Chapter 6: Sharing Love

"On May Day, I'll see if I have time to take you to Nanhu Park on May Day. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"Really, but I don't want to go to Nanhu Park, I want to see the Shanmen Scenic Area near your house, okay?"

"Yes, I'll take you if you want to go."

"But aren't you going home? Don't you go to see Gui Rong? ”

Nan Wudan was very conflicted in her heart, she hoped that Zhao Weicheng was a loving and righteous person, after all, Gui Rong knew Zhao Weicheng first, Zhao Weicheng should go to see her, no matter what, she should go to see Gui Rong, Nan Wudan didn't want to hurt another girl because of herself, but Nan Wudan didn't want Zhao Weicheng to go, she was afraid that she would lose Zhao Weicheng in this way. There are two sides to all the time.

"What? Look at Gui Rong, I don't want to go. ”

"You are so kind, I want to accompany you, I don't want to hurt you." Zhao Weicheng continued: "But I can't give you any promises. ”

"Actually, I never asked you to give me anything, you don't need to be so difficult for yourself, I don't need you to give me any promises."

Yes, in Nan Wudan's heart, she always thought that she was not qualified to ask Zhao Weicheng to give him anything, she just hoped that Zhao Weicheng would come to see her often, and she would be very satisfied, but did she really not care? No, she cares, but she doesn't want to put more pressure on Zhao Weicheng, she wants to give Zhao Weicheng time to let Zhao Weicheng sort it all out, but she is worried about how long she has to wait, how long can she get a categorical and positive answer from Zhao Weicheng.

Every time Zhao Weicheng said that he wanted to go home, did Zhao Weicheng go to see Gui Rong under the pretext of going home? But why is Zhao Weicheng still so good to Nan Wudan. So that she can't find a reason to leave Zhao Weicheng?

"You're going to see her tomorrow, in fact, you don't have to hide it, and I have no reason not to let you go, I'm sure one day you'll make a trade-off between us."

"No, you misunderstood me, in fact, I really went home on the weekend, and I didn't go to see her."

"No, you should go and see her, if you don't go, I will look down on you even more."

"I ......"

On May Day, Zhao Weicheng accompanied Nan Wudan for two days, and on the third day, Zhao Weicheng went back, and when Zhao Weicheng left, Nan Wudan sat on the bed and cried.

"Remember to see her when you go back."

"Don't you mind?"

"No, I mind, but I don't want you to be so ruthless."

"Well, then I'm leaving."

Zhao Weicheng left, Nan Wudan stayed alone in the house, very empty, she wanted to call Zhao Weicheng, but she was afraid that Zhao Weicheng and Gui Rong would be together and it would be inconvenient to answer the phone, so she held back many times, but the strong concern overcame reason, and she finally couldn't help dialing Zhao Weicheng's number.

"Where are you, do you have the convenience to speak?"

"It's okay, you say."

"I miss you so much, when will you come back."

"I miss you too, I'll go back in two days."

"Oh."

"Why did you cry yesterday, I feel bad to see you like that."

"I'm sorry."

"Not next time."

"Hmm."

"My dear, hearing you say this, I feel the same hard in my heart, I know that I am in love with you, but I don't want to increase any burden on you, I'm sorry, I made you worry about me, you are gone, I need to wait for a long two days and two nights, maybe you will come to see me on the fourth, I don't need you to give me any promises, I just need to really love and be loved, your chest has melted me, I feel warm every minute with you by my side, I always look forward to a miracle, I was looking forward to your sudden appearance in front of me. Nan Wudan said to Zhao Weicheng in his heart.

No. 4 Zhao Weicheng really came back, Nan Wudan was opening the door and was about to make a call to Zhao Weicheng, at the same time Zhao Weicheng also arrived at the door, she saw Zhao Weicheng standing outside the door, and opened her mouth in surprise.

"Why are you back?"

"What, I'm not welcome?"

"No, I was about to call you, and you're back."

"Surprised?"

"Hmm." Nan Wudan threw herself into Zhao Weicheng's arms, hugged Zhao Weicheng tightly, and thought, how can it be so coincidental, no, this is definitely not a coincidence, it has been several times, when she was thinking about Zhao Weicheng, Zhao Weicheng appeared, is this really a miracle? There is this kind of telepathy between them.

"Nan Wudan, I didn't go to see her, I just went back to see my parents every weekend or holiday, although Gui Rong was at the mountain gate, I really didn't go to see her."

"You should go, so I feel guilty."

"I actually robbed someone else's boyfriend, if she knew about my existence, how crazy would it be?" Nan Wudan snuggled in Zhao Weicheng's arms, pondering.

Zhao Weicheng stroked the hair on Nan Wudan's forehead.

"Nan Wudan, I have something to go out at night, I have to leave home at half past six, let's go grocery shopping."

"Hmm."

So they went out and went to the vegetable market hand in hand.

"Time is tight, let's just eat."

"Okay, you're in charge."

Zhao Weicheng smiled at Nan Wudan and held her hand tighter.

Dinner was cooked by Zhao Weicheng, who made a big pot of noodles and a big pot of fresh mushroom and meat stuffed marinade.

"Is it Scottish lo mein? Well, it's delicious, I've never eaten noodles like this before. ”

"Oh, eat more, then."

"But you've cooked too much, you can't finish eating, you can come back in the evening and make a supper."

"Nan Wudan, I have an event in the company early tomorrow morning, and I won't come in the evening."

"Oh." Nan Wudan seemed to be a little disappointed, yes, Zhao Weicheng came to see her, but at that moment, it was less than two hours, and Zhao Weicheng was going to leave again.

"I'll send you."

"No need, I'll go down by myself."

"Hehe, I'll only send you to the door, don't go down."

"Well, rest early in the evening, I'm going to work tomorrow."

"Well, okay, be careful on the road."

Nan Wudan's company only took four days off, and he was going to start work on the 5th, while Zhao Weicheng was different, he was at the headquarters of Hongzui Group, and he had seven days off on May Day, and he didn't start work until the 8th.

No. 5 was in the office, Nan Wudan was alone in front of the computer, yes, usually, Zhao Weicheng chatted with her during work hours, and she was so busy chatting quietly, and sometimes she could guide her work. But now she felt empty in her heart.

Nan Wudan sat thoughtfully, and suddenly the phone in the office rang, she never thought that Zhao Weicheng would call the company to find her, she thought that Zhao Weicheng didn't remember the phone number in her office.

"Nan Wu Dan!"

"Well, how about you?"

"I'll be waiting for you at the party school in the evening, and we'll go to a beauty lecture together."

"Oh, good."

"Call me when you get there."

"Well, where are you?"

"Well, in the suburbs, our company is active."

"Oh, stay safe."

"Well, I'll see you in the evening."

"Okay, 886."

After work, Nan Wudan took the company's car, passed through Siping South Bridge, walked 102 line, went to the harvester post, and then went around the Nanqiao Cave, around a big circle, Zhao Weicheng had already waited in front of the party school, but Zhao Weicheng thought that the car from Hongbaolai was on the side where he was standing, but he didn't know that Nan Wudan took the company's car, coming from the city, and he was just the opposite.

Nan Wudan found a public phone and called Zhao Weicheng.

"I'm here, where are you?"

"I'm in the party school, where are you?"

"Well, in front of this employment bureau."

"Okay, you wait, I'll walk over."

"Hmm."

Zhao Weicheng came across the road from the opposite side, in fact, to listen to the beauty lecture was to get on the bus from the station where Zhao Weicheng was, but he didn't let Nan Wudan walk over, but walked over by himself, took Nan Wudan to dinner, and then walked to the opposite station, got on the No. 9 bus, and went to the North Bridge to take classes.

In the car, Nan Wudan kept coughing, and the cold a few days ago was not good, so after getting out of the car, Zhao Weicheng kept pulling Nan Wudan to buy medicine.

"It's been so many days, how can I do it without taking medicine?"

"It's okay, it's much better" Nan Wudan pushed Zhao Weicheng's back up the stairs.

"Why don't you buy it after the lecture?"

"Well, I've got you."

"Hehe......"

"Still laughing!"

The lecture in the evening was about weight loss, Nan Wudan didn't seem to be much interested, she kept yawning, as if she couldn't sit still, so she gave Zhao Weicheng a look, Zhao Weicheng quietly moved to her side, and the two of them slipped out of the classroom.

"I didn't know it was this course in the evening, and I didn't want to listen to it."

"Don't you know what classes are scheduled for the evening? Haha, did you see that I was too fat and deliberately irritated me? ”

"How can you be fat, it's just right, I like it."

"But I don't like it, strange, how can you like me?"

"Because you're kind."

"Actually, I'm not kind at all."

"Don't pretend, I can't see it yet?"

"yes, I'm kind enough to rob someone else's boyfriend?"

"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry."

"I don't blame you, I'm really guilty."

"I still have some business, you go back and rest early, I won't send you, or you will go to my place."

"No, I'd better go back, you're busy."

Their words seemed to be a little unpleasant, so Zhao Weicheng sent Nan Wudan to get on the No. 1 bus, the car drove away, Zhao Weicheng waved his hand at her, Nan Wudan glanced at Zhao Weicheng turned his head, looked ahead, dumbfounded, thinking about something......

On the 8th, the network in Nan Wudan's office was not working, and she couldn't get up, she was used to contacting Zhao Weicheng on QQ when she went to work, and she was irritable to make the network, but it still didn't work. Suddenly, the phone rang.

"Nan Wu Dan."

"Well, how are you?"

"You're not online, are you?"

"Oh, there's a problem with the network, I can't get up, you're waiting for me, hehe."

"yes, I'm used to it every day, I can't see it, it's a little weird."

"Oh, so you called me."

"Well, I thought you didn't go to work today."

"If you don't go to work, how can you be so blessed?"

"Okay, let's go to a beauty lecture together tomorrow, shall we?"

"Okay."

"Then I'll work first."

"Well, I miss you."

"I miss you too."

Coincidentally, how could it be, it was really Zhao Weicheng, it turned out that he was also waiting for Nan Wudan, and he didn't see Nan Wudan going online, so he called, so Nan Wudan still has a place in Zhao Weicheng's heart, in fact, they originally had such a strong telepathy, but God just played tricks on people, so that Gui Rong met Zhao Weicheng first.

"Nan Wudan, I'll wait for you near the Bank of China after work."

"Hmm."

"It's right in front of the Bank of China."

"Okay."

Nan Wudan sat with the company's car to one hundred after work, transferred to bus No. 18, and got off at Qima Road, she rarely went there, and finally found the Bank of China, Zhao Weicheng was anxiously waiting for her, Zhao Weicheng obviously arrived earlier than her, but Zhao Weicheng was still very patient and waiting.

"Nan Wu Dan." She heard someone calling from behind.

"Hmm" she turned around, it was Zhao Weicheng, "I'm sorry, you've been waiting for a long time, haven't you?" ”

"Hmm. It's okay, let's go eat, a few friends are already waiting for us. ”

"Oh, who?"

"My colleague."

"Oh."

Yes, when I arrived at the restaurant, several colleagues were waiting for Zhao Weicheng and Nan Wudan, and Zhao Weicheng introduced them to Nan Wudan one by one.

"Hello!"

"Well, sit down."

After eating like this, Zhao Weicheng led Nan Wudan to leave first, and said to his colleagues: "Let's go first, you pay the bill, and I'll give it to you another day." ”

"Okay, you go first."

Yes, I started class at 7:30, and I was about to be late, so Zhao Weicheng waited for Nan Wudan for too long.

When they arrived at the classroom, Zhao Weicheng introduced Nan Wudan to the other friends, everyone was very warm and friendly to her, they greeted each other, Nan Wudan sat down in the first row, and Zhao Weicheng sat in the back and chatted with his familiar friends.

After class, Zhao Weicheng did not send Nan Wudan home, but took Nan Wudan to his place, because Nan Wudan didn't have to go to work on Sunday, and Zhao Weicheng needed to work overtime.

The place where Zhao Weicheng lives is the company's bachelor apartment, the room is very large, simple furniture, a set of sofas, a computer desk, a wardrobe, a bookcase, and a single bed, or iron, like the kind of student dormitory, Nan Wudan can hardly imagine that Zhao Weicheng has such a simple life, such a small single bed, where should she live at night?

Nan Wudan and Zhao Weicheng were lying on that small single bed, their bodies were tightly attached, sleeping on such a small bed required art, but she never thought that she would spend so many nights on this bed with Zhao Weicheng, and later Zhao Weicheng said that when she went to buy a double bed and came back, she resolutely disagreed, so they kept sleeping on that small single bed.

Zhao Weicheng got up in the morning, kissed Nan Wudan's forehead, left her a key, and went to work, but after Zhao Weicheng left, Nan Wudan couldn't sleep, so he got up to help Zhao Weicheng clean the room, just wanted to help Zhao Weicheng tidy up, so it would be more comfortable, she mopped the floor brightly by herself, and then washed Zhao Weicheng's clothes he changed, and helped Zhao Weicheng sort out the things on the table, she obviously regarded herself as the owner there, in fact, this was the first time she went to Zhao Weicheng's place to live. It's like the first time Zhao Weicheng went to the place where she lived, so familiar.

There was no place to dry clothes in Zhao Weicheng's room, Nan Wudan had been washing his clothes and didn't know where it was going to be cold, so he looked in the room to see if there was anything in the rope, and suddenly Zhao Weicheng opened the door, which startled Nan Wudan, she didn't expect Zhao Weicheng to run back at noon.

"What are you looking for?"

"Why are you back, do you have a rope, where are the clothes hanging?" Nan Wudan turned his head and asked in surprise.

"Come on, mop the floor so clean, I don't even dare to come in."

"It's fine, so I'll clean it up for you."

"Why don't you sleep a little longer?"

"If you're gone, I won't be able to sleep." Nan Wudan pouted.

"Just dry your clothes outside."

"Oh, that's someone else's rope."

"It's okay, I'll dry it as I like."

"Oh."

"Come, let's eat first."

"You're coming back to bring me food."

"Yes, you're not familiar with this area, I'm afraid you won't be able to find something to eat."

"I'll just go out and buy some, how tired you are when you run back."

"It's okay, I won't go to work until two o'clock anyway, I'll come back to accompany you, I'm afraid you'll be bored."

After eating, Zhao Weicheng and Nan Wudan sat on the sofa and looked at the photo, Zhao Weicheng explained to Nan Wudan on the side, and suddenly Nan Wudan saw a very delicate face, short hair, and not tall, she looked at this photo.

"Who is this, it looks like it was taken here." Yes, looking at the background, you know that it is Zhao Weicheng's curtain.

"It's my former girlfriend Zhang Yan."

"Oh, it's pretty good, it's good."

"Yes, she is a financial worker like you, and she is very good at reading, and she has passed the intermediate exam."

"Oh, what a disaster!"

"Well, it's not early, I'm going to work."

"Well, I'll go out with you."

"Aren't you playing here?"

"No, I'd better go back."

"I'm sorry, I have to go to work, I can't accompany you."

"It's okay, work is important."

"Well, if you're bored here, then take a car with me to my company and then transfer back."

"Okay."

Nan Wudan and Zhao Weicheng got on the No. 9 bus, and when they arrived at Qidao Street, Zhao Weicheng went to the company, Nan Wudan transferred to the No. 28 bus and went back to where he lived, she was thinking about everything with Zhao Weicheng, she was very hesitant, since they met, Zhao Weicheng brought her too much happiness and too much sadness. Zhao Weicheng is always so careful and considerate, which makes her feel warm all the time, no one in this world is so good to her, is it her luck or misfortune to meet Zhao Weicheng. Sometimes, creation makes people!

She is conflicted, now she doesn't know what to do, there is a girl who entered Zhao Weicheng's life one step ahead of her, she tries to let herself share Zhao Weicheng with others, but how can love be shared?

Nan Wudan saw it that day, Zhao Weicheng still kept a memory of Zhang Yan, yes, after all, it was a three-year relationship, how could it be so easy to forget, she once said that she didn't care, but she only found out now that she cared, because she loved Zhao Weicheng, love was too selfish, after going back in the afternoon, Nan Wudan didn't want to see Zhao Weicheng anymore, and decided not to meet Zhao Weicheng anymore, and didn't let Zhao Weicheng come to see her again, but Nan Wudan still couldn't control herself, she suddenly felt so scared, if there was no Zhao Weicheng, what should she do?

"No, I've lost too much, I can't lose you anymore, no matter who I hurt, as long as it's not you, I won't care." Nan Wudan shouted in his heart.

So Nan Wudan sat up from the bed, changed his clothes, walked downstairs, and called Zhao Weicheng.

"Where are you?"

"Outside."

"Aren't you coming back?"

"Well, it's going to be later."

"Oh, hurry up, then."

"Well, go to bed early, I have to go to work tomorrow."

Nan Wudan put down the phone and didn't go back to the dormitory, she went to where Zhao Weicheng lived, she wanted to have a good talk with Zhao Weicheng, she wanted to tell Zhao Weicheng what she thought in her heart.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Zhao Weicheng came back, opened the door, and saw Nan Wudan lying on the sofa. And Nan Wudan pretended to be asleep and ignored Zhao Weicheng, so Zhao Weicheng walked to her side, kissed her gently, and wanted to carry her to the bed. Nan Wudan opened his eyes and looked at Zhao Weicheng.

"You can't hold me?"

"Who said that, you watch."

So Zhao Weicheng hugged Nan Wudan very hard, Nan Wudan put his arms around Zhao Weicheng's neck, looked at her very happily, smiled, and kissed Zhao Weicheng's face.

"When you came back in the evening, didn't you expect that I would be there, when I called you, I didn't tell you that I would come, I wanted to surprise you, because I suddenly missed you so much."

"I want to go to a beauty lecture with you."

"Don't you feel bored?"

"No, it's fun."

"That's good, as long as you're not bored, I'll take you there every day."

"Really."

"Hmm."

At night, Nan Wudan had a nightmare and woke up, she hugged Zhao Weicheng tightly. Zhao Weicheng also felt her fear.

"What's wrong?"

"I just had a nightmare."

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." So Zhao Weicheng hugged Nan Wudan tighter.

"Nan Wudan, if I continue like this, I will mistake you."

Nan Wudan didn't speak, just hugged Zhao Weicheng and cried,

Is it because Zhao Weicheng doesn't love her, no, if so, why give her the key to the door, Zhao Weicheng also hopes that she can appear at any time, but now Zhao Weicheng is confused, he needs to make a trade-off, who will give up?

Zhao Weicheng still took Nan Wudan to class, and one day when he was chatting with friends, a friend of Zhao Weicheng said that many of his current friends are netizens, so Zhao Weicheng answered.

"Nan Wudan is also my netizen."

Nan Wudan was very unhappy when he heard this, they had known each other for more than two months, at least they were friends! What's more, she and Zhao Weicheng have an unusual relationship, but they are not recognized in the eyes of others, in fact, they both know it very well.

"I don't want to go to class in the afternoon, you can go by yourself." Nan Wudan was obviously angry because of Zhao Weicheng's words, but Zhao Weicheng didn't notice it.

"What's wrong, isn't it comfortable? I've paid all the fees, so let's go after I finish it. ”

"Okay then." Nan Wudan reluctantly agreed, one afternoon, she didn't say a word to Zhao Weicheng, she knew that she couldn't keep him, and when she went back in the evening, she finally couldn't help but ask Zhao Weicheng.

"You actually say I'm your netizen?"

"You misunderstood me, it turns out that you were angry in the afternoon because of this, I mean the way we met, not our current relationship."

"And what am I?"

"Of course it's my girlfriend."

"Where's Gui Rong?"

"I haven't been in touch with her for a long time."

Nan Wudan didn't say anything anymore, she knew that Zhao Weicheng had always been very good to her, and she experienced the feeling of being cherished for the first time, but her heart was really painful, and a relationship without commitment was destined not to go too far.

So the next morning, she got up, packed up her things, and wanted to take them away, but she thought of going to work, so she put it down, and brought it back from work, she thought in her heart, she thought that they should keep a distance between them, she couldn't grasp the future between her and Zhao Weicheng, and there could be no future, she suddenly felt scared, afraid that she couldn't bear such a blow, so she decided to climb out when she was not very deep, a girl's youth is not a few years, she can't waste time, She didn't have the confidence to keep Zhao Weicheng by her side.

After getting off work in the afternoon, Nan Wudan went directly to Zhao Weicheng's place of residence, wanting to take all her things away, she thought that Zhao Weicheng would go directly to class, and went home very late, she originally wanted to go quietly by herself, return the key to Zhao Weicheng, and tell him not to look for her again, Nan Wudan opened the door, Zhao Weicheng was actually inside, and Zhao Weicheng had already arrived.

"I'm coming to pick up my stuff, I'm leaving."

"What's wrong?" Zhao Weicheng was surprised, "Why do you want to go, where are you going?" Zhao Weicheng originally thought that Nan Wudan would take it as her home when he came to him, so he excitedly told Nan Wudan that their company had organized a tour, saying how happy they were.

Nan Wudan wanted to tell Zhao Weicheng to end the current relationship, but when she saw Zhao Weicheng's excited appearance, she was shaken, so she swallowed back the words that came to her mouth.

Nan Wudan submitted a resignation report, she wanted to leave, to leave the city, she was afraid of hurting another innocent girl, this was the only reason for her to leave, this reason was not because of Zhao Weicheng's amorousness, and then Nan Wudan did not leave. The resignation report must be submitted one month in advance. Her work will continue for another month, and too many things have happened in this month, which has made her understand Zhao Weicheng better and perceive Zhao Weicheng's goodness more and more. Who said it's love, it's cut, and it's messy. Can she give it up?