Hamlet says that to do it or not to do it is a question. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's a hard mess, but when I arch my body, the pain behind me reminds me all the time, now that I'm a man who doesn't look good, am I really qualified to have Xu Qingying?

I reached into Xu Qingying's shirt with some hesitation, there was no underwear inside, and I easily held the sun and moon spinning.

In Xu Qingying's eyes, is it expectation, or something else, can I not think about it for a while, for the time being, just thinking about Xu Qingying, yes, at this moment, I can violate at will and ravage the Xu Qingying I dreamed of.

But at the same time, I also found quite terrifyingly, in my mind, there was only Xu Qingying, all I could think of was Xu Qingying, Qin Wan and Su Rong, as well as Yan Yu'er and Lin Qianxiao who were opposite, and I couldn't remember the slightest smile.

I looked at Xu Qingying, and there was a faint voice in my heart, which I had never heard before

"Give up other women, anyway, you've been on it, you've touched it, you're tired of it, hehe, Lin Qianxiao can also have it, and take advantage of this opportunity to take Xu Qingying away, right?"

It's like a demon's whisper, magnified in my heart, and it should be the same when those criminals take risks, right?

I probably didn't expect that the sinister heart of the person hidden in my heart could be so unpredictable, disgusting, outrageous, and even unbearable.

There is actually a consciousness that Qin Wan can be discarded, as long as she is tired of playing, she can give up.

What kind of thinking is this, naked, scum to the extreme?

Scum is not enough to describe, this is to treat women as all things thoroughly, even more than Lao Wu to Ye Xuanxuan, this kind of distance, isn't it just me who is dominated by desire, like a waste?

Immersed in obscurity and madness, the plains witnessed by death?

I suddenly thought of many Haizi's poems, "I want to give up the throne of love and sit on the iron-hearted old captain." This sentence appeared in my ears repeatedly, naturally, and the sentence "Dream as a horse." And, "Facing the sea, spring flowers are blooming." "This represents the stage of most people's lives, I can't face the sea, I can't do my dream as a horse, and I can't be an old captain with a heart of stone, and Xu Qingying is now like a girl in a stone wine glass, rooted in the earth, singing the ballad of August.

It's too mysterious, let me briefly talk about my current state of mind, when I touched Xu Qingying's snow-white, I was hesitating, should I let go, or follow my feelings?

It is very difficult for reason to overcome sensibility, especially my weak rationality, to overcome my desire to constantly ravage Xu Qingying's beautiful sensibility.

But Xu Qingying's simple words just now made me extremely entangled, thinking that I once again recognized my extremely despicable and filthy qualities, and said that I might be a scumbag.

I looked up, my eyes looked straight at Xu Qingying, although the posture between me and her was very ambiguous, my legs intertwined with each other, I seemed to forget the pain that was still sparking behind me.

After all, I didn't ask for anything further, "Why, Sister Ying, do you like me?" The way I am now, it's like, beast, you know what I was thinking? ”

"You want to work from now until tomorrow morning to vent all your energy on me, am I right?" Xu Qingying smiled.

"That's right, Sister Ying, you dare to say anything, you know everything, I really can't hide it from you at all." I seemed to have been seen through by Xu Qingying, I smiled bitterly, helpless.

"So, like this, Kiyokage, what do you like about me?" I'm still obsessed, sniffing the problem.

"I can't say it, in a strict sense, you are not worthy of my liking anywhere, even if there is such a script that is quite brilliant, but there are many such short-lived talents, nothing is good, but I just like you, I am happy to bully you, I am happy to hold you, I am happy to eat the food you cook, I am happy to put up a fight with you, I am happy to scold you, in addition to beating you will feel distressed, I always want you to be good, I always want you to be obedient, I always want you... It seems that in my life, I have never met someone who makes me so anxious, so, When the wind blows, it will always stay in one place, and the birds will always get tired of returning to the nest, and in my life, it will always fall into the palm of a person's hand, which has no logic to say. ”

"It's like Yan Yuer and Lin Qianxiao both know that you are a scumbag, and they still like you desperately, why?"

"What's the reason, I just like it." Xu Qingying suddenly laughed out loud like a little girl, "I remembered that before, when I was a little girl, I secretly ate pudding hidden in the refrigerator, it was very sweet and beautiful, but then it was really put in front of me, and I felt dispensable, as if what I said about the cow's lips was not the horse's mouth, anyway, that's what it meant." ”

"Yes, yes, yes!" I suddenly made up my mind, just like getting up from the warm quilt on a winter morning, I forcibly moved my hand from Xu Qingying's chest!

Although this is only a distance of more than ten centimeters, but for my life, this distance is quite large, quite, quite large, Xu Qingying also said that he is going to leave me, and tonight is my last chance in a long time.

And I gave up, I gave up, and this kind of giving up was an extremely difficult choice, but I still chose it.

But I still can't touch it, I can't touch Xu Qingying, if I really touch it, how unforgettable should I miss it? Besides, I always want Xu Qingying to see my growth, so that she can understand that I am a man, not a boy, and my words are naturally pale and weak, only this, this is the only way to prove myself.

At least, there is a little change, a little bit of Xu Qingying's influence on me!

"Sister Ying, I, still don't touch it, you're also tired today, will you have to run around tomorrow?"

"Well, I have to go back to Hangzhou tomorrow afternoon and go to the magic capital."

"Did you come all the way here to tell me these things?"

"yes, I've come across the ocean to see you, haha." Xu Qingying's words were a little literary and innocent, "But it's worth it, at least you can listen to it, in fact, what I said is very extreme, very strict, in your heart, what is still hidden is love." Where in this world is there a man like a saint? Even if there is, strict and old-fashioned, abiding by etiquette, life is not a little too boring, have you ever heard such a saying, 'Only the land of blood can grow golden ears of wheat and chariot ballads?' ’”

"You are our fertile blood, in you, I see a lot of despair, in your eyes I see a *** full of desire, but what else? There is still hope, Jiang Ye, you can always give me hope again and again, you have a less perfect and possible future now, Qin Wan and the others will be very happy! As for me, I wondered, should I work hard too? ”

"Effort, what?" Xu Qingying's jumping thinking made me a little unattainable.

"Work hard and give you a baby, so that you may be more responsible."

Looking at each other, the corners of Xu Qingying's mouth were hooked with a natural smile, and after I stepped on the horse for a long time to react that giving birth to a child is not a baby in the game, I was about to speak, she snorted softly, "Just kidding." ”