"Youxi:

I haven't forgotten it, it's just that there are so many things happening now, and I slowly forgot about chatting with you. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoDon't be surprised, most of the recent developments have gone off my track.

I was so busy that I didn't even have time to think in silence.

How are you doing?

What mystery are you talking about?

Life is like this, without mystery, there will be no curiosity and no sense of challenge.

I can't say it now, I really can't bear what happened, and I have to pretend that nothing happened.

If I'm brave enough to speak clearly, it might be even worse if I do so.

Life is really contradictory.

By the way, I've seen your "Crush".

I think the story is very simple and naïve. Don't be surprised, and I also feel like you like to live in a simple world.

There aren't too many people who will be like you, demon, a woman like you deserves to be cherished the most, but why can't the man you love find out your good?

Demon, I hope there is a little monk in reality to accompany you.

Maybe you really want to be with that person, but I can see that you're conflicted, and I hope it's just my delusion.

I don't have any time to write now, and I'm actually uninspired.

It's too far away, and it can't reach her heart after all.

This phrase works best for me and you.

So be it!

Crush

gls“

It was a long time before the crush replied to my message, and when I gradually forgot it, he reminded me that there was still a crush in my world, and there was a confidant.

Many times I wonder, why are there so many people in this world who have a crush?

I love you, you love her, maybe she still loves him, and no matter how complicated, he loves her again.

It's just a secular story.

Life is a story in the world.

..

After almost a month of design and modification, Mengmeng's hotel has reached the appearance that Gu Liansheng expected. Watch them discuss together, revise, discuss, revise, revise every day..

When they were together, I locked myself in my room to write, or sleep, and occasionally when I came out, Gu Liansheng would look at me, and then lower my head and discuss something with Mengmeng; Mengmeng would greet me, but Gu Liansheng wouldn't, he just looked at me and didn't speak.

Actually, it's also very strange, probably because he didn't quarrel with him, he was very unaccustomed, I think.

How so?

I'm going to get used to losing my dreams, I'm going to get used to being alone. Why do I feel sad when I see the two of them together, in front of me, especially when Gu Liansheng looks at me.

He looked at me, and didn't say anything after all, did he want to tell me what happened that day, or was there everything about Zheng Xiaoyang?

But he still didn't say anything.

I just watched them from afar, loving, to the white head...

However, my heart is sad, don't I want Mengmeng and Gu Liansheng to be together? Or do you not want to lose Mengmeng, or don't want to lose Gu Liansheng? Aren't they on my side? It's just that it feels weird.

..

As my crush said, I was also not inspired to write anything.

I locked myself in the house all day long, and Gu Liansheng would bring my lunch back, it was something made by the chef in Mengmeng's shop, of course, it was much better than what Gu Liansheng cooked. He just asked me a brief, and then left, returning to Mengmeng's side.

My feeling is strange, I also hope that Gu Liansheng will accompany me more, if there is no love, then friendship! However, I feel that our friendship is also going to be lost, and what is it, that we have become stranger to me and them, to them and to me.

Mengmeng should have changed when I came, and Gu Liansheng changed when I saw him for the second time...

off the track I expected...

I thought I could get along well with them, but what happened?

There is no one wrong or right in love.

It's just me who is wrong.

How to express it, what to say.

I'm still so lonely, Mengmeng went to accompany Gu Liansheng, they left early and returned late, they forgot me in the house.

The empty room, only the echo of moving the chair when I was angry, harsh, unpleasant... It was the only sound except my breathing.

The windows were closed, and I didn't want to see everything outside that had nothing to do with me.

..

That's right, Zheng Xiaoyang.

But where is he now?

In the hospital, he appeared in my world, but where has he gone now?

I want to be there so much, someone will accompany me.

Zheng Xiaoyang, is that you?

The sound of the keys turning, and they came back together.

"Sister Susu." Mengmeng knocked on the door outside.

"What's wrong, Mengmeng?" I looked behind her, at the door, in the living room, there was no Gu Liansheng, inexplicably, a little disappointed, "Huh? What about my brother? Didn't he come back? ”

"He's still in the store, and he said I don't have to go for a few days." Mengmeng walked past me, lay on the bed, and squinted, "Sister Susu, aren't you learning to tidy up the house?" Why is it still so messy? ”

"No, looking at things so neat, I want to die. However, Brother Pisheng said that Zheng Xiaoyang likes neat women, oops, Mengmeng, you don't know that it's really annoying to change yourself! "I'm lying next to Mengmeng, we haven't been lying together like this for too long, what has changed us? Is it because of Gu Liansheng?!

"If you can't change it, don't force yourself to change, Sister Susu, you don't even know you now, you know? Many times I want to talk to you about thoughtful words, but in the end, I can't open my mouth when I see you like this. Mengmeng opened her eyes, looked at me, and then looked at the ceiling in a daze.

Did I change? Is that really the case?

"But, Mengmeng, if I don't change, I'll only get farther and farther away from Zheng Xiaoyang!"

"Sister Susu, are you sure you love Zheng Xiaoyang? Or is it just a dream you loved? ”

"I don't know, I've never had a man in my heart for so long, I'm used to missing him. Mengmeng, will you miss Brother Pisang? Just like now. ”

"I don't know, I won't get used to it without my brother by my side."

"Is this supposed to be love?"

"Maybe." I replied to Dream Dream like this, and then fell back into the memory.

"Sister Susu, you just forget about Zheng Xiaoyang and start over, okay?"

"But, I can't forget him, I've tried, but I can't forget him." I looked at Mengmeng and smiled helplessly, if only I could forget, I wouldn't be as uncomfortable as I am now!

"He said he never liked you!" Mengmeng glanced at me, and I was silent, "Ah! Mengmeng covered her mouth and screamed, I looked at Mengmeng, still silent.

"Sister Susu, don't look at me like this, it's okay, it's scary." Mengmeng smiled, but I didn't, I felt that the time had come to solve the mystery.

"Mengmeng, you know what is in my heart, what I want to know."

"But... Brother Pian Sheng said don't let me tell you. Sighing helplessly, "Sister Susu, I think you can be relieved sooner if you know earlier." However, Brother Pisheng said that you will be even more sad when you know it, so he said that I should not tell you, and if I told you, Brother Pisheng will be angry. ”

"I know, but, Mengmeng, I'll be angry if you don't tell me."

"It's really embarrassing." Mengmeng sighed helplessly, "Okay, let me tell you, after so long, you should be able to bear it, Sister Susu, don't be sad when you know it, okay?" ”

"Okay." I hoarsely voiced.

"Alright then, I hope Brother Pisheng won't blame me if he knows."