Chapter 33: Whose Tears

"Susu, let's get together! I've called a lot of friends. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info "Phantom called me, and I couldn't hide the excitement in my voice, I guessed Phantom must have something interesting to tell me.

Li Huanhuan, this guy, has disappeared for more than a year and only now comes to contact me, and it is not good to talk about her when I meet.

I haven't had a good time playing it for almost half a year, and after I came back from Mengmeng, I planned to write more and better things, and I had inspiration, but there was never a good thread to connect them better.

This is also what worries me the most.

Sister Qiqi has agreed to my resignation, in fact, I don't know why I resigned, I just don't want to stay here anymore, it will only bring back more memories for me.

In fact, Sister Qiqi did not explicitly approve the resignation, but said that what I wrote in the future can still be given to them as usual. Good words can still be adopted, but I don't want to write those stories anymore, I want to write something that represents reality.

In short, I have more time now, but people are more lonely, I always want to go back to my hometown, but there is always such a person in my heart that makes me reluctant......

What exactly is love?

Is that counted? I didn't expect that many years later, I would have such strange feelings for Gu Lian.

It's okay, I haven't been in touch with Gu Liansheng for half a year, and sometimes I still think of him, but the number of times I think of him is getting less and less, and my memory of him is gradually blurred.

Time is really a good thing, it proves everything, and it buries everything.

"Be on time." Li Huanhuan finally said on the phone.

Li Huanhuan, a girl who has no sorrow, said that she is still more than two months older than me, but she likes to laugh, that kind of heartless laughter, but she will not get old as easily as me.

She likes to live a wandering life, which is what I yearn for the most, but I don't have the courage.

She never worries about money, she has served dishes in a restaurant, learned bartending in a bar, helped people draw, chatted with people, and tutored ......

She has done a lot of work, but the only job she hasn't done is to write quietly like me, which is even more difficult for her to be active. In her words, it is better to tell her to sit down and write quietly, than to kill her with a knife......

When she works diligently, she is overstretched, she won't go out to work until she can't survive, she should be the happiest person I've ever met.

She has an optimistic personality, a free and easy life, and she and I can't let go at all.

And she is an orphan.

There are a lot of friends around.

Men and women, young and old, but more often orphans like her, or some old people who are disliked.

She would often go back to the orphanage, and when she had paid enough, she would keep a small part of her life, and then buy most of it as gifts for the elderly and children.

She always carries a notebook with her about the gifts she wants to buy for them, she is optimistic, she loves life, she loves everyone around her, I once accompanied her to the orphanage where she once lived.

The orphanage occupies a large area, but there are very few things inside.

Those unknown plants and flowers dry up all year round, and seem to hover on the edge of life and death.

The paint on the walls had fallen, the iron fence had been broken by the mischievous children, and a heavy lock locked the door of the orphanage, but the naughty children often escaped through the bent gaps, which was one of the greatest pleasures of the children.

Everything in the yard was old, either the table was missing a corner, the chair had a broken leg, or a hole in a wall that had been torn apart by a group of children...... They are always playing in the hole, climbing from wall to house, crawling over and over, always with infinite joy.

The creepers in the corners are always scurrying from one wall to another, densely packed, and this is the most beautiful scenery of this orphanage.

No one is going to destroy this creeper that is many years old, because it was planted by Li Huanhuan himself.

She once said to those naughty children: "If this creeper is here, I will come back, and my sister will come back with a lot of delicious things, and the more beautiful the creeper, the happier my sister will be."

Those children obediently and carefully protect this creeper, in fact, this is a very ordinary plant, but every orphan who comes to this orphanage will hear this child Wang seriously say to him: "This orphanage can destroy anything, even this creeper can't be destroyed, and the things that Sister Phantom bought for us can't be destroyed!" If you don't obey, I'll beat you!! ”

The child king's name is Arnold, he is short-tempered, willful, and likes to fight and make trouble, but he only listens to illusory words.

Every child listens to Phantom, and Phantom prefers them to call her Sister Phantom, and if any child calls her Aunt Phantom, she will deliberately turn away and ignore him.

It was just a trick for the children to tease her.

Arnold likes to follow Phantom like a warrior.

Think Arnold is almost eighteen years old now! I haven't seen Arnold in over a year.

Arnold once wanted to leave the orphanage with Phantom, but Phantom disagreed, saying that the outside world was too complicated and he would become a bad boy. She didn't want Arnold to turn into a bad boy, so she didn't want him to leave the orphanage, at least not too far, and he had to help Granny Yang manage the orphanage.

Granny Yang is the founder of this orphanage, originally she also invited a middle-aged man to be the director, but later because the man used the orphans as a tool to make money, she was later expelled by Granny Yang, and since then she has managed the orphanage alone.

Now she was gray-haired, chattering with crutches, and the children were very annoying to her, and she always loved to chase the children all over the yard, and she couldn't run, and when she sat under the grape trellis and gasped, the children had long since run away without a trace.

There is another point, Arnold hates who calls Phantom as an aunt behind his back, and the next day the child who calls Phantom an aunt will be beaten by Arnold, so no one dares to call Phantom Aunt in private except for joking in front of Phantom.

I looked at the smiling phantom and said, "They all listen to you, you can take care of it, you see," and I pointed to the children who were jumping around, and continued, "They have destroyed everything."

"It's okay, Susu."

She looked back at me, smiled, and then looked at the mischievous kids, "These things are too old, and they don't have anything else to play with, so let them play." You see, isn't what I bought good? As long as they're happy. With that, she ran to the children's pile and played with them.

Isn't it? The things that Phantom bought were all in good condition, except for the old furniture that was smashed to pieces by the children.

I couldn't say anything as I watched Fantasy have so much fun with them.

By the wall, Arnold crouched there pulling weeds next to the creeper, he looked at Phantom, I looked at him.

This was already two years ago, and it was too far away.

The illusion of sunshine and liveliness has always been a person.

At that time, I watched Arnold watch Phantom so intently, and on the way back, I laughed with her and said that Arnold had a crush on her.

Who knew that her face was calm, "What's the matter, Sister Susu, you're wrong." Arnold just thinks of me as a sister! Besides, I just think of him as a younger brother. ”

"Oh?!" I was suspicious, but Phantom was serious, I just didn't understand, Phantom often knew a lot of strangers, didn't any of them make her tempted? The requirements of fantasy are too high!!

I still like her friends, and although I don't like her disappearance the most, I'm used to it.

Now that Phantom has returned, I believe she won't disappear again so soon.

Something really unforeseen changed when I went to the orphanage for the second time.

Changed all that in a way I couldn't afford, and later, the orphanage turned out to be the setting for my new time-traveling novel......

I couldn't hold all my tears anymore, when I understood it all...... I think there should be another way to fulfill her and her love.

Whose tears are these carrying??

I guess that's just an afterthought.