Nan Wudan resigned from her job again, this is the third time she has resigned because of Zhao Weicheng, is love really the whole of a woman's life? For the sake of Zhao Weicheng, she can give up everything, even if she is living a very hard life, she is willing, in fact, Nan Wudan has long thought that it is impossible for her and Zhao Weicheng to have results, but she didn't expect it to come so quickly, and it will end in such a way, she is really difficult to accept, everything came too fast. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info She suddenly remembered the poem "Caught in the Web of Love":

When you have it

It feels sweet

When it is time to abandon

Feeling bitter

When picking it up

Feeling too tired

A fish that bites the hook

How to struggle

A burning candle

Brilliant sparks jumped

A mess of cobwebs on one side

Wrap around me

The more you struggle, the tighter the hoop

And Nan Wudan's mood at this time, isn't it a copy of this poem?

The next day, Nan Wudan went to the company to resign from her manager, and Manager Yu looked confused.

"Why, aren't you doing a good job? I'm about to change your position and put you in charge of the branch? ”

"Manager Yu, I'm sorry, I'm reluctant to leave, but I'm really helpless, I ......"

"You can tell me what's going on, maybe I can help you."

"No, nothing, thank you, I'll leave the work to Xiao Li, she did a good job."

"Can you think about it again, I won't report your matter first."

"No, no, I've thought about it."

"Have you really decided?"

"Yes, I'm sorry."

"Where are you going?"

"I haven't decided yet, I want to go back to my hometown to face more."

"Alas, okay then, you hand over the work to Xiao Li."

"Well, thank you."

Nan Wudan wanted to leave, leave the city, and then completely erase Zhao Weicheng from the bottom of his heart, but can he really forget it if he leaves? Once Nan Wudan went to Hangzhou for half a year, she never forgot Zhao Weicheng, but missed it even more, can distance really block her love for Zhao Weicheng?

Two days after Nan Wudan's job was handed over, she couldn't wait to leave, wanting to leave the city that had hurt her. Yes, thinking of everything that has happened between her and Zhao Weicheng for more than a year, there are more tears than laughter, and Zhao Weicheng is with her, she has to bear a lot of grievances, at first she silently loved Zhao Weicheng under the shadow of Zheng Guirong, when Zhao Weicheng really chose her and wanted to manage this relationship with her, she chose to stay away because of work, coupled with the opposition of Zhao Weicheng's family and Zhao Xiaoyue's intervention, she was under a lot of pressure, she really loved so hard, But she regarded every minute with Zhao Weicheng as the happiest time in her life, she loved Zhao Weicheng too much, so she was willing to carry everything, but she still couldn't escape after all, when she faced an old man kneeling in front of her, she finally compromised.

Zhao Weicheng booked a train ticket for Nan Wudan, deliberately booked it on Saturday night, Zhao Weicheng hoped to have time to send Nan Wudan, after all, they had been together for more than a year, Nan Wudan had paid too much for her, Zhao Weicheng knew very well in his heart that he had not been able to give this girl who had injected his whole life into his feelings a promise, Zhao Weicheng felt guilty, and Zhao Weicheng blamed himself.

Nan Wudan stayed alone in the house, she suddenly thought that there was still a lot of money in her medical insurance card, and she couldn't use it if she left, so she ran to the city hospital and did a comprehensive examination of her body, in fact, in her heart, she hoped that there would be some "accident", if this could keep Zhao Weicheng, she was willing. So she called Zhao Weicheng.

"When will you book my train ticket for me?"

"Saturday's, what's wrong?"

"I'm in the hospital now, and the report won't come out until tomorrow, I'm afraid I won't be able to catch the train, so I'll ask you."

"Nan Wudan, what's wrong with you, why did you run to the hospital?"

"No, it's okay, I just wanted to check my body."

"Is it really okay? Why don't I book a later train for you? ”

"No, no, Saturday's okay?

"Are you really sure you're okay?"

"I don't know, the report won't come out until tomorrow."

"Then I won't book the ticket yet, and I'll wait for your report to come out, okay?"

"Oh, good."

Nan Wudan was very conflicted, she hoped to leave this sad place earlier, but also longed to stay, she didn't want to leave Zhao Weicheng, she really didn't want to, she really didn't want to go back to the house without Zhao Weicheng. So Nan Wudan walked alone on the long street, wiping tears as he walked.

In those days, Zhao Weicheng's mother let Zhao Weicheng live at his sister's house until Nan Wudan left, Zhao Weicheng's mother did not let them meet, and Zhao Weicheng had to return to his sister's house on time after work. Zhao Weicheng can only be at work

called Nan Wudan, and at noon he secretly ran to see Nan Wudan.

In fact, Zhao Weicheng shouldn't be like this, he should be ruthless, so that Nan Wudan won't be so reluctant, and there won't be the story that shouldn't happen later, why can't Zhao Weicheng be ruthless, he is really too muddy and indecisive in dealing with feelings, he knows that this will only hurt each other more deeply, and he knows very well in his heart that they can't be together secretly like this for a lifetime, a love without sunlight radiation is difficult to grow, and it won't last long.

Nan Wudan sat quietly on the sofa alone, staring blankly at the ceiling, looking at the room she was so familiar with, she was about to leave, she wanted to keep everything in the house in mind, and then take it away, suddenly she heard someone call her name "Nan Wudan, Nan Wudan!" "What a soft voice, ah, how could it be, how could it be, it was Zhao Weicheng, she hadn't seen Zhao Weicheng for five days.

"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, my mother didn't let me come back, I ran out secretly."

"Fool, you won't say I'm gone."

"Yes, why didn't I think of it, then I won't go back at night, I told them, you're gone."

"Haha, do you really think you can fool your smart mother?" Nan Wudan smiled, she laughed at how Zhao Weicheng looked like a child. "You wait, there will be a good show."

Nan Wudan's phone rang, Zhao Weicheng's sister saw that Zhao Weicheng was not at home, and called Zhao Weicheng's phone, but it didn't work, Zhao Weicheng turned off the phone, so she called Nan Wudan, and Zhao Weicheng quickly grabbed the phone.

"It's my sister who called, Nan Wudan, if my sister asks you, you can say I'm not here."

"Well, I know what to say." So Nan Wudan picked up the phone.

"Hello!" Nan Wudan pretended not to know who the other party was, she never knew the phone number of Zhao Weicheng's sister's house, it was an unfamiliar number to her.

"Nan Wudan, I am Zhao Weicheng's sister, is Zhao Weicheng with you?"

"What, Zhao Weicheng? He's not with me. ”

"Not with you, won't it?"

"He's not with me, you can call him."

"His phone didn't work, so I called you."

"If the phone doesn't work, then I don't know."

"I know he's with you." Zhao Weicheng's sister was a little angry.

"He's really not with me, I don't believe you came to see it."

"Nan Wudan, you can't do this, you have already promised us, how can you talk and not count, you and him can't do it, we won't agree...... If you're interested, leave quickly...... You tell him to come back to me quickly......"

Nan Wudan was very angry when she heard this, she didn't expect Zhao Weicheng's sister to talk like this, so she hung up the phone, Zhao Weicheng saw Nan Wudan's expression and asked.

"What did my sister say to you?"

"Go back and ask her yourself."

"Then I'll go back, if it's too late, I'll be scolded, I'll come to see you tomorrow."

"Hmm." Nan Wudan let Zhao Weicheng go, although she hoped that Zhao Weicheng could stay, but it was impossible, Nan Wudan was lying in bed and couldn't sleep, so she called Zhao Weicheng.

"Nan Wudan, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, I just miss you."

"Oh, are they all there, sister?"

"Well, okay, let's talk."

"Say what?"

"I'm downstairs now, you can say it."

"Oh, I can't sleep."

"I can't sleep either."

"Can you come back and stay with me for two days?"

"Nan Wudan, tomorrow, tomorrow I will tell my sister that you are gone, and then I will move back."

"Will they believe it?"

"Yes, I just told them I was going to see you off."

"Oh."

"I'm going up, you sleep well, I'll go back to see you tomorrow."

"Okay."

The next day, Zhao Weicheng really came back, Zhao Weicheng came back and accompanied Nan Wudan for two days, Zhao Weicheng took Nan Wudan to the railway to deliver the goods, took her to visit Nanhu Park, and took her to eat KFC, that is where they used to be, leaving a lot of laughter, but this time there was too much sentimentality when she went, Nan Wudan was still in Zhao Weicheng's arms, there were not many such days, she had to cherish every minute and every second in front of her.

In the evening, Zhao Weicheng hugged Nan Wudan tightly, they broke up, but they were still so close, they broke up on the surface, but their hearts were still together, "Nan Wudan, remember to call me when you arrive, tell me your contact information, if possible, I will go to you, at least we will be friends, maybe I will travel to your hometown in the future." ”

"I will, because you are my love, and I don't want to lose your news, will I be a free tour guide for you when the time comes?"

"Okay."

Zhao Weicheng hugged her, a fierce kiss, kissed her forehead, kissed her eyebrows, kissed her face, kissed her lips, kissed the tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes, Nan Wudan also kissed Zhao Weicheng back, she wanted to keep this love firmly in her heart, she liked to kiss Zhao Weicheng's chin, she liked the tingling feeling of Zhao Weicheng's beard piercing her lips......

Zhao Weicheng knew what Nan Wudan's departure would mean, and they might have little chance of meeting in the future. Nan Wudan looked at Zhao Weicheng with wide eyes, she didn't resist, in fact, she was so longing, longing for Zhao Weicheng's crazy kiss, longing for his crazy kiss.

Zhao Weicheng sent Nan Wudan to the station, Nan Wudan just casually brought a few clothes and a few books, as well as the skin care products she used, and she left a lot of things with Zhao Weicheng.

"Nan Wudan, you can bring less things by yourself, and you need me to send them for you when the time comes."

"Okay."

Zhao Weicheng and Nan Wudan took the No. 28 car, to Qidao Street and transferred to the No. 1 car, the road was very slow, in fact, Zhao Weicheng was deliberately arranged like this, if you are late, you can't get on the train, Nan Wudan can stay, in Nan Wudan's heart, she also hopes what will happen if she misses the train, if there is any accident, how good.

Zhao Weicheng helped Nan Wudan complete all the formalities, watching her walk to the waiting room, Zhao Weicheng kept waving to Nan Wudan below, but Nan Wudan only glanced back at Zhao Weicheng, she didn't dare to look at it anymore, tears had already poured out, so Zhao Weicheng sent her a message.

"Nan Wudan, remember to call me."

"I will, some classmates will pick me up at the station, don't worry, goodbye, my love."

After sending this message, the tears flowed out even more unstoppably, Nan Wudan sat by the window, thinking about the bits and pieces with Zhao Weicheng, she cried, cried very sadly, and the people around her looked at her inexplicably, but she couldn't care so much anymore, until the radio prompted that she was about to arrive at the station, she sorted out her emotions, she didn't want her classmates to see her sad appearance.

At twelve o'clock in the evening, the train arrived at Mudanjiang on time, twelve o'clock was very late for Mudanjiang, the street was very deserted, the security of Mudanjiang was not very good, and people were used to going home early before ten o'clock.

Four classmates went to the station to pick up Nan Wudan together, they thought that Nan Wudan was "returning to her hometown", no one knew the pain in her heart, she borrowed her classmate's mobile phone, called Zhao Weicheng, the phone just broadcast, Zhao Weicheng picked it up, obviously Zhao Weicheng was waiting for Nan Wudan's call, Zhao Weicheng had not slept yet.

"I'm here, now I'm going to my classmates."

"Well, then go back and rest early."

"Okay, this is my classmate's phone, I hung up."

"Well, remember to tell me when you change the phone."

"Okay."

The classmates were talking and laughing in the car, very excited, but Nan Wudan couldn't be happy, seeing such a deserted street, she suddenly felt so strange to everything in Mudanjiang, and couldn't help but panic a little in her heart, how could she live in such a strange city, did she really have to stay in this city?

Nan Wudan stayed in Mudanjiang for two days, she went home, three years, this is the first time she went home, if it weren't for Zhao Weicheng, if it wasn't for Zhao Weicheng, if it wasn't for so many things that happened with Zhao Weicheng, or it was impossible for her to return home, Nan Wudan's parents were very happy, they thought that Nan Wudan was willing to go home to work, but no one knew, Nan Wudan was carrying too many things, she couldn't bear it, so she chose to go home, home is always the warmest, go home, no matter how she is now, no one dislikes her, no one looks down on herNo one will drive her away, only her own home is the most reliable and safe. She finally got home.

Nan Wudan's parents are busy and running for her work, but Nan Wudan looks unconcerned, as if she has lost her enthusiasm for life and work, no one knows what she is thinking, she stays at home every day, does not go out, does not go to see friends, does not go to see classmates, and does not go to see teachers, but the teacher who once taught her knows the news of Nan Wudan's homecoming, and goes to Nan Wudan's house early in the morning to see her, at that time Nan Wudan has not yet gotten up, she heard the teacher's voice, and then lazily got up from the bedNan Wudan clearly remembers that when she was in secondary school, because the conditions at home were not very good, it was her teacher who had been supporting her and encouraging her, so she could go to the heroic city of Siping, she once wanted to break out of the world, but now, she made herself covered in phosphorus injuries.

Nan Wudan's teacher once asked her to go home to participate in the exam assignment work in 04, and the teacher said to Nan Wudan.

"Your task is to take the exam, you don't need to think about anything else, and me."

"I've forgotten it now, it's not the same person I used to be when I was in school."

"A lot of things won't change, I have confidence in you."

"But I don't have confidence in myself."

I have confidence in the exam teachers in Nam Wutan.

But she didn't, she worked for two years, and she forgot a lot of things, so she made many, many excuses and never went back.

Because she doesn't want to stay in that small county, there is no development, and there is too little contact with the outside world, she is afraid that she will become stupid one day, although the pace of work in the city is relatively fast, but she prefers such a fulfilling life.

And in Nan Wudan's heart, she already owes the teacher too much, she is afraid that she will not be able to repay this love in the future, Nan Wudan knows that the relationship between the teacher's family is very good, they have always wanted to get Nan Wudan to the Education Bureau, but one of Nan Wudan's fellow works in the Education Bureau, she heard that every day is very boring, go to work to report, make tea, read the newspaper, this is not the life she wants.

The more important reason is because she met Zhao Weicheng, such an excellent man, if she goes back, it will be to announce that she will give up, and she can't do it.

It's been three years, Nan Wudan has been working for three years since she graduated, she has nothing, she can have a few three years in her life, if she hadn't met Zhao Weicheng, maybe she wouldn't be like this, Nan Wudan has always been a very reassuring child both in study and work, because Zhao Weicheng She gave up too much, and this relationship also made her lose a lot of opportunities.