"Crush:

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Now the contradiction in my heart is becoming more and more profound, in fact, I don't admit defeat, how can I give up like this? For so many years, if you like someone, should you be so sad and sad?

Will you also grieve for a woman?

No way! Men are always stronger than women.

I haven't seen your new work lately, what are you busy with now, are you hiding in the corner and falling in love?

By the way, didn't you say that there is a woman who is very good to you? Haven't you been in a relationship all the time?

You are really happy, why is there no man who loves me like this?!

Hehe, let you see and laugh, there is nowhere to tell what you have in your heart, I can only write to you, I hope it will not disturb you.

I thought, I should be a little braver.

If you are not brave, then happiness can't be caught in front of you, crush, are you right?

I don't know what to say about your feelings. I can't feel the feeling that someone likes themselves and likes someone else.

Well, I hope it didn't bother you.

Cheer me on! I don't want to cry alone anymore.

Well.

Demon Demon"

In love, perhaps the most lacking thing is persistence, maybe as long as I persist for a while, happiness will come to me.

Looking at the eleven digits in the phone, Zheng Xiaoyang's number, I still don't have the courage.

"Su girl, you can go to the store with us!" Gu Liansheng said at the door, Mengmeng stood behind him, and he held Mengmeng's hand.

"Yes, Sister Susu." Mengmeng came out from behind Gu Liansheng, "Just go out and breathe!" ”

"But, I don't want to go out, I'm sorry Mengmeng, I said to help you, but I couldn't help anything."

"No, Su girl, Mengmeng doesn't mean that, we just want you to go out for a walk, there is no other meaning." Gu Liansheng helped Mengmeng defend himself, in fact, there was no need for me to know that Mengmeng didn't mean this.

"I know."

"And. Sister Su Su, Brother Pian Sheng said that he is really not used to it if you don't quarrel with him! Mengmeng grinned.

"Okay .. I went out for a walk. ”

..

All day, no direction, no purpose.

It turns out that shopping alone will be so lonely, Zheng Xiaoyang, what should I do?

At night, neon lights flickered and shone on my face.

Winter in Shanghai, the night is clear and cold.

I don't know any of the people who come and go.

Here, where is it? So strange.

There are unknown songs floating everywhere, but those melodies can't tell me the direction of tomorrow and tomorrow.

Rotating street lamps, lively crowds, like the joy of the day.

It's just that it's none of my business.

Couples walking together, old people walking, children playing.

All this is too close to me, and at the same time too far and too far away.

Lonely, alone, still alone.

When I was alone, I would think of Zheng Xiaoyang, but now I don't know what I think in my heart and how to choose.

Also, Gu Liansheng, I have never guessed him, he is good to me, but he is strange and distant.

Crush, when it is near, when it is far away.

I was destined to be a lonely woman.

Let's go back, look at the street lights, if I don't go back, will Mengmeng and Gu Liansheng be in a hurry? Probably not, they must be living happily without me. When I was there, Gu Liansheng rarely went to Mengmeng's room, Mengmeng liked to come to my room, I'm outside now, will they feel that there is one less person to disturb their love?!

In love, it's all selfish, and no one is an exception!!

Zheng Xiaoyang, Su Feifei, Zhongli, and me, what kind of relationship is it?

I want to give up, but I am reluctant.

Is it unwilling? Or what..

The street lamps in the distance are insignificant, full of ambiguity and blur.

Zheng Xiaoyang?

Why is he here?

So, isn't he?

How can it be so similar and so familiar!

Alone, walked in, I was across the road and watched him disappear into my eyes and into that bar.

The bar was not far from Mengmeng's house, in a corner, and I used to walk with Mengmeng, when she smiled and said, "It's all crazy men and women, and most of the men and women who come here are lovelorns, or couples who are in love." But most of the people who are out of love are in love. ”

"How do you know?" Could it be that Mengmeng has been there, but she doesn't look like a woman in a nightclub.

"I've heard that there is a frequent visitor to my hotel, a couple. Very affectionate, they disappeared for a long time, and later, the man came alone, and he told me that his woman was snatched away by someone else, and the place he said was here, and the man seemed to be called. Liu Fei, yes, it's called Liu Fei. But he didn't tell me his girlfriend's name, and he cried so sadly that day, the first time I've seen a man cry so sadly for a woman. I think that man is very unproductive, but I think this woman is so happy. “

At that time, Mengmeng was envious, it should be the pursuit of love by ordinary women like us!

However, in love, it is often women who cry the most, women who are not cherished, and those who are abandoned are still us women... Is it doomed that 5,000 years of male superiority and inferiority of women are doomed?!

I looked at the flashing sign, "The Land of Love", right? Is this a place to hide love or a place to bury love?!

A strange place.

, love and hate, broken love, hot love.. It's just that how many happy people are there in this world?!

Do you want to go in? I haven't been to a place like this.

I've always disliked flashy things, I've always been out of step with them, from childhood, to the present, to the future...

But if I don't go in, how can I be willing in my heart!

O man I love! What do you want me to do before you are willing to look back at me?

..

I think this is the second chance given to me by God to reunite with Zheng Xiaoyang.

There won't be any more!

No, I have to ask clearly, I'll just wait here, he's going to come out after all...

One minute, two minutes, three minutes..

It's been a long time, look at the watch, it's almost 00:00, won't he come out tonight?!

So, do you want me to go in and find him?

Didn't you say that you should be strong and brave? Why are you so unbrave and so cowardly?!

"Come on!!" Clench your fists and say to yourself in your heart.

..

"Hello, please inside." The waiter was respectful at the door, and I looked at him and didn't speak, in fact, I was afraid of such a noisy environment.

The bartenders at the bar mix colorful liquors and skillfully shake all kinds of bottles; Outside the bar, there are men talking to strange women, with a flattering face, and most of the women are smiling delicately; There are also women who sit alone in the corner of the bar and drink those colorful things, and some men go over to talk to them, but those women ignore them...

In the middle of the room, there are men and women dancing.

My head is a mess and it hurts..

I want to go out, but my beloved man is inside, what should I do?!

Leave, or, stay?

"Miss, may I ask, are you looking for someone?" The waiter politely asked, "Why does my head hurt so much?" I regret coming here, all kinds of smells make me uncomfortable.

I held my head and nodded.

"May I ask who you are looking for, I will take you there, can you see it?"

"Zheng Xiaoyang.."

With a snap of his fingers, another waiter ran over, "Take her to Zheng Xiaoyang." "I looked at him, and how did his face change in an instant? How can it be faster than a chameleon?

I can't care so much, I'm about to see Zheng Xiaoyang, and my heart is infinitely happy.

It's just why he came here, is it a broken love, or... In love, or like me, I came to find someone.

No matter how much it is, let's talk about it when I see Zheng Xiaoyang.

I can't imagine what the scene of me and Zheng Xiaoyang meeting will be like. But how did the waiter's face change?

Walking through the walls and corridors that illuminate the entire person, each room is pretty much the same except for the number on the door.

The waiter at the door of a room stopped, pointed with his finger, and said, "Zheng Xiaoyang is inside."

He glanced at me, I looked at him, and then fixed my gaze on the room, and before I could say thank you, the waiter was long gone.

Looking at this strange place, should I go in?

The hand stays in the air..