my heart and not let anyone get close to me."
After listening to Xiaokang, he felt that Dayong was actually a very inferior person, since he was a child, he was extremely unconfident, which was different from himself, when he reached the age of eighteen, he resolutely left his adoptive parents' home, and walked into the society alone, whether it was at work or getting along with others, Xiaokang felt that he was no different from them, so he has not had any unconfident performance. I can't understand Dayong's mood. (To be continued.) )